Great foggy cool morning, methadone is at its peak, feeling warm inside, time to get high, here's what im on right now--
80mg Methadone, 2 40mg wafers
7mg Clonazepam, 7 1mg pills
100mg Hydroxyzine, 4 25mg capsules
100mg Promethazine, 4 25mg pills
550mg Naproxen Sodium, 1 550mg pill
Caffeine, coffee
Nicotine/Tobacco, Parliament light 100s
When I dosed my klonopin, after getting home from my mmt clinic, I felt a huge rush of euphoria that I have never felt!! Klonopin is a lot like methadone in the benzo class, it like builds up in your system and it's feeling stronger and stronger everyday, its my 3rd day in a row with only using Klonopin as my benzo, and methadone as my opiate, due to the fact that I want to have a positive piss test for the drugs im only RX'd. It's day 45 now without any weed for me, on easter, this sunday, is day 50, that's when my LENT ends, I did it!! no weed for this long is a CHECKMARK in my book of goals, that 1 substance down. I'm NOT going back to smoking after the 50 day lent is over. My doctor will be REALLY proud of me for that. Of course, 2 1/2 months ago on our last appointment I was still smoking. I did test positive for THC, obviously, this Friday is my next appointment with my doctor, that's going to be 48 days clean of cannabis, I hope that's long enough to piss clean. I know, the average smoker will be clean in 30 days, but the reason im questionable if im going to be clean yet or not in 48 days is because I was a heavy chronic smoker for 10+ years. I talked to my counselor about it, he said, everyones body chemistry is different, but we can do a sample test here at the clinic if you want, I think ill do that this Thursday, to see if im clean yet or not. My counselor said he was also a chronic smoker for a LONG time, like me, he said he didn't piss clean until 68 days in. That's what got me worried. But we'll see what happens.
