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Mate iv been told im cruel because i wont put my dog down. If i had my own gun i would just do it, iv looked into poisens but its safer and easier to goto vets which isnt a huge deal im making it out to be, think im trying to hold onto something that is almost gone. He my dog diesel of 10 years has kept me alive for sure 100%
 
FUck lol life isn't that bad. People say I live in my head too much and shit will build up then explode and I write shit like in my last post. In reality my life is getting better, as we speak im coming off methadone and on to bupe which is the best thing I think I could have possibly done, methadone was starting to fuck me up long term.

I have been doing damn well doing my cert in tourism and hospitality. It just seems to get to me at the end of the week because its not something that comes naturally to me so I really have to push myself over the edge sometimes if theres something im not quite confident at yet(for example carrying two plates in one hand without dropping thm all over the customer is fucking nerve wracking) so I kind of had a breakdown after last weeks classes.

Im kind of embarrassed because I haven't had a rant like that in a long time, ive been pretty damn good mentally and people around me can see it. Im WD'ing from opiates for fucks sake and I feel good! I need to stop for a second when I feel down and not lead my head run away with negative thoughts. Really im fine, but as usual thanks for the help.....

...... Anyone heard from that other nutter CanberraCrack lately? I feel we share similar issues but the thing is ive been doing this for long enough to know that im choosing to fuck up my life. Unfortunately im not sure CC is at the point yet of really knowing the damage he's doing to himself :/
 
Good to hear.

Yeah he (CC) posted a couple of days ago, you just must have not noticed it, it's up 6 posts -

well cunts...im back..


Was in rehab up until few days ago. facing some charges now and am on bail, due to some shit that happened in there.


got caught with a point and a pipe. punched a staff member. had to restrained and sedated and charges were laid.

i have court again next week in fact.

I'm off the diazepam now after a full taper

still feel pretty shitty nd scattered

I'm only on partial leave from the mental ward i still gotta report there every couple days. which is probably indefeinite

luckily that takes me where i need to go to score! ha!

my psychosis hasn't exactly left but its no worse. i force myself to eat and sleep now. like absolutely force it. that helps a ton

plus i dont always have money to score anyway.

i still use most days though,.

i gained about 6kg though, which is awesome.
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If you really want to scare off kids from meth use, compile all of CC's posts into a memoir ...

Confessions of a Canberra Crack Kid

Distribute those mo'fuckers for free throughout high schools nationwide, I bet we'd see a drop in use.

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infectedmushroom said:
If you really want to scare off kids from meth use, compile all of CC's posts into a memoir ...

Confessions of a Canberra Crack Kid

Distribute those mo'fuckers for free throughout high schools nationwide, I bet we'd see a drop in use.

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god ive lost the fucking plot. been spinning in and out of psychosis lately accusing everyone and their dog of plotting against me, had physical fights with two more people and just generally lost my shit in a bad way. cant get away from this damn stuff whenever i try go a day without it i get so flat, tired, depressed and sore I'm like forced to have a twirl and brighten up.

if i more than 24 hours without sleep and food- boom psychosis. luckily I've been recognising it more and more so i just get the fuck out of places. plus I dunno how i still have a job ffs. been the biggest cracker at work.


fuck me I'm on some good ice, got a bottle of JD I'm downing and I've got fat little shard left plus i got about half point packed into the pipe *pauses for a quick toke, blows out a fat cloud* OOOhhohhhh yeaahhh!!

This drug has me by the balls. i can't quit and I've accepted the fact I'm not so slowly going insane. Ive stopped swirling so goddamn much at once, and been taking valiums both to sleep and to ward off psychosis. But still I'm losing it. Work is the worst because i absolutely cannot work unless I'm tweaked, but my shifts go for 6-8 hours so i have to smoke a fair bit before work to stay going the whole time, which= psychosis. Im pretty close to losing my job I've been acting weird as, boss is all over it. Ive been bringing the pipe and regularly ducking to the toliet to blow a cloud and come back. getting on everyones nerves. Ive had to try so hard to keep it together and not lose my shit at work which I've managed to do so far but its been hard and like i said they are all suss on me.


the fucking ice is cracking underneath me i tells ya. been chewing through the benzos like a maniac. psytaco is 100% right i need to fuck them off too...but cant fuck the ice off. Last 24 hours I've smoked probably 3 points and chewed like 100mg valium... fuck me. Im calling in sick to work tomorrow, calling a fckin GP and trying to sort myself out I'm losing my fucking brain. fuck me but the clouds !!! The rush!!! ICE ICE BABY
 
Do you have any detox/rehab facilities locally?
Sounds really serious mate. Seeking help is a really good idea, you dont want to get locked up over an irrational decision made in drug-induced psychosis.
 
yo sativa, i feel for you man. Once it starts creepin in to work, it sorta opens your eyes to what other straight edge ppl are seeing.

Sadly, i bumped into a connect at work during my worst yr, last year. We both had no license due to differing circumstances, and he was a bit older and had a lot better connects than i at the time, because i parted ways with my old circle. But once work caught on to us, things havnt been the same between us and work. So weve cut ties, at least until work cools off on whats goin on. Thankfully, this joint wont drug test because they know half the place are on something, mostly weed and md.

But, it also makes you realise the subtletys that others see, that we dont look twice at. Even just being more quiet than usual, biting underneath your bottom lip which we both do a lot, an uneasiness.

