flying-potato
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- Sep 4, 2015
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weight = 65kg
addiction = none
tolerance = high use of salbutamol for asthma give me physical tolerance to dopaminergic stimulant
dose = 20 mg (scale, but my scale if not very precise with so low dose)
T+000 : Dissolved in coca-cola, dissolve well. Taste is acceptable. Drink all my cola.
T+005 : Start to feel some effect, don't know if it's placebo. Drink a new cola cause feel strange in my throat.
T+010 : Feel a little sensation, wait for my computer to finish update
Need to do something...
T+015 : Pray god to forgive my if I'm sinning (please no joke, is important for me)
T+020 : Start game, hope the new graphic drivers are no shitty because I waited 2 week to do this TR
T+025 : I'm in game, finished my second cola but still have uncomfortable sensation in my throat
Killed a guy with either much chance or improved reflex, failed an obvious grenade attack
T+030 : We are baseraped, Feel i play as usual, this game end soon
Feel very relax when I play, usually I'm a very nervous player
Feel good and feel aware
I feel more patient and strategic than usual while playing
T+035 : Stinger camper always hitting my helicopter, not feel mad as I usually would and will try another strategy
T+040 : Try to play good but we are getting baseaped again
As it's hard to do anything i can't tell you if i play better, wherever i move some guy wait for me...
T+045 : Still baseraped, I move more tactically than usual and feel more aware of my environment
I feel i process tactical information faster in my mind
T+050 : Find a way to temporally break the baseraping with other player
Die cause of a C4 trap
T+055 : I think the key to break baserape is to kill the fucking Saudi camping on the roof of a building
Build a strategy
Stupid noob crash the helicopter I wanted to use to go on the roof
Go on the roof but no Saudi anymore, feel sad because i really wanted to fuck him
T+060 : We break the baserape, I did some good kill
Feel little less uncomfortable in my throat
Feel very relax and enjoy my game
T+065 : Very confused time, I find no enemy, they are all on the roof.
I felt confused walking on the map and finding nobody to fire, not know if it's cause of 3-FPM
T+070 : It's the end of my first complete game
I really enjoyed my game while usually a baserape make me very mad
I did not see any real improvement (in term of number of kill) from 3-FPM
Meanwhile, I feel improvement in my strategical thinking and my English skill while writing this
T+075 : Everything seem ready for a new baserape
Still feel this stuff in my throat, check my heart rate, is slower than usual.
I conclude 3-FPM give me reverse physical effect than ordinary people
I take a little dose of salbutamol to solve my throat problem
T+080 : I have hard time focusing on my game rather on my TR
I enjoy playing but everything seem ready for a new rape
T+085 : It's impossible to take back the enemy strategical point
They keep flooding us from this point, we resist but can't do much
T+090 : I dodged a assault helicopter attack while my troops transport helicopter
Was a very graceful and classy trick
I usually do artistic movement with helicopter, but this one was perfect, feel reflex improvement
T+095 : Don't feel this throat sensation again, my heart rate still low
T+100 : I'm very focused on what I will put in my TR, this don't help my to play
T+105 : Walked trough the map thinking of my TR
T+100 : Very much vehicle player and roof player, stayed in cover defending successfully a point
T+115 : There was only 5 minute since T+100, but i just see there is a 10 minute black-hole somewhere
I guess I was very much focused into playing, so I correct my timing error by naming this one T+115
T+120 : I just finish my second game
Still feel some sensation while playing, but less than the first game
I not played very good as I was very more interested in my TR than the game itself
If there is another game like that i will change my server
Feel very relax
T+125 : I successfully bring my team to a strategic point and they all die
I feel very deceived of my game, they are not interesting at all
I not feel much effect again
I not know if it's because it's the end of the 3-FPM effect or if it's because I'm deceived
I consider changing server but it will not change my mind and I not want to re-dose
T+130 : Just quit the game, feel boring and sad but not mad
Conclusion :
To start, there is some bias in my experience. I was very focused into my TR while playing.
This do not helped me to play good. Also I thought choosing "conquest" game mode was the better for this experience.
