☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Engage the digital super banana

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

Im high as shit digs.
i was previously occupied earlier tonigbt.
now for a night of reading.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

love this song...

I can dig it.

I almost always edit my posts right after I post them, and re-read them periodically and make edits if necessary. Sometimes it definitely takes a while. I think I spent an hour and a half on a post the other day.

Same here. As demonstrated in this post.

Everyone is worthwhile, I hope you know you are too.

I know the opposite. The weight of precedent and an awareness of my limitations support the conclusion.

 

[Xorkoth]

I'm especially bummed about the syrup because I know more than half the bottle was used for "lean blunts" which are entirely pointless. I could have at least had a good sleep aid for when I really couldn't get to dream land for a while, but now it's almost all gone.

That sounds so dumb, codeine/prometh syrup in blunts?

I realize a number of you PD frequenters have had issues in the past with opiates... I apologize if it's a taboo topic. I've rarely ever had access to them, and I'm lucky that my personal stigmas about heroin have kept me from seeking out black market sources for opiates. I know if I love the hell out of a hydro buzz I'd be all about heroin in a split second most likely. Hell, I don't know of many drugs at all I don't like. Best I avoid the shadiest ones lest I start up more habits...

It's cool, I'm totally past it, doesn't bother me to talk about. Opiates are fucked up though, do yourself a favor and don't ever get into them. Some people can use them infrequently and be fine but if you ever notice your rate of usage increasing, stay away like the plague because for some people they might as well be the plague.

That being said, I do quite like ensuring to read everyone's posts in full. I find the daily happenings of some of your lives quite fascinating even when it's a bit of an upsetting/sad topic, I do still try to read everything and understand where the poster is at, and perhaps even be able to add a short yet valuable reply while I'm on my phone

I particularly like the detail in which you go into your stories and feelings, Xorkoth. I almost feel myself chilling up in the mountains (literally), living your day vicariously through your posts

It's therapeutic for me to describe my mental processes and feelings, I'm glad you enjoy it. It's the main way I deal with things, is to share them. I also tell my friends in real life, for example after the weird thing happened with the girl I went over to my friend's house (it was samadhi_smiles/Gaian_Planes) and we talked about it for like 2 hours, it really helped. But you guys are my friends too so I also share in here.

Yes, I quite enjoy the tales of everyone's lives as well. I make a point to back track as many posts as necessary to gain context on the conversations in here. I honestly haven't any true fellow psychonauts to talk to in real life.

All my friends in my current town of residence are honestly quite boring, all they wana do is watch sports all day every day, and I'm hard pressed to find anyone to trip with these days. These past months have marked a significant move toward solo tripping for me and away from group tripping, but really only because I can't find anyone to trip with these days.

This was how it was for me until I moved where I live now, which is full of psychonauts. Before I lived here PD was my lifeline... without PD I don't know what I would have done, as a person I really can't just keep everything inside, for some reason I have the need to share and discuss my experiences with people. PD has really been a huge thing in my life at various times. It's really helped me through some stuff.

 

[Transform]

No price discussion

 

[Just A Guy]

Is it hard for y'all to get spores over there? I got my fix of mushrooms after growing some. They were intense hahah.

I've had 25i on three occasions, and I whole-heartedly agree that it's poison. I must admit every trip I had on it was overwhelmingly positive though. I remember on two tabs of it, I started shouting "Nothing makes any sense" at my friend, and when we would go piss at the same time (my two bathrooms are one above the other) we would shout things to each other like "Dude! Check out that towel in front of you!" and shit. Just a hedonistic trip pretty much; however, on my third trip with it, I felt like my brain was literally frying, and I felt like calling an acid trip 'frying' was a gross misuse of the term in comparison to the true FRYING feeling my brain experienced on 25i. Right then and there I decided it wasn't worth further explorations.

