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Chasing 3-FPM again, tried to IV it initially and couldn't register for the life of me; which I took as a big, red Universal sign that taking up stabbing myself again would be a very bad idea.
The one thing I haven't missed is the almost insta-stank of one's body when using! 8(
 
I dunno Stee, this stuff gets weirder and weirder. The last couple of orders I've had consisted of a mix of shiny white cystals and powder, as opposed to the glittery translucent crystals and powder i'd been getting for several weeks previously. Effects wise, it appears to be a bit rubbish at first - initial jittery stimulation for several hours with no real mood change. However, with constant redosing after about 36 hours the euphoria finally kicks in. I don't think it's as good as the clumpy powder, and it leaves a yellow crusty residue on the tube. It also occurred to me that with my tolerance its difficult to take a large enough hit in one dose by vaping to get the desired dopamine rush. Instead I have to wait for the cumulative and metabolic effects to kick in. It's getting to be bloody hard work these days...
 
Im still getting reasonable effect from that glittery stuff, ive given it enough of a miss the last couple of months that whenever I get some it always seems to do the trick as my its the only drug left (apart from coke which I dont buy as a rule) that I do that I havnt developed a ridiculous tolerance to (weed included - im going to try and not smoke any untill the weekend). The sparkely stuff still does the job okas im only getting a couple of grams every 2 or 3 weeks now but it just doesnt feel as clean and nice as the wet clumpy stuff. I can even make do with yellow crust on the tooter - the last stuff went grey when it recondensed and chasing it around the unrolled pipe it was so dark and dirty it looked like a blob of afghan horse. You shopping around for it or still sticking with the same one?

Just one thing about this drug that I do find impressive, even the dirtier batches leave little or no comedown when compared to old school street amphetamines (sulphate power or mdma - never tried meth). I cant speak for you fubar as your sessions and the amounts you and your better half get through make my usage pale in comparison. I never binge on it for more than 12 hours max (i dont have a girl to enjoy it with and with the amounts of opiates consistently in my body im never in the mood to wank anymore)
 
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valerian and alcohol feels mildly like valium and alcohol. Didn't get anything from valerian by itself.
 
shame that last time I took it I ended up having dreams that made a David Lynch film look like eastenders. Really lucid as well.
 
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I dunno Stee, this stuff gets weirder and weirder. The last couple of orders I've had consisted of a mix of shiny white cystals and powder, as opposed to the glittery translucent crystals and powder i'd been getting for several weeks previously. Effects wise, it appears to be a bit rubbish at first - initial jittery stimulation for several hours with no real mood change. However, with constant redosing after about 36 hours the euphoria finally kicks in. I don't think it's as good as the clumpy powder, and it leaves a yellow crusty residue on the tube. It also occurred to me that with my tolerance its difficult to take a large enough hit in one dose by vaping to get the desired dopamine rush. Instead I have to wait for the cumulative and metabolic effects to kick in. It's getting to be bloody hard work these days...
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@ hex - keep us updated as how your getting on I know things arnt good dude but your sounding a little calmer and more forward in your thinking. Just keep up the messages so we know ur ok and so we can do something if ur not - all that shit in your head, splurge it across here and get it out - thats what its fpr and gives your brain a nice cleanout

Fubar: Madness - Nice, wettish clumpy stuff with consistant glittery sheen - slightly weird, almost cream like hint to the taste but its pretty good. I got back from my course yesterday totally knackered to find the postie had left 2 grams, so I thought id have a big dunt just to make it through till bedtime. It was a ridiculously big lump, and here I am 14 hours later after smoking half a gram having to go out to this college course again. Guess its going to have to come along if I want to get anything done.

Its like a spacca training centre for druggies and dole dossers, so Ill bring one dunt to get me through the morning, after which Ill put the brakes on with 24mg of carefully timed flubromazepam. Ok so they'll see me yoyo from Micky Wizz to Mr Mongolator over the course of the day, but thats my illness isnt it - im a druggie, so that cant shout at me for that and i wont be in posession of any illegal items so if they do kick me off and out the police can go fuck themselves as well. Good stuff Fubar 7/10
 
I'm not a huge fan of coke, however was able to get some very decent stuff for a change (even better than naughtyweb charlie) - Nice and rocky and oily (usually a sign of good quality) (You'd think Miami would have amazing stuff but definitely not, as crystal meth and molly (bk-mdma/methylone) are the preferred drugs these days.
Still too expensive and I'm going to regret this tomorrow (and probably all the rambling I've done online) however it's very euphoric stuff (and better than the average mdma these days. Too moreish though and this is probably gonna end up being an allnight session.
Problem is I get very horny on this shit but it takes forever to cum. However, if it does happens the orgasm is incredible (Apologies if that is TMI !!!! However I think I've read worse on here LOL)
 
