AnanasBannana
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I'm considerably more experienced than when I did this, but I thought I might as well share my experience. If this comes up in a Google search - first timers - DO NOT USE MDMA TWO DAYS IN A ROW!!!
I was an extremely experienced pot smoker, having lived in a country where it was legal, having smoked so much that I had kind of turned off the experience somewhat. I had never really found myself in a situation where pills were available, and I had never sought them out, never really had any desire.
I was out for some drinks with friends and they had two extra pills, one for me and my girlfriend. I won't go into detail about this time, the pills were pretty weak but I realised it was definitely something to it, and I wanted to try them again (I'm guessing there were 80-100mg pills, no redose and I was tired to begin with).
So, two weeks later, I asked my girlfriend to find us two more pills from her friends that she new. I met up with her and she produced a gram of MDMA powder (My reaction, holy crap!). I wanted to try it in a home setting so we went home.
[NOTE: WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO READ IS COMPLETELY IRRESPONSIBLE AND I'M LUCKY WE'RE STILL ALIVE]
At about 11pm we took about a quarter of the powder in a rizla, we assumed that because of how cheap the powder was, it couldn't be strong as a pill - so we took about 250mg each straight away.
11:30 or so, still not feeling anything, so we assumed we probably needed a bit of a booster, so we both dissolved about 25mg in our mouths.
11:50, suddenly we both feel extremely anxious, my GF starts to have mild panic attack. I'm feeling kind of tired and scared, a bit like passing out.
11:55, BOOM! Suddenly it feels like electricity is flowing through both of our bodies, I start to undress and we start feeling each other up. We played with each other for about 25 minutes or so and then we looked at the big mirror in our room.
12:30 or something, looking in the mirror, we look like angels. We probably spend about 2 hours just staring at ourselves, everything is glowing and we legitimately look like the more perfect beings ever created.
2:00, we start to come down, so we redose. Not sure about how many redoses happen or when, the rest of the night is a blur. We spent hours talking, it was extremely therapeutic.
4:00 During out last comedown, we started licking the floor to find more mdma crystals which we had dropped. Extremely disturbing.
We fell asleep at about 5 or 6, altogether, I had probably taken 550mg and she had taken 450mg.
SO, the next day, we were probably still kind of high. (This is where it gets fucking stupid). We both thought it'd be a cool idea for us to do it again, just in a lighter dose. We call up our friend who does a deal for more crystals and weed. We were only going to get 500mg between the two of us, but our friend was very late so we got an extra 500mg for free (I know this person well, very legit. Advised us not to do it again).
We went home and did it again. It was a similar enough experience, just more stoned and empathic as opposed to speedy like the previous night. I had mild hallucinations, (my girlfriend started glowing with a really bright light), my girlfriend had a scary hallucination in our hallway.
This is where it started to get weird. Our bodies looked really freakish. My lips had swollen hugely, and all of my glands were massive (my throat especially). We looked legitimately hideous. My GF's face looked extremely fat (probably swollen lymphnodes) and my lips were curling upwards.
We started to come down, and we both agreed we probably never wanted to do it as heavily ever again. We went outside and smoked a joint.
{This is where the story gets interesting}
Suddenly, my lips felt like they were curling upwards and I had to hold them back down. My whole face felt like it was rapidly drying out! I covered myself in moisturizer to try and stop the pain but it didn't work. I ran back into the bedroom. It suddenly felt like I was getting another MDMA rush, and then another. And another! I realised I couldn't possibly handle this euphoria, it was too much! I'll remember what I said next verbatim for the rest of my life:
I threw myself onto the bed and tried to get my heart rate down. This was it. I had messed with hard drugs and now I was dying. I got my girlfriend to call and ambulance and I sat there smashing my chest trying to keep my heartbeart going (The ridiculous part is that I have first aid training, you don't give CPR to a person with their heart still beating - but i thought my heart had stopped a few times). I was there, clinging desperately to life while my girlfiend was shouting at the emergancy services number to get here faster. I was having horrible abdominal pains.
Finally, they arrived and she had to let them in, when she went downstairs I assumed I would be dead by the time that they came back up. When they did, the paramedics just sort of laughed at me. They turned on the lights and told me that I was fine but they were going to take me to the hospital. Once they had me moving downstairs I realised I was actually pretty okay and started to feel pleasantly stoned.
Fast forward a while, they had me sitting on a big chair in a hospital and I was CERTAIN that I was in a computer simulation. All of the doctors were walking past me reading my emails verbatim (obviously they weren't). They had me hooked onto an EKG which I assumed what was giving me the heart palpitations. My pulse was steady at around 105 but I thought the machine was lying to me and that the whole thing was a big simulation to stop people from using drugs.
Anyway, I left the hospital. The next two weeks were the worst two weeks of my life. I genuinely thought I had broken myself and would never recover. Until, one day, I was watching a commercial for gum on the train ride home and starting crying dramatically. After that, all was well!
I've smoked pot five times since. 2/5 times gave me an awful paranoid experience. The others were fine.
I've used MDMA twice since, both times were pretty good.
So anyway, that's the story! Be bloody careful with this drug and make sure you do your research. I mail ordered 5HTP, Tyrosine, green tea extracts, cats claw, insitol, Vit C, Mg and beatine which I will be using before I drop again.
