ThePharmacist4925
Bluelighter
Idk, raised Christian, was a youth leader, went on mission trips and basically did everything you should do, but where was that getting me. Nowhere. So I said fuck it and slowly let my faith drain away, and low and behold things got better for awhile. But any way you look at the church frowned upon self-medication. Also it's fair to say that when you present with mental health issues the church recommends leaning on god for help, honestly that fuckin guy never helped my ass out when I was depressed and lonely as a kid and still doesn't help to this day, go figure right, so when the church people get all uppity when it comes to saying prayers I politely decline to waste any more of my time focused on low efficiency methods of seeking out a cure-ish type things, I do tend to think that religion can be very good for some people, I'm just not one of them, and it's not my business to inject into someones peaceful belief in god, if it's peaceful that is, if someone claims violence in the name of religion, they should be hit with lead pipe, maybe that'd knock some sense into them, probably not, but it could very well kill them, while less pretty than knocking sense into them, probably more effective if I do say so myself. The only things that really irk me about standard religious practices are the tendencies to deny science for the sake of believing what's writing in scriptures. But look, it works for some people and doesn't work for others, my father needs it or he'd lose his fuckin mind, my brother will probably be burdened by it, thus its value lost, my sister doesn't really give a shit either way but thinks church is a nice place to go do volunteer work, my mother buys into it way too much to the point that it diminishes her ability to think for herself, so everyone has a different relationship with it and if we are being honest everyone who buys into it is garnering some benefit and taking some losses. Idk there's a lot of good coming out of Christianity, Judaism, and Islam, (obviously I am not talking about extremists, or if it wasn't obvious then pick up your head off the ground and put it back on your shoulders) and there's also plenty of shit to go around, no doubt. While this may not be entirely fair, extremist groups can suck a big one and stop killing in the name of a god that probably doesn't love them after all that shitty extremist stuff they did. Hypothetically God can be a fun concept, until you think about the fact that god is dick for leaving earth with all these nasty problems. Wouldn't it be nicer if an Omnipotent God just significantly improved the world, probably but remember if there is a god, he's an asshole, look at all the suffering, poverty, and inequality in the world. But wait wasn't it humanities job, entrusted by god, to take care of the earth and other people, well that plan quit working before the damn Romans, so it's probably wise to assume that if there is a god, he abandoned us or is gleefully watching as we march hand in hand towards extinction. Point being why would I want to believe in a god if he's probably just an asshole, helps my sanity to believe this is just dumb luck, the other options are more disturbing