For a couple months after that, I had frequent headaches which I attributed to the 25i trips. Another friend of mine ate at least 30 tabs of it over that summer, and he is permanently scared off from psychs, and thinks his brain has received some serious damage from using it. Truly a terrible drug that's gone 'round... and worst of all most young'uns I meet these days (mind you I'm not that old lol) think that 25i is acid, and even upon correction insist upon calling it 'acid'. Ugh. I've literally had people shocked and surprised when I share tasteless tabs with them...

I, too, enjoyed a few months of using 25i (NBOH) and while I very much enjoyed the experiences, I never felt like my brain was frying. Naturally, it's a poison, like any mind-altering substance, but I don't think I've experienced any permanent effects. Never tried the NBOMe, though.

 

[Xorkoth]

I wouldn't call any mind-altering substance a poison... I'd call substances that cause damage poisons. From what I have gathered, the NBOMes are not good for the brain. However something like LSD I would never call a poison... I don't think there's ever been any research to suggest it causes any damage at all.

 

[Yeetbeat]

I am absolutely convinced that 25i-NBOMe can only be defined as a poison/toxin of sorts. I concur with 240sx - it literally feels like its mechanism of action is to 'fry' your brain lol. My only enjoyable trips on 25i were my first every psychedelic trips, and even then thinking back to it, it still felt toxic....only the excitement and physical stimulation/body high kinda hid it from me. Distracted me from the negatives, if you will.

 

[swilow]

love this song...

Yep

 

[Just A Guy]

^^^ That was awesome. Thanks!

Good point, Xork -- I retract that part of my comment. What about the NBOH's? What have you learned?

 

[swilow]

I've had several samples of these NBOME/NBOH drugs for a while now, and besides a 750ug trip on 25i-nbome 3 years ago or so, I have no interest in ever taking those drugs ever. I don't even know why I keep them. It almost feels like I have a stash of uranium in the freezer.

 

[Xorkoth]

From what I've gathered the NBOHs seem less dangerous, but I really don't know for sure.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Oh my fucking God guys. My favorite beer ever was St. Pauli's Special Dark, and these past months I have been unable to source any at the local liquor stores (I've gone all over fucking town). I finally found out why... Fucking Anheuser-Busch bought them! Yup! Budweiser has officially killed my favorite beer, because fuck me right? This is why I can't stand to quit drugs and just drink, they get rid of everything I like; at least I can rest easy in knowing that good dank will always be around, that lsd will always be around, etc. But my favorite fucking alcoholic beverage?! NOPE! Just gone from the face of the Earth! FUCK YOU BUDWEISER!

 

[pharmakos]

I wouldn't call any mind-altering substance a poison... I'd call substances that cause damage poisons. From what I have gathered, the NBOMes are not good for the brain. However something like LSD I would never call a poison... I don't think there's ever been any research to suggest it causes any damage at all.

the difference between a medicine and a poison is dosage.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Oh my fucking God guys. My favorite beer ever was St. Pauli's Special Dark, and these past months I have been unable to source any at the local liquor stores (I've gone all over fucking town). I finally found out why... Fucking Anheuser-Busch bought them! Yup! Budweiser has officially killed my favorite beer, because fuck me right? This is why I can't stand to quit drugs and just drink, they get rid of everything I like; at least I can rest easy in knowing that good dank will always be around, that lsd will always be around, etc. But my favorite fucking alcoholic beverage?! NOPE! Just gone from the face of the Earth! FUCK YOU BUDWEISER!

That swill is killing real beers? That sucks man.

 

[swilow]

As long as the unreal beers are let be, I am happy...

So I finished a great book- Under The Skin by Michael Faber- and followed it up with the film adaptation- utter garbage.

I highly recommend the book though.

 

[theacidtest]

So yesterday I did LSD for the first time since mid January (48 hours before my ex and I split up) and it was fucking magical. My best friend came over and we each took a fat drop of some very powerful liquid around noon. We spent our trip laughing, discussing philosophy, and playing pool. Around the 7 hour mark we drank a bottle of 70 dollar champagne (it was delicious) in celebration of how greatly our lives have improved.

