Gibberings v. CC: Pigfuckers R Us

[Ceres]

i have a theory that raas is not a human but actually an AI script running off a computer.

 

[hexagram]

I read a theroy that the book of revelation was insipired by shrooms.

The suthor was improsined on the island of patmos, where psycilocybin shrooms grow naturally. He was probably starving and would have ate whatever he came across. And if you've read it some of the imagery is incredibly psychelic.

Meh. Realized it's my birthday today. Had forgotten about it until I looked at the date. Not a single text or anything from any friends. Guess they're sick of me being a perma-wasted addict. I don't blame them but it also still hurts and I feel lonely nontheless. This time last year me, my friends and then girlfriend all went out, then came back to my house. The year before that I went to a rave with a shitload of friends, took 250mg mdma, 500mg meph, 1g cocaine and endless pints, danced all night, made friends with half the rave, gurned so much that my jaw could have powered the whole of the uk, then came home, collapsed, took 5mgs etiz (had no tolerance at the time) then opened my presents collapsing and bumping into things and felt groggy for days after.

This year i'm alone with a bottle of cider, some fags, some shit tacos I just made watching random youtube videos. I'm tempted to ring a dealer and get some MD, see where the night takes me etc. If I can find a decent club night, maybe make some new friends. But I won't cause when i'm alreayd low I certainly don't want a comedown.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Me mate has had a 7 day bsn from Facebook. She's always getting banned but hey I never knew Facebook did bans. Since when????

Evey

 

[Raasyvibe]

I... I'm not sure what to make of pot-head Jesus other than Hell-Yeah he did!
Maybe in a less distasteful way. Unless Mushrooms were involved, as frequently were by religious settlements for years, and Cacti, Belladonna, DMT, Salvia, 4-OH-DMT.
Eh.

Heh, I've read a few things about early Christianity's use of cannabis and amanita mushrooms, particularly those of the gnostic traditions.

This page even goes so far as to identify which miracles of Jesus these plants were used for.

It was probably amanita delirium that made him proclaim himself as the Messiah.

*rings Raas bell*

The link between drugs and religion is extensive. Matter is a little close to heart also because a few epiphanies regarding religion helped form my own faith. I could talk a hell of a lot on this subject; but maybe it's a little too deep for gibberings.

Will summarise with this, however. The bible says,

‎2 Corinthians 11:13
"And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light."

And that is what I see these religious experiences on these drugs are, they are real, but I do not think they come from God. This also includes you and your newfound, drug-induced yoga, Ceres.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Nice how he talks to everyone else but me

Advice pls if a family member has passed you weren't close to would you go to their funeral to be there for others? Not sure what to do.

Evey

 

[Sadie]

Depends on how you feel Evey. You may wish to simply to pay your respects. I'm not close to a few of mine but I'd go because I cared about them. There are one or two that I would not even though I had loved them. Then there are the odd, have I ever met you relatives.... You need to expand further.

It all boils down to, Do you want to go for the family member who has passed, Do you want to go to support family members closer to you or do you simply not feel close enough to attend.

 

[ava_adore]

If I was close to other family members that were going I would most likely go, sometimes it's good to be able to support people, there can never be enough support at a time like that

Nice how he talks to everyone else but me :/

Advice pls if a family member has passed you weren't close to would you go to their funeral to be there for others? Not sure what to do.

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

Go for the family member still here as he been supportive towards me. I wasn't close to the one who's though was as a child. Used to give us sweets, me teddies, take us for walks on Sunday but there was falling out. Don't really want to elaborate on internet forum i should go for family but a family member isn't speaking to me n I'm worried she may be funny with me if I go. Life's too damn short for feudes n not speaking to one another but guess we never learn this lesson.

Evey

 

[ava_adore]

That's such a shame, life's too short for that sort of stuff, I can only hope the person that isn't speaking to you will have enough respect for the person being mourned to not cause any problems. These kind of things bring people together and healing and support should be priority.

Go for the family member still here as he been supportive towards me. I wasn't close to the one who's though was as a child. Used to give us sweets, me teddies, take us for walks on Sunday but there was falling out. Don't really want to elaborate on internet forum i should go for family but a family member isn't speaking to me n I'm worried she may be funny with me if I go. Life's too damn short for feudes n not speaking to one another but guess we never learn this lesson.

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

Thanks Ava. How are you finding Bluelight? Donyou need help with owt? X

Evey

 

[Sadie]

Go for the family member still here as he been supportive towards me. I wasn't close to the one who's though was as a child. Used to give us sweets, me teddies, take us for walks on Sunday but there was falling out. Don't really want to elaborate on internet forum i should go for family but a family member isn't speaking to me n I'm worried she may be funny with me if I go. Life's too damn short for feudes n not speaking to one another but guess we never learn this lesson.

Evey

You can only ask. Call them up or visit. See how they're doing. You don't have to go to the funeral to offer support. TBH support is more than just the day. They'll need a lot of it for quite a while.

 

[ava_adore]

No worries Evey, let us know how it goes if you're able to.

I'm enjoying being here, I'm looking at posts, and figuring out where I want to get involved in discussions. Don't need help with anything at the moment unless you fancy a look at my post in the sex, relationships forum! One of the reasons I've joined is I'm nursing a bit of a broken heart at the moment, feeling a bit silly about it, but I know I need to do what I'm doing.

