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From my (very few) low dose/different ROA attempts, it was lackluster at best and I'd even go as far as to say I'd have preferred to remain sober. Wasn't enjoyable whatsoever. Actually that's a lie - my VERY FIRST dose, 20mg oral, was pretty nice and euphoric. Everything else has been shit and negative, unless the stars aligned and I'd pre-emptively lined up my first born for sacrifice...then I'd actually manage to hole, and it'd be bliss.

Have tried lower dosage IM and higher dosage oral, both were shit. The only success I've had with this drug has been in the IM dosage range I mentioned. And even then it's too easily ruined, undoubtedly setting.

Personally, I find MXE to be absolutely nothing like the hype it receives on here when taken by itself. I haven't tried combining it with anything other than weed, or on the comedown of MDMA, but even then it's nothing positive. I'll give it a shot next time I take mushrooms though, which might even be this coming weekend.


I'd make a gram of MXE last a year easily, lol
 
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This is one of those rare times when I mean "lol" literally. Was just texting my friend who went to the meeting with me about that guy when I saw this... Lost it :D

I think I found more therapeutic value critiquing / making fun of this meeting than I did actually being there. I might have to look into anxiety-focused support groups as an alternative... Talking about that seems more useful to me than talking about addictive behaviors per se; in fact, that focus might even be counterproductive, since then there's a lot of shit I actually feel less comfortable sharing. For example, like half a dozen people there said they were there at least in part to work on abstaining from pot, so my daily life and social habits are basically a mountain of triggers for them - it would feel like a dick move to talk openly about my frequent cannabis use, or having considered and decided against extending my planned "recovery" to include abstaining from pot for a while, solely because doing so might somehow be helpful to me. I'm too much of a collectivist at heart to see that as okay - I just see a group that functions better when I either am not present or at least am not open about those parts of my life. I think a lot of my attraction to the idea of SMART meetings is just being in a support group, because I found the CBT therapy group program I did surprisingly helpful. It's good to know SMART Recovery exists - I like its ideological underpinnings a hell of a lot more than I like that 12 step nonsense (no offense intended to anyone who's found it helpful of course, but if there's one thing that annoys me more than shallow humanist "you can do anything you set your mind to" thinking, it's religious anti-humanism: you can't do anything, except pray for help from a higher power. SMART still emphasizes abstinence-based recovery pretty much across the board, but they seem to be refreshingly non-dogmatic about it. If I ever feel like I'm on the verge of a relapse and I just need some kindly strangers to help talk me down, I'll keep SMART meetings in mind, but I don't think it's something I will get much out of on a weekly basis.
 
trozzle said:
From my (very few) low dose/different ROA attempts, it was lackluster at best and I'd even go as far as to say I'd have preferred to remain sober. Wasn't enjoyable whatsoever. Actually that's a lie - my VERY FIRST dose, 20mg oral, was pretty nice and euphoric. Everything else has been shit and negative, unless the stars aligned and I'd pre-emptively lined up my first born for sacrifice...then I'd actually manage to hole, and it'd be bliss.

Have tried lower dosage IM and higher dosage oral, both were shit. The only success I've had with this drug has been in the IM dosage range I mentioned. And even then it's too easily ruined, undoubtedly setting.

Personally, I find MXE to be absolutely nothing like the hype it receives on here when taken by itself. I haven't tried combining it with anything other than weed, or on the comedown of MDMA, but even then it's nothing positive. I'll give it a shot next time I take mushrooms though, which might even be this coming weekend.


I'd make a gram of MXE last a year easily, lol
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IME overfrequent dissociative use can make things very depressing. The other world is so much more fulfilling, and can seem more real than this one; even if you can't get all the way there you wanna be in that spectrum of experience and end up in a miserable half-way point between dream and reality.

tsoli said:
e. I think a lot of my attraction to the idea of SMART meetings is just being in a support group, because I found the CBT therapy group program I did surprisingly helpful.
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Groups get annoyingly repetitive very quick for me. CBT didn't stick, I'm too much of a seeing is believing type perhaps, like you can explain to me where my thoughts go wrong and why I ought to be able to interact with the world differently and I am rationally forced to agree, but then I look back on my life and find no available precedent to support this as being within the realm of my capabilities so I don't feel it.
 
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For the record, THR, I've used it a handful of times. I'm more likely to binge on MDMA knowing full well what damage I'm doing to myself, than I am to take MXE more than once in a fortnight (even on average, lol)
 
Heh nah I didn't think you did :)

I just find it amusing people take it daily. I mean sure, the effects may just not be for me... But goddamn. I also think I'm put off due to the effort required for my chosen ROA... such a hassle for something I'm not even guaranteed to enjoy haha
 
With your mention of MDMA trozz, I suddenly become aware that its been years since I've had it. Hmm. In truth, I have no idea where to get it these days, or at least somewhere that I trust...