The last month and a half has been quite an emotional roller coaster. The end of my previous relationship was probably one of the lowest points in my life, but has actually become one of the most positive things to ever happen to me. I'm an honest and compassionate person. In hindsight, I can see how I spent a very significant amount of time being manipulated and emotionally abused. It's kind of a tough pill to swallow, but I feel that in the end I'm much better for it.

Today my new girlfriend (who is amazing in every conceivable way) came by and let herself in while I was sleeping in the morning. We spent the morning cuddling and making love, then we went out to lunch, had a couple margaritas, and went to work. After work we came back to my place and spent several hours together before she had to head home. She'll be waking me up in the morning again tomorrow.

It's almost surreal to spend time with a woman who actually likes you for who you are and just wants to enjoy your company. I've not experienced this kind of thing in many years.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

That swill is killing real beers? That sucks man.

On top of that, their stupid ads on tv these days go along the lines of "We make shitty beer that tastes terrible and makes you shit your brains out, not TASTY PEACH BEER! So buy Budweiser, because we make shitty beer for people who drink shitty beer!"

It just really bums me out... I'm looking into trying to replicate St. Pauli's Dark in a home brew somehow if I can find a recipe, but I've never tried my hand at brewing, and I'm fairly certain I won't be able to replicate what an established German brewery can make...

 

[xammy]

So much school work I'm drowning

But I get to write 10 pages long essay about drugs & addictions, thats cool. Im not sure what to write about yet, maybe about recreational drug use and hallucinogens as mentally healing tools

 

[vortech]

So yesterday I did LSD for the first time since mid January (48 hours before my ex and I split up) and it was fucking magical. My best friend came over and we each took a fat drop of some very powerful liquid around noon. We spent our trip laughing, discussing philosophy, and playing pool. Around the 7 hour mark we drank a bottle of 70 dollar champagne (it was delicious) in celebration of how greatly our lives have improved.

The last month and a half has been quite an emotional roller coaster. The end of my previous relationship was probably one of the lowest points in my life, but has actually become one of the most positive things to ever happen to me. I'm an honest and compassionate person. In hindsight, I can see how I spent a very significant amount of time being manipulated and emotionally abused. It's kind of a tough pill to swallow, but I feel that in the end I'm much better for it.

Today my new girlfriend (who is amazing in every conceivable way) came by and let herself in while I was sleeping in the morning. We spent the morning cuddling and making love, then we went out to lunch, had a couple margaritas, and went to work. After work we came back to my place and spent several hours together before she had to head home. She'll be waking me up in the morning again tomorrow.

It's almost surreal to spend time with a woman who actually likes you for who you are and just wants to enjoy your company. I've not experienced this kind of thing in many years.

Wow man, you are on a serious roll with all that! That girl sounds like something special, and cheers to the good trip!

 

[Xorkoth]

The last month and a half has been quite an emotional roller coaster. The end of my previous relationship was probably one of the lowest points in my life, but has actually become one of the most positive things to ever happen to me. I'm an honest and compassionate person. In hindsight, I can see how I spent a very significant amount of time being manipulated and emotionally abused. It's kind of a tough pill to swallow, but I feel that in the end I'm much better for it.

Today my new girlfriend (who is amazing in every conceivable way) came by and let herself in while I was sleeping in the morning. We spent the morning cuddling and making love, then we went out to lunch, had a couple margaritas, and went to work. After work we came back to my place and spent several hours together before she had to head home. She'll be waking me up in the morning again tomorrow.

It's almost surreal to spend time with a woman who actually likes you for who you are and just wants to enjoy your company. I've not experienced this kind of thing in many years.

This could be something I would say verbatim, though it's been longer for me since my ex and I split up. I had gotten so used to the way she treated me that I stopped realizing it was fucked up (well I knew it was fucked up but not HOW fucked up it was and how much it had hurt me). It certainly is awesome to hang out with a woman who just likes you for you and just wants to enjoy your company... mine sounds like she's waking up.

Congrats on pushing your life forward man, 2014/2015 has been such a hugely positive time of change for me, and I'm glad it's going that way for you too.