Weirdly, for me, I find all amphets seem to just get me high, i dont work better. Id honestly rather me in my sober state, as Im naturally a worker bee. The gear i find, gives me inner contentment, and that inner sense of yearning and want goes after i dose. Its like a massive ahhhhhh! feeling.

Dont get it twisted, if your work is catching on, turn 180 degrees away from this shit and run to the hills. Whatever can make you stop this cycle(bar H) do it.
 
Hey, didn't know where to post this but anyone from around Newcastle, and been to rehab? What rehab facilty did you go to and was it any good?
Has anyone checked into the Toronto woodlands unit? If so was it any help and what did you do there?
 
Hehe, fooled me...but my advice to canberracrack still stands - even though that 'help' sounds as if it has come for him, like it or not :\
Be nice to health workers; they're there to help us, and their jobs are hard enough as it is.

All this "meth epidemic" shit all over the media (politicians and public figures outing their "ice addicted" children and our dear leader mr abbott talking about a fucking snitch-on-a-dealer hotline etc etc etc) has everybody in a tizzy about everybody being hooked on methamphetamine.
Yeah, a lot of people are causing a lot of harm to themselves and others when caught up in the cycle of habitual meth use - but apparently far less people than is widely presumed - in victoria at least.
 
canberracrack said:
well cunts...im back..


Was in rehab up until few days ago. facing some charges now and am on bail, due to some shit that happened in there.


got caught with a point and a pipe. punched a staff member. had to restrained and sedated and charges were laid.

i have court again next week in fact.

I'm off the diazepam now after a full taper

still feel pretty shitty nd scattered

I'm only on partial leave from the mental ward i still gotta report there every couple days. which is probably indefeinite

luckily that takes me where i need to go to score! ha!

my psychosis hasn't exactly left but its no worse. i force myself to eat and sleep now. like absolutely force it. that helps a ton

plus i dont always have money to score anyway.

i still use most days though,.

i gained about 6kg though, which is awesome.
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I don't know why I am even bothering with replying to you. I doubt you will take anything on board.

You still have psychosis because you are using meth. Would you like that psychosis to be permanent and become SCHIZOPHRENIA? STOP USING ICE!!!!!

I hope you enjoyed the psych ward because if you keep this shit up you will be there for a long fucking time. Alternatively, you could be facing going to jail. You sound young and it doesn't sound like you are really connected to anyone important or strong - just some ice heads and junkies. Prison isn't going to be cushy, yeah there will be drugs but you will have to pay for them. People in prison are predatory and will take advantage of you. If you do go then I suggest you cut the drugs out and keep to yourself.

If you get let off without prison then I suggest you clean up your act. Where is your family in all of this? Somebody must be really worried about you out there. If you don't give a shit about yourself, then do it for those who do care about you.
 
righto cunts

I'm out of cash til tues.

got my hands on some cold n flu tabs

they have 30mg of psuedoephedrine hydrochloride in each tablet apparently

plus 500mg of paracetamol in each tab

so needless to say i intend to eat as many of the cunts as i can without ODing on paracetamol, plus a couple strong coffees and see how she goes.

whats the max amount of para that u can take in one dose?>>

cheers cunts. love yas

and thanks for the concern cunts.

but I've decided I'm never going to quit meth


its been 4 years since i started using, basically 3 years of using everyday.

my dopamine is non existant

i had breaks of up to 3 days in metal ward

no bueno.

its a crackheads lyf for me.

I'm on here to get some advice for leading this life

and if anyone could indeed be fucked to compile my posts into one meth fuelled dossier to ward young minds away from da pipe- i would be thrilled.

with proceeds sent to mwah
 
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^ send yer bank details to 8ft sativa...

As for how much paracetamol you can take in one day; check what the dosage instructions are on the box. i would strongly advise not taking more than the suggested amount (i can't recall off the top of my head and don't want to give you any false information) - because excessive paracetamol consumption will completely fuck your liver, and can kill you.
It's not like it will kick in and kill you straight away, either - it takes days, up to a week to slowly shut down vital organs - by which point medical intervention will not help you.
If you have taken an overdose of paracetamol (seeking a pseudoephedrine "high"), seek urgent medical attention.
 
I was under the impression that taking even 3 or 4 grams at a time was really bad for the liver, and around ten grams is where it becomes seriously deadly.

I am no expert, but shouldn't pseudoephedrine be water soluble? If it is you could probably perform a CWE.

I doubt if life as a crackhead is going to be particularly long, fulfilling or productive, but it is your life to waste.

3 days is fuck all time off anything though, you really ought to get a few months clean and see how you feel based off that.
 
Oxygenthief said:
Hey, didn't know where to post this but anyone from around Newcastle, and been to rehab? What rehab facilty did you go to and was it any good?
Has anyone checked into the Toronto woodlands unit? If so was it any help and what did you do there?
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Mate I'm from Sydney and In 2013 I went to South Pacific private it's located in Sydney's northern beaches. It was really good. I actually wouldn't mind going back
 
I'm sorry guys, but that last CC post above has sealed the deal for me.

Trying to make do with the pseudoephedrine in cold and flu tablets due to a lack of funds, especially given the extent of the self reported addiction? The illogical, infeasibility of this post screams something else.
 
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