I was an extremely experienced pot smoker, having lived in a country where it was legal, having smoked so much that I had kind of turned off the experience somewhat. I had never really found myself in a situation where pills were available, and I had never sought them out, never really had any desire.
I was out for some drinks with friends and they had two extra pills, one for me and my girlfriend. I won't go into detail about this time, the pills were pretty weak but I realised it was definitely something to it, and I wanted to try them again (I'm guessing there were 80-100mg pills, no redose and I was tired to begin with).
So, two weeks later, I asked my girlfriend to find us two more pills from her friends that she new. I met up with her and she produced a gram of MDMA powder (My reaction, holy crap!). I wanted to try it in a home setting so we went home.
[NOTE: WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO READ IS COMPLETELY IRRESPONSIBLE AND I'M LUCKY WE'RE STILL ALIVE]
At about 11pm we took about a quarter of the powder in a rizla, we assumed that because of how cheap the powder was, it couldn't be strong as a pill - so we took about 250mg each straight away.
11:30 or so, still not feeling anything, so we assumed we probably needed a bit of a booster, so we both dissolved about 25mg in our mouths.
11:50, suddenly we both feel extremely anxious, my GF starts to have mild panic attack. I'm feeling kind of tired and scared, a bit like passing out.
11:55, BOOM! Suddenly it feels like electricity is flowing through both of our bodies, I start to undress and we start feeling each other up. We played with each other for about 25 minutes or so and then we looked at the big mirror in our room.
12:30 or something, looking in the mirror, we look like angels. We probably spend about 2 hours just staring at ourselves, everything is glowing and we legitimately look like the more perfect beings ever created.
2:00, we start to come down, so we redose. Not sure about how many redoses happen or when, the rest of the night is a blur. We spent hours talking, it was extremely therapeutic.
4:00 During out last comedown, we started licking the floor to find more mdma crystals which we had dropped. Extremely disturbing.
We fell asleep at about 5 or 6, altogether, I had probably taken 550mg and she had taken 450mg.
SO, the next day, we were probably still kind of high. (This is where it gets fucking stupid). We both thought it'd be a cool idea for us to do it again, just in a lighter dose. We call up our friend who does a deal for more crystals and weed. We were only going to get 500mg between the two of us, but our friend was very late so we got an extra 500mg for free (I know this person well, very legit. Advised us not to do it again).
We went home and did it again. It was a similar enough experience, just more stoned and empathic as opposed to speedy like the previous night. I had mild hallucinations, (my girlfriend started glowing with a really bright light), my girlfriend had a scary hallucination in our hallway.
This is where it started to get weird. Our bodies looked really freakish. My lips had swollen hugely, and all of my glands were massive (my throat especially). We looked legitimately hideous. My GF's face looked extremely fat (probably swollen lymphnodes) and my lips were curling upwards.
We started to come down, and we both agreed we probably never wanted to do it as heavily ever again. We went outside and smoked a joint.
{This is where the story gets interesting}
Suddenly, my lips felt like they were curling upwards and I had to hold them back down. My whole face felt like it was rapidly drying out! I covered myself in moisturizer to try and stop the pain but it didn't work. I ran back into the bedroom. It suddenly felt like I was getting another MDMA rush, and then another. And another! I realised I couldn't possibly handle this euphoria, it was too much! I'll remember what I said next verbatim for the rest of my life:
I threw myself onto the bed and tried to get my heart rate down. This was it. I had messed with hard drugs and now I was dying. I got my girlfriend to call and ambulance and I sat there smashing my chest trying to keep my heartbeart going (The ridiculous part is that I have first aid training, you don't give CPR to a person with their heart still beating - but i thought my heart had stopped a few times). I was there, clinging desperately to life while my girlfiend was shouting at the emergancy services number to get here faster. I was having horrible abdominal pains.
Finally, they arrived and she had to let them in, when she went downstairs I assumed I would be dead by the time that they came back up. When they did, the paramedics just sort of laughed at me. They turned on the lights and told me that I was fine but they were going to take me to the hospital. Once they had me moving downstairs I realised I was actually pretty okay and started to feel pleasantly stoned.
Fast forward a while, they had me sitting on a big chair in a hospital and I was CERTAIN that I was in a computer simulation. All of the doctors were walking past me reading my emails verbatim (obviously they weren't). They had me hooked onto an EKG which I assumed what was giving me the heart palpitations. My pulse was steady at around 105 but I thought the machine was lying to me and that the whole thing was a big simulation to stop people from using drugs.
Anyway, I left the hospital. The next two weeks were the worst two weeks of my life. I genuinely thought I had broken myself and would never recover. Until, one day, I was watching a commercial for gum on the train ride home and starting crying dramatically. After that, all was well!
I've smoked pot five times since. 2/5 times gave me an awful paranoid experience. The others were fine.
I've used MDMA twice since, both times were pretty good.
So anyway, that's the story! Be bloody careful with this drug and make sure you do your research. I mail ordered 5HTP, Tyrosine, green tea extracts, cats claw, insitol, Vit C, Mg and beatine which I will be using before I drop again.
