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What Was Your Morning Fix? v. Nothing Wakes You Up In The Morning Like A Sedative!

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SproutOnSmack said:
Coffee... just like every day for the last month or so. Sobriety has its perks, but fuck me it's boring.
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My thoughts exactly!! But you know I'll take a sugar & caffeine high over nothing! Sad part is I've got 2 whole bottles of adderall that I don't take. I'd rather have some painers!!

So this morning I am having my coffee and debating on having poppy seed tea.
 
My morning fix is my daily methadone dose at 80mg..

been fucking a lot with benzos on top of my methadone to get that ultimate euphoric feeling. The common benzos is what I fuck with, diazepam, Clonazepam, alprazolam, and lorazepam.

Methadone + benzos = heaven

if you have the tolerance of course..
 
4mg of Klonopin and 2mg of Suboxone....was soooo fuckin' worried I was going to go into P/W, spent all day yesterday in bed sleeping,then around 4 this morning all those awful thought came and I gobbled down 6 Klons, just because I couldn't take anything..so this morning I took the 'plunge' and I am okay. execetpt the euphoria part is missing, should have just ate the 3 norco 10's I had the last night of my lil binge..gnna save it for when I have something else to go with 'em, or trade em for something. But ya, feels wierd to be back on Subs and not full of that"OMG TODAY IS GREAT!!!" feeling . Was worried about P/W because of the half life of poppies, went about 48 hours, then figured sinces my pupils were saurcers I would chance it.
 
60 mg of amp salts. 30 mg of hydrocodone. 300 mg of gabapentin. Maybe another 10mg before I go to work in 2.5 hours :) I love being prescribed my DOCs (speed+opiates).
 
SproutOnSmack said:
It also has the very real potential to send you to Heaven... or a box in the ground.
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If you're referring to me,
You don't know me, and my tolerance.

I have a opiate tolerance of 9+ years.
I have a benzo tolerance of 2+ years.

I know my tolerance, and what to dose, and how much to dose. I've been in the drug game since I was 14, I am now 25. that's 11 years of drug abuse, started off with weed of course in high school.

So, let me tell you something that will probably change your mind on posting what you said, I have not OD'd not once my whole life, *knock on wood*, with the tolerance I have, now that's a smart drug user, talking about myself.

I have NEVER used a substance, before re-searching it, to know how to react to the drug, how much to take, and what kind of drug im taking.

I have done TONS of different type of drugs....its a LONG list...that includes..

Cannabis
Hydrocodone
Oxycodone
Methadone
Xanax
Valium
Ativan
Klonopin
MDMA
Methamphetamine
Heroin
Bath Salts
Dilaudid
Opana
Tramadol
Cocaine
Alcohol
Nicotine/Tobacco

The list goes on and on, im sure theres more,.but those are what jumped to my mind in less than a minute.

I also mentioned in my post, *if you have the tolerance*
Which I do....you might not have the tolerance, but I do.
I'm not going to disagree and say Methadone and Benzos are NOT dangerous together, they're REALLY dangerous, if you don't know what you're doing that is.
But in my case, I KNOW what im doing.

So you don't need to worry about me, thanks though. :)
 
Ya, obiously you have a tolerance for it since you can type so well on you, bravo! Seriously. But do you go to a clinic or get your stuff off the street?? Don't know too many clinics that would allow that much benzo's, or that give out the wafers/10mg pills??? Not many clinics give out the wafers anymore due to them being 'diverted' same reason with the strips, so its all bullshit, but, god I hope Subs never bececome striclty clinic setting, they don't do shit buzz wise really at all!!!

Edit: I mean the reason reckin beckensier decided to stop the pills that and child proof reasonts... Like they couldn't make a child proof bottle for the pills?? Cuz a kid can't cut a piece of plastic opien...
 
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Screaming_Skull said:
Ya, obiously you have a tolerance for it since you can type so well on you, bravo! Seriously. But do you go to a clinic or get your stuff off the street?? Don't know too many clinics that would allow that much benzo's, or that give out the wafers/10mg pills??? Not many clinics give out the wafers anymore due to them being 'diverted' same reason with the strips, so its all bullshit, but, god I hope Subs never bececome striclty clinic setting, they don't do shit buzz wise really at all!!!

Edit: I mean the reason reckin beckensier decided to stop the pills that and child proof reasonts... Like they couldn't make a child proof bottle for the pills?? Cuz a kid can't cut a piece of plastic opien...
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About the pill/wafers, I posted a thread about the exact thing, saying by the beginning or mid april, they're getting rid of the pills/wafers, broke my heart because the pills hold me better, longer, and feel cleaner to me.

Plus, people who have take homes and use the pills/wafers, they get watered down, so its basically liquid pills...for the exact reason of not selling them on the streets.

Another thing, I have a RX for benzos, even if I didn't, which I have tested positive for benzos before I got a script, you don't get discharged or kicked out of the clinic for ANY kind of relapse, whether its illicit opiates, benzos, barbs, stimulants, they're all measured the same, a dirty test is a dirty test.

Now that I have a RX for Benzos, Clonazepam to be exact, now I CAN get tested dirty for benzos, but wont be counted as a dirty test because you have an RX for the medication. I do use more than im RX'd, clonazepam, alprazolam, diazepam, and lorazepam. They all test for the same thing, Benzodiazepines. So if you have a RX for ANY benzo, they wont know if your taking other benzos on the side because like I said, theres just 1 category for benzo use on drug tests, they're all tested the same for a benzodiazepine.

Opiates, however, are different on the drug test, as they test for the most common abused opiates, including Heroin (which shows up as morphine), Morphine, Oxycodone, Hydrocodone, Demerol, etc.

I get tested once a month, and I don't use other opiates until after my random monthly test. knowledge baby, or you can call it common sense, haha.

You're there for HELP, they KNOW people are going to relapse every so often, because they're ALL drug addicts, my clinic might be different than many others, but that's how mine works.

You'll never get discharged for a dirty test.

However, if you show up at the clinic, looking TOO fucked up, they will NOT dose you methadone. Due to risk of OVERDOSE.

So yeah, my last few tests have been clean, and im supposed to get my take homes back next week, can't wait!!!
 
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Ya, I'm on Subs, but would prefer Methadone because A)it holds me better with cravings at just 40mg than Subs, was getting it from a friend for free before i went to sub doc B) I wouldn't relaspe on other opiate because I can't feel other opiates on it like I can when I stop my Subs for a day a or two and go through all my cash...only reason I didn't was because of my job and having to explain it to them, the distance(90 miles there 90 miles back, though there is a closer one in the next state, but once I drove to work it would be the same amount of driving or more. But my morning fix is gonna so far has been two cups of coffee, about to add 2mg of sub booted, with 1600mg of Gabapentin...shoulda saved that klonopin I found on the floor last night...Should I go search my floor????

Edit:never mind gotta xanny call no need for that klonopin,lol. Don't gotta pay anything for these 15 either, woot!
 
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Coffee, what was ment to be half of a pack of H, cigs, soma, flexeril and Klonapin. Waste of fresh pack due to accidentally dropping half a pack for later in my coffee. So stupid. And broke as hell with no wheels,
 
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