This was not the case, as it can led to very boring game. I think the fact I get bored make me miss some effect of 3-FPM.
It's also not very strategically and reflex demanding game session, was more "walk and get hit on the back".
Apart from that, I feel some psychological stimulation effect. First in my English skill.
I'm very impressed by the fact a can write all this text as easily as my my native language.
I have a middle English usually, but now all the word flow very well.
It's like rather than having to think about what to write I just have to write it.
In the game, when I was having fun I was feeling some subjective improvement of 3-FPM.
I was feeling my mind can handle easily more informations. I very easily get all the informations in the mini-map.
Then I feel able to take care of all the possible position my enemy may come from in my field of view.
Then I feel able to process this informations seamlessly to take decision.
I moved more strategically than usual and with more patience.
When I needed reflex i sometime did some movement that impressed me, but sometime this not worked at all.
I guess I often see no reflex improvement because my mind was on my TR too much.
I was feeling more happy and relax to play than usually. When sober I often get mad and punch stuff when I'm losing. Here nothing so happened.
However this subjective improvement did not led to objective increase in my game score.
I can't conclude that 3-FPM does not improve my gaming skill either.
As the game score is very dependent of many other factor I can't control, such as my allies playing style, the enemy playing style, the best players playing style...
I think i will give a second try, with a higher dose and while playing "rush", a usually more demanding game mode.
I not use this one first cause is very likely that a team rape violently another, and feared to get very mad very fast on stimulant.
I think maybe tomorrow, but as I see 3-FPM as residual metabolite I fear not being completely baseline.
As I'm not dependent of anything, I want to be sure the only think affecting my mind is my actual 3-FPM dose.
So I hope my experience to be more valuable to other by being more reproducible, as the only thing effecting my mind is know.
I'm actually going baseline while writing that. I put music. I feel good in my mind and feel no side effect.
I feel hungry, but i always feel hungry, I think nothing can prevent me from wanting to eat.
In my previous experience with stimulant (mainly 4-MMC) I always took care to eat, sleep, drink...
It's my first TR, I hope all this will be useful. I plan to make more TR with video-game and stimulant as I see It's rare to find.
addiction = none
tolerance = high use of salbutamol for asthma give me physical tolerance to dopaminergic stimulant
dose = 20 mg (scale, but my scale if not very precise with so low dose)
T+000 : Dissolved in coca-cola, dissolve well. Taste is acceptable. Drink all my cola.
T+005 : Start to feel some effect, don't know if it's placebo. Drink a new cola cause feel strange in my throat.
T+010 : Feel a little sensation, wait for my computer to finish update
Need to do something...
T+015 : Pray god to forgive my if I'm sinning (please no joke, is important for me)
T+020 : Start game, hope the new graphic drivers are no shitty because I waited 2 week to do this TR
T+025 : I'm in game, finished my second cola but still have uncomfortable sensation in my throat
Killed a guy with either much chance or improved reflex, failed an obvious grenade attack
T+030 : We are baseraped, Feel i play as usual, this game end soon
Feel very relax when I play, usually I'm a very nervous player
Feel good and feel aware
I feel more patient and strategic than usual while playing
T+035 : Stinger camper always hitting my helicopter, not feel mad as I usually would and will try another strategy
T+040 : Try to play good but we are getting baseaped again
As it's hard to do anything i can't tell you if i play better, wherever i move some guy wait for me...
T+045 : Still baseraped, I move more tactically than usual and feel more aware of my environment
I feel i process tactical information faster in my mind
T+050 : Find a way to temporally break the baseraping with other player
Die cause of a C4 trap
T+055 : I think the key to break baserape is to kill the fucking Saudi camping on the roof of a building
Build a strategy
Stupid noob crash the helicopter I wanted to use to go on the roof
Go on the roof but no Saudi anymore, feel sad because i really wanted to fuck him
T+060 : We break the baserape, I did some good kill
Feel little less uncomfortable in my throat
Feel very relax and enjoy my game
T+065 : Very confused time, I find no enemy, they are all on the roof.
