I feel like a right dick mate ive only just clicked that now your opiate free you now have a new ailment to navigate. I honestly dont know what to say apart from get well soon
And no your not stupid, your actually hard - youve voluntarily put yourself through one of the longest and most uncomfortable experiences one can have, so Id be inclined to back you in your confidence in getting round this one.
Just goes to show what a wanker of a cunt i am - ive spent my life putting poisons in my body where as you have spent your career saving worthless dicksucks like me, and its you once again struggling with illness. If there was any justice in this world id be dead by tomorrow where as you would be in remission