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3 weeks clean! Its getting easier!

Justasimpleguy

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Hey everyone. Just a quick update. I'm about three weeks clean and free from active addiction and it's amazing knowing this!!! Feels Fucking great,knowing I am,not dependant on anything! Very very liberating!!

So.. for those interested in how I'm feeling this far out. I still have stomach issues. Not nausea, but mostly that kinda upset stomach feeling. Not shifting my brains out Thank God. My appetite has returned after losing about 25lbs.. I'm still fighting some really bad insomnia. And the anxiety can be a bit much. But I'm attending daily meetings and have a great sponsor with 30 years of clean time.

Guys/ladies.. I fought heroin and the needle for three years.. three wasted years.... broken trust.. ruined friendships abd relationships.. I was so scared to kick this shit because of WD. Listen to me when I say this.. if me of all people and grit through the shitty feeling for a week, you can... it's not hopeless. I really hope whoever is reading this and wants to quit reaches out to me, either in this thread or PM and asks how I did it. Or if you just need help or someone to talk to. All is not lost as I once thought it was. Life has a meaning now..a purpose. I'll help,Anyone who wants it.. take care and Thanks for all of your support. You guys Fucking rock!!!
 
Hey everyone. Just a quick update. I'm about three weeks clean and free from active addiction and it's amazing knowing this!!! Feels Fucking great,knowing I am,not dependant on anything! Very very liberating!!

So.. for those interested in how I'm feeling this far out. I still have stomach issues. Not nausea, but mostly that kinda upset stomach feeling. Not shifting my brains out Thank God. My appetite has returned after losing about 25lbs.. I'm still fighting some really bad insomnia. And the anxiety can be a bit much. But I'm attending daily meetings and have a great sponsor with 30 years of clean time.

Guys/ladies.. I fought heroin and the needle for three years.. three wasted years.... broken trust.. ruined friendships abd relationships.. I was so scared to kick this shit because of WD. Listen to me when I say this.. if me of all people and grit through the shitty feeling for a week, you can... it's not hopeless. I really hope whoever is reading this and wants to quit reaches out to me, either in this thread or PM and asks how I did it. Or if you just need help or someone to talk to. All is not lost as I once thought it was. Life has a meaning now..a purpose. I'll help,Anyone who wants it.. take care and Thanks for all of your support. You guys Fucking rock!!!

congrats.. be thankful it was only 3 yrs.. took me about 9yrs
 
This is helpful for someone on the other side of WD. Fear of the unknown can be scary. Way to go on getting clean man. I've wasted 6 years of my life and feel your frustration. I'm ready to be done with this shit too. Good luck staying clean. Sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders - that has to improve your chances :)
 
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