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Bluelighter
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Tested a substance that was sold as MXE from a "reputable" vendor. Being one of my favorite chemicals, and having been stone-cold-sober for the past four months (!), I was excited to give this new batch a try.
This was a frustrating experience, to say the least. Then again, it could have been worse since the chemical, whatever it was, at least did not seem to feel dangerous (not that that means much).
I have now sent the chemical off for testing.
- 8:00 PM - Dosed 20mg oral
- 8:30 PM - Starting to feel it coming on; surprised that it has hit me this quickly (MXE has usually taken 45 minutes to get started for me).
- 9:00 PM - Feel the effects, but they are weak. Feels different from MXE. I'm very slightly dissociated, but I don't notice the tell-tale MXE vibe that I love.
- 9:30 PM - I can watch a movie just fine on this stuff, and it feels mildly good, but nothing too interesting. This is a weird batch of MXE, I think. Maybe just not very potent? However, it's strangely sedating, whereas MXE has always been stimulating for me. Hmmm...
- 10:00 PM - It's clear that this isn't going anywhere further (in fact the effects are minimal at this point).
- 10:15 PM - Dose 20mg rectally. I've never done it before but have read that pluggin is wonderful for MXE. I figure that if this is just a weak batch, this should do the trick.
- 10:30 PM - Feeling very dissociated now, but also feeling weird. No MXE vibe. This is strange and not 100% good. If I try to write, I can hardly string a sentence together.
- 11:00 PM - Thinking coherent thoughts is not trivial (and not fun). I close my eyes and meditate and I am taken to an incredible alter world of tactile sensuous terrain. For about 15 minutes in deep meditation, there is nary a discursive thought. This was pretty much the only good part of the "trip".
- 11:30 PM - Most of the good effects are gone, but I'm still very high in a weird way. I'm veeerrry slow to act on anything. It takes extreme effort to accomplish any task (in slow motion).
- 12:00 AM - I'm 99.99% confident that this drug is not MXE. Whatever it is, it's weirdly both sedating and stimulating. I feel extremely sedated, but at the same time I'm worried about not being able to fall asleep.
- 1:00 AM Can't sleep
- 3:30 AM Finally fall asleep
- 6:00 AM Wake up. Still feel stimulated. Lame.
This was a frustrating experience, to say the least. Then again, it could have been worse since the chemical, whatever it was, at least did not seem to feel dangerous (not that that means much).
I have now sent the chemical off for testing.
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