I felt confused walking on the map and finding nobody to fire, not know if it's cause of 3-FPM
T+070 : It's the end of my first complete game
I really enjoyed my game while usually a baserape make me very mad
I did not see any real improvement (in term of number of kill) from 3-FPM
Meanwhile, I feel improvement in my strategical thinking and my English skill while writing this
T+075 : Everything seem ready for a new baserape
Still feel this stuff in my throat, check my heart rate, is slower than usual.
I conclude 3-FPM give me reverse physical effect than ordinary people
I take a little dose of salbutamol to solve my throat problem
T+080 : I have hard time focusing on my game rather on my TR
I enjoy playing but everything seem ready for a new rape
T+085 : It's impossible to take back the enemy strategical point
They keep flooding us from this point, we resist but can't do much
T+090 : I dodged a assault helicopter attack while my troops transport helicopter
Was a very graceful and classy trick
I usually do artistic movement with helicopter, but this one was perfect, feel reflex improvement
T+095 : Don't feel this throat sensation again, my heart rate still low
T+100 : I'm very focused on what I will put in my TR, this don't help my to play
T+105 : Walked trough the map thinking of my TR
T+100 : Very much vehicle player and roof player, stayed in cover defending successfully a point
T+115 : There was only 5 minute since T+100, but i just see there is a 10 minute black-hole somewhere
I guess I was very much focused into playing, so I correct my timing error by naming this one T+115
T+120 : I just finish my second game
Still feel some sensation while playing, but less than the first game
I not played very good as I was very more interested in my TR than the game itself
If there is another game like that i will change my server
Feel very relax
T+125 : I successfully bring my team to a strategic point and they all die
I feel very deceived of my game, they are not interesting at all
I not feel much effect again
I not know if it's because it's the end of the 3-FPM effect or if it's because I'm deceived
I consider changing server but it will not change my mind and I not want to re-dose
T+130 : Just quit the game, feel boring and sad but not mad
Conclusion :
To start, there is some bias in my experience. I was very focused into my TR while playing.
This do not helped me to play good. Also I thought choosing "conquest" game mode was the better for this experience.
This was not the case, as it can led to very boring game. I think the fact I get bored make me miss some effect of 3-FPM.
It's also not very strategically and reflex demanding game session, was more "walk and get hit on the back".
Apart from that, I feel some psychological stimulation effect. First in my English skill.
I'm very impressed by the fact a can write all this text as easily as my my native language.
I have a middle English usually, but now all the word flow very well.
It's like rather than having to think about what to write I just have to write it.
In the game, when I was having fun I was feeling some subjective improvement of 3-FPM.
I was feeling my mind can handle easily more informations. I very easily get all the informations in the mini-map.
Then I feel able to take care of all the possible position my enemy may come from in my field of view.
Then I feel able to process this informations seamlessly to take decision.
I moved more strategically than usual and with more patience.
When I needed reflex i sometime did some movement that impressed me, but sometime this not worked at all.
I guess I often see no reflex improvement because my mind was on my TR too much.
I was feeling more happy and relax to play than usually. When sober I often get mad and punch stuff when I'm losing. Here nothing so happened.
However this subjective improvement did not led to objective increase in my game score.
I can't conclude that 3-FPM does not improve my gaming skill either.
As the game score is very dependent of many other factor I can't control, such as my allies playing style, the enemy playing style, the best players playing style...
I think i will give a second try, with a higher dose and while playing "rush", a usually more demanding game mode.
I not use this one first cause is very likely that a team rape violently another, and feared to get very mad very fast on stimulant.
I think maybe tomorrow, but as I see 3-FPM as residual metabolite I fear not being completely baseline.
As I'm not dependent of anything, I want to be sure the only think affecting my mind is my actual 3-FPM dose.
So I hope my experience to be more valuable to other by being more reproducible, as the only thing effecting my mind is know.
I'm actually going baseline while writing that. I put music. I feel good in my mind and feel no side effect.
I feel hungry, but i always feel hungry, I think nothing can prevent me from wanting to eat.
In my previous experience with stimulant (mainly 4-MMC) I always took care to eat, sleep, drink...
It's my first TR, I hope all this will be useful. I plan to make more TR with video-game and stimulant as I see It's rare to find.
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