Really happy to see so many like-minded people around here to share my pish stories and patter with! xx

Thanks Ava. How are you finding Bluelight? Donyou need help with owt? X

Evey

 

[Sadie]

Awwww, Ava, Hearts will be broken but just remember, when a good one comes along how wonderful it feels to have them mended. You have to do the mending yourself but then "they" come along and you realise how happy you can be.

It just takes time hunnie. Been there, going through shite. If you ever need a chat just PM Me.


It's really nice to see you about. Hope you stick around m'dear xx Just remember, when you can't heal your heart others can if you only ask.

 

[ava_adore]

Aww thank you so much Sadie. I'm really feeling the love from that post.

I've been single for seven years, and this guy was a really good friend, so I kind of feel like I've lost a friend and a love. I might take you up on that offer of a PM in the next few days, and obviously if I can return the favour just shout!

At the moment I'm just fizzing because he won't text or PM me but he's sitting liking my posts on Facebook and commenting on stuff. It's maddening.

Anyway. I promised myself I'd do some art this evening, so I'm going to paint some canvases until I feel better. What are you up to? xxx

Awwww, Ava, Hearts will be broken but just remember, when a good one comes along how wonderful it feels to have them mended. You have to do the mending yourself but then "they" come along and you realise how happy you can be.

It just takes time hunnie. Been there, going through shite. If you ever need a chat just PM Me.


It's really nice to see you about. Hope you stick around m'dear xx Just remember, when you can't heal your heart others can if you only ask.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Well that's fruit soaking in brandy n 2moro I do my next Christmas cake. Other feels a bit hard so I'm doing another one. Won't be wasting first - I'll perserve with it but practice makes perfect n I want perfect this classic creaming method - or Evey's version of what the CCM is hahaha.

Bonus I've had a glass of brandy every night with some honey in n now it's all gone bar 1 glass. Awwwwwwhhhhh lol

Ava sorry you've had a broken heart xxxx sounds interesting the painting. A few here do painting n stuff. Did you say you were from Scotland?

Evey

 

[ava_adore]

Oh YUM I love cake I am useless at baking but love to watch other people in the kitchen. Honey and brandy sounds lush I don't drink much but I like something that just tastes good every now and then!

Thanks for the words... it's early days and I'm just no good at being the weeping lady with the tub of ice cream... I'm just trying to take it day by day but his daily "likes" on Facebook are making me miss him.

Yeah, I'm from the south of Scotland! I live in a relatively small town which has a surprisingly good party scene if you know the right people. I'm partly retired from it, but I still like a good knees up every so often.

Where are you from? xxxxx

Well that's fruit soaking in brandy n 2moro I do my next Christmas cake. Other feels a bit hard so I'm doing another one. Won't be wasting first - I'll perserve with it but practice makes perfect n I want perfect this classic creaming method - or Evey's version of what the CCM is hahaha.

Bonus I've had a glass of brandy every night with some honey in n now it's all gone bar 1 glass. Awwwwwwhhhhh lol

Ava sorry you've had a broken heart xxxx sounds interesting the painting. A few here do painting n stuff. Did you say you were from Scotland?

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

North Wales, Uk xxxx

Evey

 

[Shambles]

I'll take your North Wales and raise you a West Wales, Evey. No idea whether that's really much of a raise or more of a slump but at least three EADDers (two being regulars) living or from here there must be summat going on

*waves at ava* - Welcome, welcome

It was probably amanita delirium that made him proclaim himself as the Messiah.

Not really. There were dozens of self-proclaimed 'Messiahs' pootling around the place at the time - think there have been around 2000 official candidates so far and every one of them got the knockback from the Jewish people who get final say on the matter (due to it being their Messiah and all that). 'Messiah' had no supernatural connotations at the time - was an entirely secular role.

i have a theory that raas is not a human but actually an AI script running off a computer.

The obvious flaw in your thinking being that the 'I' stands for intelligence so...

 

[Wenlock]

Why are certain members typing/talking like they're 14? You're grown adults.

 

[Sadie]

Aww thank you so much Sadie. I'm really feeling the love from that post.

I've been single for seven years, and this guy was a really good friend, so I kind of feel like I've lost a friend and a love. I might take you up on that offer of a PM in the next few days, and obviously if I can return the favour just shout!

At the moment I'm just fizzing because he won't text or PM me but he's sitting liking my posts on Facebook and commenting on stuff. It's maddening.

Anyway. I promised myself I'd do some art this evening, so I'm going to paint some canvases until I feel better. What are you up to? xxx

Quiet night in for me. Nice to see another one hail from Scotland!!! We're ganging up on BL! Mwahhh hahahaha! Don't worry about the replies, leave it a bit and see how it goes. I'm not one for playing head games but if he's not replying to direct PMs then just leave it hunnie. There must be a reason. You'll find out sooner or later. Would love to see some pics of the art work!

Sadly, when you lose love you usually lose a best friend. That's just usually the way it works. I've been best friends with my last partner and am still close.... for now. Time will tell. My current partner is by all means my best friend. I'd be lost with out him.

I'll take your North Wales and raise you a West Wales, Evey. No idea whether that's really much of a raise or more of a slump but at least three EADDers (two being regulars) living or from here there must be summat going on

*waves at ava* - Welcome, welcome

Not for long you won't Hopefully...

Also waves at Ava