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funny you ask -- ecclesiastes is actually my favorite book of the bible. remember, though, that ecclesiastes was written by a king, and its main lesson it so forget about the meaninglessness of life and simply enjoy life's pleasures. it is likely a lot easier to enjoy life's pleasures when you are a king, though.
 
I think considering i am wide awake...
ugh i wanna put pills up my nose, cause for some reason the pills i took mad long ago, i shit you not, didnt do shit until mad hours after doing em, then i feel spinny.
yeah, my nose is beat, but imma sit at my desk and sniff up a few pills.
i am gonna take some quill around 8-9am to go to sleep.
Day 2, bitches, except to be fair, thats not day 2 of being high, more like day 2 awake.
but i still like it.
letsdothisthing
Keep gucci playing
cause gucci is speed music
 
Im not sure if i should laugh or be like oh shit that the dollar bill came out bloodstained.
i swear they reformulated these joints. Like in mad long of sniffing those, cause i only sniffed copious amounts of dex for at least a year of my amp career (think 100mg at a time, 10 pills, doing it all in 3 huge lines...), i NEVER got them crushed as well as i just got them. Shit was like flour. Ive never, ever, ever, seen them crush down that well, that fine, like it looked like flour, cause its white...
and i noticed for some reason ill neck a shitload, and mad long after taking them, ill feel the effects. Like more effects mad hours later than 3-4 hours after dosing. Like ive taken a few thousand of them over the years.. and they have never acted/felt like that...
 
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It does seem that life is getting a bit dark. I feel quite strange ATM, very detached and derealised. I can actually feel seizure aura symptoms, but it hasn't progressed and just stays at this weird lucidity. Not entirely unpleasant, but very eerie, a real sensation of accompaniment by energy/sentience, which probably makes no sense and just seems like madness. :\ I feel like I have walked into a slightly different universe, virutally identical bit with some minor difference.

Hmm.
 
^Life's weird sometimes man.

Thorns Have Roses said:
I started on such an experiment 'round November/December 2011, if memory serves. I think tripping was healthy for me. If the opportunity presents itself, I shall do so again, though I wonder if my seroquel might block it. I s'pose I'm just a psychedelic person when you get down to it.
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Yeah I'd say you are. :)

So it snowed completely by surprise a full 3 inches last night, AFTER I got home at 1am. I parked in the driveway and now I'm stuck again! It's going to partially melt today then freeze overnight... then MAYBE all melt tomorrow, but 1 to 3 more inches tomorrow night. Then a couple more colder snowy days and then a week of 50s to 60s and rain, rain rain. Good old late February/early March... I think I'm gonna go blow/shovel the driveway shortly before it melts too much and try to get down.

Worst part is, the protective plastic I put over my roof (because it's leaky and I can't get it fixed right now) blew off in the wind a bit ago and I haven't had a chance to put it back up... so all this rain is going to do some further water damage. :(
 
still beats those midwest winters you grew up with, i'm sure =p

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Yeah it does, at least we get warmth here too. And it's shorter.

So I just fell down my outdoor steps... I have this one step I need to fix, it angles down at maybe 30 degrees. I stepped on it because snow was hiding it all and slipped, landed on my fingers/side and slid all the way down. Got a few scrapes, bruises, and now my finger I landed on hurts a good bit. I feels intact though, probably just bruised pretty bad. That sucks but at least it's my ring finger on my off-hand. Still, it hurts quite a bit.
 
thenightwatch said:
i don't understand how some people's lives can be so filled with joyful things, and other people's lives so filled with tragic things, with seemingly no karmic correlation. seriously am convinced lately that this is just a cold, random, indifferent universe.
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the universe is indifferent. we are from dust into dust. i find this beautifully empowering. the spark of warmth is you, me, and others. we are self aware and have choice. you can be a positive force in another persons life. every life has positive and negative attributes. you can be the non-random random force in another persons life. i am sure you were part of the joyful piece in your friends life that ended tragically.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah it does, at least we get warmth here too. And it's shorter.

