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Today I Am Thankful For... Ver. 4 Infinite Chances in an Amazing World

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I hear you… Erik! Congrats on being sober. We can't physically be in any other day than today, even though the mind can travel to some very strange places. Well, speak for myself. :\ This is the conflict that arises in my thought process, then I find I keep coming back to me, again… as long as it takes. Glad to be clean today.
I didn't want to get stuck on Methadone either, even though I used it in-between and to withdraw from dope. And I thought Heroin was difficult.
The withdrawal was worse than stimulants but it's all suffering, regardless and different for everyone.
I am thankful to be alive, and want to wake up tomorrow… and even though my roommate is sending my psychotic messages I can cope with it now :)
 
Thank you Smoky! :) Wise words..

I am thankful for being okay today.
And when the day is already too bad, and bad thoughts coming across, I shall live one hour at the time.

I've come to accept and embrace the moment as this is everything we have.
Yes, it may be an ongoing battle but I just need to go through today atm..




 
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Sometimes the moments are not good, sometimes there are just too many thoughts coming against my goals.
Life is not easy but we have to be prompt and alert all the time. It's too consuming.
I guess I'm thankful for not getting nuts yet...
 
im thankful for my gf/soon to fiance who ill will be having twins with. their due date is October 26 but due to the fact that they're twins is most likely going to be middle of October she's keeping me on a narrow path so I don't fall off the horse again and try to kill myself again (causing me to be hospitalized) or just hop back on the heroin horse. also I'd like to thank my parents who have helped step up in support us in this pregnany.
 
Thankful for a person in my life who finally is bold and aware enough to deal with real life and not want to hide away in his drugs!!!
 
thankful to shambhala meditation community, i think i have found my new sangha (home), meditation group feels like i am on retreat again, basically where i am supposed to be

i went the first time tonight, funny thing is that my brothers godmother goes as well, ive been wanting to go for years but have been putting it off, but she invited me so it consolidated my will to experience what it was like, superconsciousness stuff :p..

i also want to thank servier (france) for developing agomelatine, helping me learn how to function again.
 
Im thankful I didnt kill myself when I tried in feb (twice), with the last time sending me to the hospital with rhanbdo. It kept me aliVe for my un born kids
 
Im thankful that spring break for the kido starts tomorrow. Going to hit up the indoor water park on the way back. Then we are going to do some spring fishing. Head up to the cabin in the north woods for target shooting and other up nort fun. Have a video game marathon if the weather is junky. Pick out a new bike for him.

Should be a good time.
 
Does he/she know how you all feel grateful about him/her as a manager?
It´s really good to be appreciated at work specially if you are a manager and your team looks up to you ;)
 
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