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Well it seems I may be single. I moved all my shit out of the apt. Hard to let two years go, but I feel if I keep wondering what it'd be like to date someone else I'm just dragging her down with me... Sucks to have to move back home to parents :/ at least my dad doesn't mind my gear usage.

Edit: reunited with an old friend from year ago... She's married with kids and seems to be unhappy. Old feelings are coming about between us... It sucks wanting what you can't have.
 
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^^ I'm no Oprah but I'd suggest not going there!!! There are a lot of people in the world, don't get stuck in the past. Move on. Sometimes we need to move on in order to see things clearly.
 
Well her cute friend likes me so she says lol. Though she has two ex husbands, kids with both of them, and a raver boyfriend... My romantic life could be a comedy... Got a date tonight with a coworker. She's kind of shy and I'm nervous as all hell. She's a good girl, not my typical pick generally. Usually I go for tats, piercings, smoker, vulgar and loud. This girl Is quiet, reserved, some tattoos but tasteful, and has an air of innocence about her. It oddly makes me want her more lol! Tren+tan+being single=world is your oyster.
 
See now that's a good attitude mate ;-) If you always do the same thing, always expect the same results. Fingers crossed the date goes well!
 
CFC said:
See now that's a good attitude mate ;-) If you always do the same thing, always expect the same results. Fingers crossed the date goes well!
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This sounds like my NA sponsor every time I introduced him to my new girlfriends lmao. It's true though. I want something different so I'm trying something different. Works well in bodybuilding too!
 
RE: moving back home with parents.

Man I don't understand how you can afford gear constantly at blast and cruise regimen. Do you ever think I am wasting my money or I could spend it on something more useful.. because I'm very cheap about this subject in my heart of hearts unless it's us pharma test I could understand. But all the shit to counteract side effects, food, blood work, the stress of getting packages and keeping up with what a supplier does or doesn't have in stock... it's not cheap. I can't spend more than a few hundred on this every month. I'm curious what guys spend on their sports technology supplements and if they ever feel like they're spending too much or wearing themselves thin worrying about eating meals and receiving packages and supplies and injection schedules and training and remembering to log everything for personal records... it'd a lot to deal with
 
I'm far too vain to consider any of that. lol.

But seriously, definitely a good point. ESPECIALLY in Aus, where even cruising isn't cheap with 2500mg (10ml @ 250mg/ml) of Test Enanthate setting me back ~$150. Sure, that's ~100 days cruising at 175mg/wk, but still...probably about $500/year just to cruise.
 
My gear is fairly cheap actually. But I actually budget for my gear. As in every pay check I set aside X amount of money. This summers blast was a work in progress since January. Cruising on test for me is just 150/week so 1/2cc a week at $35/vial. It's like $1.50 a week. Ancillary drugs I get cheap from an overseas pharmacy. Food? I go with the less is more approach: get the essential staple foods, and spend a little on comfort foods like my cereal and Almond milk now which still are good for me. Overall I'd say I might send $200/month on gear and food combined. If im wanting to spend more I can such as going out to dinner which is always a nice luxury I do once a week. Used to take my girl out, but I took my dad out last Sunday instead.
 
trozzle said:
I'm far too vain to consider any of that. lol.

But seriously, definitely a good point. ESPECIALLY in Aus, where even cruising isn't cheap with 2500mg (10ml @ 250mg/ml) of Test Enanthate setting me back ~$150. Sure, that's ~100 days cruising at 175mg/wk, but still...probably about $500/year just to cruise.
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You need to find a cheaper source... NZ$60-80.... UK 22 quid...
 
If you 'cruised' at a TRT dose Trozzle, you could make that last a lot longer... ;-)

Blast-n-cruise makes sense when you're planning to cycle essentially continuously in the [year(s)] ahead. Doing a PCT then heading back into a cycle seems pretty pointless, and means you're taking all that clomid/nolva/adex etc as well, which is both costly and unhealthy.

So I get it. However it should ideally be a nice physiologcial TRT dose of Test when you cruise, giving the body a chance to recover and take a breathe without crashing. Yet all the guidance you see on boards is usually 250mg, sometimes more!

I know I probably seem boringly conservative, but even beyond the health benefits, the rebound benefits are much more pronounced as well, which means better gains in the long run IME.
 
