Thanks man. Just my 2 cents - subutex stopped the intense cravings, but the thoughts of "wouldn't a bag be nice" never went away. I would seriously not recommend going on subutex for codeine addiction, since you'd be trading in your physical dependency on a very mild opiate, with the withdrawal being a few days of shitty flu-like symptoms, for a full blown physical habit that will be much, much harder to come off. I know what you mean about not liking being sober, I used to think the same thing, but I realized later it wasn't that I didn't like being sober, I'd just been stuck in a cycle of using drugs on a regular basis since I was 16 and it was throwing my brain chemistry out of whack, and a couple of months sober and I realized I could be happy without them. and honestly the fact that you have the willpower to only use heroin occasionally tells me that you have a lot more strength than you realize dude, honestly, and I think if you put your mind to it you can quit the codeine without the subutex. hell, even if you stay on codeine, it's a pretty cheap habit and if its not negatively impacting your life, my advice would be definitely to stay on that instead of subutex, i cant see any good coming from going on subutex since you will just be trading one habit for another thats harder to quit. whatever you decide good luck though man, and take it from me, you are one of a very very rare breed!