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A healthy amount of flubromazolam powder which has left me a little underwhelemed, althought the effect is all the same it is just a lot weker. :\
 
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Don Luigi said:
This lad doesn't happen to live in Northern Ireland, does he? The same thing happened to a guy I know, though I could never find out the drugs he was taking.
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most likely the same dude. only mentioned mxp as I remember someone making an account on here a while back to warn people of it as thats what his friend had apparently been taking.
 
Didnt end up touching any of the psyches ive just spent the entire weekend in a nod. Even went to reload yesterday afternoon. It was a much better weekend than last week but I have spent 80% of the last 72 hours catatonic cross legged on my bed holding various half rolled spliffs for hours on end, with neary a thought passing through my head. Beautiful, in a sort of 'whats the point existing like this' kind of way.

A weekend wasted is just sometimes a fucking waste, even when it feels as good as that.
 
Ah,well, Stee. I can think of worse ways to spend a weekend. Sounds like you got some serious relaxation done ..... no law says you have to be active all the time. And you've still got your psyches for another day ..... I could call that a result.
 
yeah, i've wasted so much through shitty technique. Wasted some meth as well.

it's not bad, it's defo better than eph. But not as good as people have been making out.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
You need to work on your foil technique.

Actually, don't bother.
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Probably best not to learn...

I didn't have a great impression of the stuff until I became the self-professed Dragon Chasing aficionado (grandiosity goes hand in hand with stims, doesn't it?), then crinkling foil and tweaking like a madman were all I did. 8(
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
It's the dopamine innit?

Dopamine is the 'reward chemical.'

The problem is that dopamine rewards behaviour, not drugs. Before long, the drug becomes irrelevant - but you just have to keep taking it....
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No better way to fuck up your motivation than to bypass the action--> reward process. Once the only action required is 'tip baggy, weigh, light', everything else falls by the wayside. Add needles into that equation and things get very messy, very quickly. 8(
 
Greetings from my new laptop. I can now 'surf' on an evening like normal people.

Got a gram today fubar - ive smoked about half of it and had quite a nice day watching the i player coverage of the radio 1 20 years of ibiza shizzle. Condsidering im not that up to date or overly enamoured with the current radio 1 dance music representatives, but annie mac is alwats good fun and im just watching btraits blend a nice tech house select recorded at the ibiza rocks. There's also fantastic sets from cox and groove armarda - reassuring for us fogeys stuck at home with no current access to ees or anyone to go out with for that matter (although the ees are vital i can still workaround as ive been out dancing plenty of times on my tod)

re; Fubar - Back to the 3-fpm - despite having a nice day it wasn't the same stuff as last week. It was that glittery looking stuff - does the trick but its not as clean or as majic on the mood - the fucking residue on the tooter was foul it wasn't even yellow, it was grey and when i smoked off my tooter the beetle looked identicle to a blob of no. 3. The fact i put it down with half of it left should say a fair amount, but i'm planning on having some penny acid tomorrow, and the phenmetrazine gives the trip i nice doillop of rave gravy provided the soundtrack is right.
 
maxalfie said:
Had gear,clonaz and weed I am sure that I will remember little of tonight again.
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im i getting deja vu max... im giving the gear a rest as Im probably going to do a trip tomorrow and ill appreciate the gear i have more after that. No clonazepam or clonazolam tonight, but im still fairly wired from the all the 3fpm, so ive had 40mg of flubromazepam which im hoping should knock me sidewards as ive had no benzos since last sunday.
 
hexagram said:
yeah, i've wasted so much through shitty technique. Wasted some meth as well. it's not bad, it's defo better than eph. But not as good as people have been making out.
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Why on earth are people here chasing meth? If you can afford the price for meth buy a pipe for goodness sake. You'll probably find unless your an experienced chaser with heroin or something you are wasting half of what you paid for at least. Also better than eph doesn't say alot, and I've not tried either. I read a little bit on here, sounds like your having a hard time mate, but don't give up, fair play bosh the drugs but when I read your posts you genuinely do concern even me. Like turning to h because your gf dumped you, yes that is a bad one to deal with, but stick to what you know, your booze and benzos or whatever, make a cunt of yourself and cry, sort your life out for a week, fuck up again. But don't go and take up a heroin or meth/whatever meth replacement stim over a broken heart, you won't mend it that way.
 
32 hours into a meth run. Had been toying with the idea of coming down in time to get some sleep tonight, but you know what they say about best laid plans.... well if you do, feel free to inform me as I've had a complete brain fart and forgotten how the saying goes. 'Best laid plans don't always go according to plan even though they were laid best' is the basic jist, doesn't exactly roll off the tongue though.

Anyway, as much as I enjoy the meth high, I feel as though the side effects detract from my ability to fully enjoy the experience. I have been doing my best to keep on top of hydration, but there seems to be an infuriatingly thin line between feeling dehydrated and getting nausea (gurgly stomach). I also keep feeling hungry despite having no appetite whatsoever. Since yesterday afternoon, I have had a couple of servings of soup and some fruit, which went down relatively easily and stopped the hungry/undernourished feelings for a bit. Tried a pizza earlier on when I hadn't redosed in a while, but it just wasn't happening...

Anyone have any advice for ways to reduce that "my body has so many needs that aren't being met" feeling so that I can enjoy the rest of the night without feeling quite so...... dirty (yes, I have showered ha)? Foods, supplements, advice.....anything that helps with unwanted stim effects really.

Think I'll pop another clonazolam as that helped earlier.... feel slightly guilty as I hadn't touched benzos since May after tapering off a 2 year heavy dependence, but if there's ever an appropriate time to dabble it is now.
 
Sidnafilisevil said:
Why on earth are people here chasing meth?
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Must admit this is what I have been doing this session. Why? Partly because I ditched my bulb pipe a while ago and foil was convenient. But mostly because I didn't realise it was quite as ineffective as you are suggesting. I don't seem to have too much trouble catching most of the vapour and it leaves little residue, but I did get the feeling that I wasn't getting the 'amazing rush' that people talk about, presumably because it takes me a fair few lungfulls to clear the dose.

Hmmmmm... I only have a bit left that I'm most definately going to finish tonight. Now I'm not sure whether to move to another ROA? I don't want to waste what I have left as I likely won't purchase again, but in my limited experience oral and nasal dosing tend to linger and leave me feeling cracked out after. Decisions, decisions....
 
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