So we have a General Election here in the UK today. For a few weeks now I've been helping (yes, I'm a complete politico-geek) campaign on the doorsteps when I can, handing out material and chatting to folks.

That is until last Sunday, when I was told that they would prefer me to just post flyers through letterboxes. Now I thought I was pretty good at giving the spiel on the doorstep about our party (I won't name it ;-) and fairly quick on the spot when thrown a challenge/question.

So when I asked why they didn't want me doing that anymore, they said they felt I was just too big and that it might be scaring people off and explain why when I'm out with the rest of them, fewer people open their doors. LOL. I was strangely both offended and flattered at the same time =D
 
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So we have a General Election here in the UK today. For a few weeks now I've been helping (yes, I'm a complete politico-geek) campaign on the doorsteps when I can, handing out material and chatting to folks.

That is until last Sunday, when I was told that they would prefer me to just post flyers through letterboxes. Now I thought I was pretty good at giving the spiel on the doorstep about our party (I won't name it ;-) and fairly quick on the spot when thrown a challenge/question.

So when I asked why they didn't want me doing that anymore, they said they felt I was just too big and that it might be scaring people off and explain why when I'm out with the rest of them, fewer people open their doors. LOL. I was strangely both offended and flattered at the same time =D
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Snap... Similar happened to me recently, we were asked to assist a local charity event for an emergency service....
Turned up after gym, first they tried covering me up in some huge reflective jacket like some day-glow pansey, until I replaced it for a smaller size, I almost burst out of...
I was then thanked politely for my attendance and told I could go home early...

Didn't have you down as a political-geek CFC.... BNP..?? ;)
 
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Well, politics is really about fooling the most people possible... it's about the ignorant uneducated majority dominating the educated minority. And this involves a lot of hypocrisy and image management. Nothing that can offend ordinary peoples' sensibilities. Never mind the fact that reality is always complicated and people should lead based on merit not whether they're seen as likable on a personal. But this is politics. The domain of hyocrites who sell their integrity for an image and in turn whore themselves out to the highest bidder/special interest.
 
200 for food and gear is very austere. I quickly tire of eating the same things over and over. Maybe that's because during one stretch I probably had chicken breast every day for 50 or more days. I guess eating out once a week gives your mind a break, but it must be a nice restaurant because fast food and semi-fast food tastes worse than home cooked food in my opinion.
 
Genetic Freak said:
You need to find a cheaper source... NZ$60-80.... UK 22 quid...
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Short of obtaining raw powders and going from there, I don't think you'll find a vial of Test E for less than $130 (least I've paid for my preferred UGL) unless you buy bulk from the supplier. If I did come across anything cheaper, I wouldn't trust it tbh.
 
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Snap... Similar happened to me recently, we were asked to assist a local charity event for an emergency service....
Turned up after gym, first they tried covering me up in some huge reflective jacket like some day-glow pansey, until I replaced it for a smaller size, I almost burst out of...
I was then thanked politely for my attendance and told I could go home early...

Didn't have you down as a political-geek CFC.... BNP..?? ;)
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I'm full of surprises GF ;)

Actually I think they're missing a trick: scaring the crap out of people is a great way to get them to play along!
 
Snarky91 said:
Well, politics is really about fooling the most people possible... it's about the ignorant uneducated majority dominating the educated minority. And this involves a lot of hypocrisy and image management. Nothing that can offend ordinary peoples' sensibilities. Never mind the fact that reality is always complicated and people should lead based on merit not whether they're seen as likable on a personal. But this is politics. The domain of hyocrites who sell their integrity for an image and in turn whore themselves out to the highest bidder/special interest.
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I can't say I entirely disagree - as is human nature, whether in a corporate environment, school playground or anywhere else.
 
So the married girl and I had a talk last night. Her husband comes home today so we said everything we wanted to in complete freedom. It was very liberating. A lot of feelings came out... Any man who would've heard his wife say what she said to me would have probably killed me. We talked about the most wonderful life we would never have together. For that moment though, it was real :) sorry for the sappy shit, tren fucks with my head like that
 
LOL. That's more like me on Deca. I can even watch chick flicks on Deca =D

Glad you got it out of your system. As long as it remains just a fantasy. You don't want to actually end up killed ;)
 
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