Gonna spliff and G up shortly. :)
 
I wish I knew too, as my little personal stash is slowly dwindling away :( seems the only thing I could easily find is NBOMe lol. No thanks.
 
xammy said:
Take the shrooms first and mdma 1-2h later. One of the most euphoric combos I've done.

Actually I found a post regarding this I wrote from over a year ago, here it goes
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Thanks for the reply! I'm getting pretty excited for this combo, your post made it sound amazing!

psy997 said:
That sounds like a flat out terrible time to me.... A theme park is about one of the last places I'd want to be on anything mind expanding except for weed :\
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I went to an event called Electric Adventure at Six Flags last year and rolled my ass off there. The show wasn't that great, but riding rollercoasters on MDMA was ridiculously fun. I think this combo is going to be really fun at a theme park actually. I've never had a problem handling myself in public on psychedelics, and it's a pretty low does of mushies, so I'm not really worried about having a freakout. I'll be with a really close group of friends, several of whom will also be tripping with me, so I think it's going to be an amazing time. I'll definitely come back and let y'all know how it goes!
 
Thorns Have Roses said:
IME overfrequent dissociative use can make things very depressing. The other world is so much more fulfilling, and can seem more real than this one; even if you can't get all the way there you wanna be in that spectrum of experience and end up in a miserable half-way point between dream and reality.
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I'm struggling with that right now... I'm beginning to realize I need to give up on MXE because it works too well for me, unlike Trozz. I still have maybe a gram left of it, and I want so dearly to obtain more, but it costs so much (for my meager income) and it's so sketchy these days, I worry about the order being lost or being the wrong drug, what have you... and then I worry about what I would do if I had five, ten more grams of MXE (which should be enough for life), and I know deep down my answer would be to use multiple times weekly. And I worry over the long term effects of MXE use. At first many users on here, even the far out ones, seemed rather healthy considering daily disso abuse, but now as time passes, I dunno...

I once saw someone on BL say "MXE is the drug of the decade" and I'd be hard pressed to say I disagree; but in reality, that statement is evocative of both the great benefits of the drug as well as the terrible negatives. MXE will suck you in, woo you with dream worlds and comfort and a blank contentment, and before you know it you've lost what little that brought you happiness in the real world.

In short, I feel sorry for you Trozz, that you never knew what it was to truly love MXE... but then at the same time, I truly envy you.

Stay safe everyone.
 
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I'm so over MXE, I've used maybe 10g overall but the magic is gone. Maybe I'll look into ketamine or 3-MeO-PCP next time I plan on doing dissociatives.
 
yeah man, I don't feel like doing dissos at all atm and havent done them in months, they make me way too antisocial and passive. cutting back on weed too :P
 
Anybody else feel like music is lacking these days? I am going back to my classical roots. Real beautiful art.

I performed this when I was 10 but my hands were too small for some of the chords. It's always been one of my favorites. Need to get back to it ASAP. Chopin is my all time favorite composer. Love the minor stuff and in C minor too. Ahhh... Kissin nails this one.

 
240sxl said:
I'm struggling with that right now... I'm beginning to realize I need to give up on MXE because it works too well for me, unlike Trozz. I still have maybe a gram left of it, and I want so dearly to obtain more, but it costs so much (for my meager income) and it's so sketchy these days, I worry about the order being lost or being the wrong drug, what have you... and then I worry about what I would do if I had five, ten more grams of MXE (which should be enough for life), and I know deep down my answer would be to use multiple times weekly. And I worry over the long term effects of MXE use. At first many users on here, even the far out ones, seemed rather healthy considering daily disso abuse, but now as time passes, I dunno...
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That's why the only dissociative I use these days is DXM, as it is abuseproof to me, and even then it's only once or twice a year..

willow said:
ith your mention of MDMA trozz, I suddenly become aware that its been years since I've had it. Hmm. In truth, I have no idea where to get it these days, or at least somewhere that I trust...

Gonna spliff and G up shortly
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Willoooooow, how've things been lately for ya man?

Music for y'all:
 
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jammin83 said:
Anybody else feel like music is lacking these days? I am going back to my classical roots. Real beautiful art.

I performed this when I was 10 but my hands were too small for some of the chords. It's always been one of my favorites. Need to get back to it ASAP. Chopin is my all time favorite composer. Love the minor stuff and in C minor too. Ahhh... Kissin nails this one.
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I actually find music to be experiencing a rennaisance these days, but not really in the pop music area. The Internet has allowed so much more people to get their music out there. I find that genres are blending and becoming obsolete... I hear SO MUCH great music these days, through Youtube and soundcloud and seeing local shows.

But, my roots are classical piano too, and I love it. <3 In my playing you can see a lot of classical influence.
 
Anyone here have experience with LSD analogues? I may have a chance to try 1P-LSD and/or AL-LAD in the not too distant future.
 
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