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ectsasy is bullshit. so done with stims. partiucarly ones thnat make you gurn your face off and chat utter shite and make you unabe to sleep. Even the 'music appreciation' is bullshit cause everything sounds equally good on mandy. Hell, anyone seems good on Mandy.Tripping together is way more honestly bonding, and acid at least is real and has the good with the bad. Proper MD seems to make me trip out and be unable to comprehend anything if I take too much, this stuff i've got recently feels like MD and speed which makes youn feel like complete shit and unable to sleep for literally days after. At least heroin and benzos don't make you feel like shite for days

but the comedown gives you revalations. Shows you who you really are.I realized today that despite my mental self defnce of me being 'a nice guy really;. i'm not a nice guy. I am not a good person. I am a self indulgant twat who fucks over the people who love and like him. Anyone who was ever a friend, I was a twat too. And i'vde only just realized. yes more than often i was under the influence, but i still took the same drugs that fucked me up again and again.

I am a white middle class child. and I have been given every oppurtunity to do wsell. And i have fucked up at every chance. Why? cause i was a spolit cunt who didn't give a shit. again and agin i didn't realize what I had. true friends. a loving girlfried who stuck by me despite all my bullshit. I guess now the only thing to do is to recognize that at least i've realized that I have this side ands it's not a good thing and I need to do my best to keep it under control.

Also drinking and doing benzos on a comedown is a bad idea because although it takes it away you are still incredibly serotonin deplated and you don't realize and are now more uninhibted. Being serotonin deplated and unhibited is not good. Ride it out, at the most, smoke a bit of weed. At least you won't do things you regret.
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I see where you're coming from however MDMA is by far the favourite drug I've ever tried in the past. Todays MDMA/pills don't really do it for me. Opposite of you though I get no comedown at all off todays MDMA, yet got horrific one week comedowns off good 90's pills which I have no explanation for at all and is a bit of a mystery. I don't smoke cigarettes now, so maybe I'm healthier now than I was in my 20's. I wonder if nicotene makes you roll a little bit harder and contributes to a rougher comedown as my smoker friends seem to get higher than I do ?

The best high in my life was from a Mitzubishi in 97/98 - pure bliss.

There isn't a perfect drug. I would say LSD comes close in terms of physical side effects etc, however the stuff I've had recently hasn't been particulary strong (Not a bad thing really) However it's definitely not for everyone (I knew people back in the day who would drop pills like smarties but one hit of acid was a big no no and freaked them out.
 
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Not fucked enough on vodka, little bit of speed and the tiniest bit of crystal meth this morning. First night living in new flat in a town where I don't know anyone and boyfriend fucks off to see his friend leaving me on my own with nothing to do. Nice one. Might do my old trick of going out on my own but cba so far. Need more vodka maybe. Or some coke but not much chance of that :/
 
Go out hen! the best nights out I've had with either my best friend or just going on my own! You meet some amazing people!

If you're too fucked though, better keep to the flat. You don't know where you're going... Depends on what you think you're up to.
 
I used to go out in Birmingham on my own when I was at uni and no one else could be bothered, have had some great nights, ended up at some proper random house parties. Once I went clubbing on my own in central Birmingham and ended up getting a taxi to the other side from uni pretty much, finding my way back the next morning still off my tits on coke was interesting :p the people I went back with were a bit odd as well, probably lucky I didn't get murdered or something. They had a house rabbit though so that was reassuring. No one who has pets can be a murderer right?

I'm talking shit so I'm just going to go out and see what's goin' down. Probably not much but fuck it. Not that fucked still and I do know where I'm going fortunately as I've been coming down here for over a year now, just never lived here properly so don't have any of my own friends down here like. I'm amazing company on my own anyway so who cares.

Have a good night bitches xx
 
This week has been sorely lacking drugs. It's my 21st Friday after next though so I hope you've all got some lovely coke wrapped up ready to send me ;) until then... boring booze unless I can be arsed to leave the flat and find an internet connection (we currently don't have one). Effort.
 
Pissed out me brain watching porno 9n me dodgy box yes maaatteeeee oooshh!
 
There's a punjab on right now and i ent joking she pretty fit. Serious
 
3fpm vaped, the new rittalin, penny acid and a mix of etiz, clonazolam, fluPAM and meclonazepam all taken in fairly sensible yet mongy amoounts to come down with. i havent been this contentedly chilled in years. need an engrossing film to finish me off now. weird please, please dont say fear and loathing!
 
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