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getting emotional during a bad trip with my male best friend sounds kinda gay to me.
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say some shit I shouldn't or cry in front of another person, which I never wanna do.
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I hope you find some real healing and clarity as you age, man. Human connection is such a beautiful thing, and it's something we evolved to need. Being able to form close bonds to people, regardless of gender or sexuality or any of that stuff you have so prominently on your mind, is one of the cornerstones of human experience, and it makes life worth living. I really hope you can find that <3, but you're not allowing yourself to right now, if your posts on here are indicative of your real personality.
 
I'm not denying it to myself I just don't want it. IT's not what I instictively feel comfortable with.. Maybe if I'm super high, but personally it's just not what I want. If I wanted that sort of thing I'd get it.
 
psychedelicsoul, we need to talk - really. there was a point in my life where if you'd cut me, i'd've bleed robotussin. plus:

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that's a rebel flag done in the colors of Mother Africa. it's the flag of the new south - in fact, that's not the right pic - this is:

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the characters read NEW SOUTH. it's meant to be a flag of unity, for all southerners. white southerners can use it to show that love their african heritage (all of our food is basically african), blacks to establish their southern identity, the dirty south, it's about what we have in common, well, etc etc. and the kanji 'cause its cool as fuck and makes it clear that this is a 21st century culture, global.

for some reason, despite most of what you've posted, i think we might understand each other a bit. i'm a hard headed jackass - ask anyone on this site. i don't take shit from people.....but i'm 43 and i know how that fucked my life. wouldn't change it, but still.
 
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I came up with something while meditating.

If a horse wanted to rape a giraffe, it wouldn't be able to use the ladder-technique (on account of horses not being able to climb ladders) so it'd have to ram into the giraffe's legs until it toppled over...

Thoughts?
 
when i as in HS, me and some friends and one of my friend's sister were hanging out and we dug up a box of legos. so, we decided to have a contest on who could build the best lego scene. i was working on my rockte\\etship when i looked over at what the girl was doing - at first i didn't get it, she had a lego girl on a bed, a horse and at that point was working on a pulley. she saw my expression and explained "Catherine the great". i just put mine back in the box.
 
How spiritual/mystical do you guys find dissociatives? I'm in three minds about it. On one foot, I find MXE to give me that ineffable near-to-god feeling. On the other one, I also feel 'blocked' from perceiving the totality of god when on dissociative. God may have some inherent sensory component which MXE disables perception of.

Whenever I take MXE, I feel like (no shit) Jesus is near me. I just feel a jesus-ish presence. I was being fucked to death by the cosmos a few months ago and I suddenly felt a warm comfort; after checking my pants, I 'realised' that it was actually the Jesusian entity communicating with me. I meekly asked the roof "Jesus, is that you?". He didn't reply, but the roof did.

ForEverAfter said:
I came up with something while meditating.

If a horse wanted to rape a giraffe, it wouldn't be able to use the ladder-technique (on account of horses not being able to climb ladders) so it'd have to ram into the giraffe's legs until it toppled over...

Thoughts?
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I imagine it would be wiser for the horse to dry hump the giraffes legs.

Do you think within the giraffe subculture that thinness of neck is a desirable attribute?
 
ForEverAfter said:
I came up with something while meditating.

If a horse wanted to rape a giraffe, it wouldn't be able to use the ladder-technique (on account of horses not being able to climb ladders) so it'd have to ram into the giraffe's legs until it toppled over...

Thoughts?
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Giraffes (correct me if i'm wrong) live on a diet consisting mainly of acacias, thus, they consume - presumably - a large amount of DMT and related compounds on a daily basis.
'Tis for this that i assume they are such grand, 'elevated' beasts.
The noble, yet earthly horse has no place violating something they probably don't believe exists anyway :D

As for the spirituality of dissociatives, i feel that every cosmic truth or revelation i have stumbled upon under their influence has been tempered somewhat by the delusional thinking and confusion that can also come with drugs like DXM or MXE.
One of the last times i took MXE i could not ascertain whether it was day or night - neither clocks, nor looking outside my apartment gave me any indication whether it was midday or midnight (i knew it was about 1 o'clock - but it wasnt until the next day that i realised it had been 1am...not 1pm).
Some profound realisations in there too...but so many tangled thought-webs as well. I'm not sure i trust dissociative revelations like i implicitly do with certain psychedelics.
 
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