So I just fell down my outdoor steps... I have this one step I need to fix, it angles down at maybe 30 degrees. I stepped on it because snow was hiding it all and slipped, landed on my fingers/side and slid all the way down. Got a few scrapes, bruises, and now my finger I landed on hurts a good bit. I feels intact though, probably just bruised pretty bad. That sucks but at least it's my ring finger on my off-hand. Still, it hurts quite a bit.
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Take care of that or you will end up like me: with arthritis that gets worse every year! I've sprained, broken, bruised, and whatnot my fingers throughout the years that they finally said "Fuck you, man -- we ain't healing right this time. Be more careful."
 
thenightwatch said:
i don't understand how some people's lives can be so filled with joyful things, and other people's lives so filled with tragic things, with seemingly no karmic correlation. seriously am convinced lately that this is just a cold, random, indifferent universe.
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This is something I have accepted after going through so much hell and watching bad things happen to people who I cared about, who didn't deserve it. I get how a suicide is harder to cope with than other deaths, but you have to focus on the moments you shared with those people; since that matters allot more than how they left.
 
thenightwatch said:
funny you ask -- ecclesiastes is actually my favorite book of the bible.
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It's definitely my favorite book of the Old Testament, I'm also a fan of Job.

phenny J said:
I get how a suicide is harder to cope with than other deaths,
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Is it really? I feel like it should be otherwise, people ought to respect our decisions.
 
Its just a pigeon... looking for its nest
It doesnt know that its wild
It doesnt know that it scares me
Why am I frightened so easily?
Pigeon, why can you scare me?
Am I not part of your life anymore?
Am I not welcome anymore?





Sweet dreams, for those who sleep around these parts.
 
How's everyone doing? For the first time in a while I can honestly say that I like my life. My ex and I breaking up was incredibly painful and difficult, but it's ended up being one of the most spiritually cleansing experiences of my entire life. The girl I've been seeing is awesome, it's such a nice change to feel desired and valued.

The only bummer thing right now is that I don't have a car. But I'm about to do my taxes and I'm considering selling one of my more valuable rifles (legally of course) so I might be able to buy a car next month. Don't get me wrong, I like my rifle a lot. But, thanks to psychedelics, I don't have a particularly strong connection to inanimate objects. I need a vehicle, parting with one of my many rifles is a small price to pay.

If anything, psychedelics have shown me that what really matters isn't the things you own. It's the people you care about, the experiences you have. That's what brings real happiness and fulfillment. My last relationship was so emotionally toxic, I feel better than I have in years. Possibly better than at any other point in my adult life.

I think next Monday my best friend and I are going to take a high dose of LSD. I feel like it will be a cleansing experience, wiping the slate clean and beginning a new chapter in my life.
 
Kickin back.
put apocalypse now on
it is one of my favorite movies.
and i dont generally like war movies. I remember watching it (the redux edition-im watching the original cut right now) on acid when i was 16 and i was like
woah
 
LSDMDMA&12898414 said:
Never youre into the bible?
I wouldnt have guessed.
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there's lots of awful stuff in the bible. but there is also lots of good stuff. lots of modern christians cling to the awful stuff (like homophobia and etc) while forgetting about the good stuff (like not being judgmental).
 
theacidtest said:
How's everyone doing? For the first time in a while I can honestly say that I like my life. My ex and I breaking up was incredibly painful and difficult, but it's ended up being one of the most spiritually cleansing experiences of my entire life. The girl I've been seeing is awesome, it's such a nice change to feel desired and valued.
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God that's exactly where I've been at this whole year. Congrats man. :) I'm so glad you're through the other side into being happy being single, and also that you've got another girl to hang out with. :)

I could have said this same quote easily, in fact I may have at some point. :)
 
If you are like me when you log in to Bluelight you just skip by the front page and head straight for the forums you usually frequent. Right now there is a thread highlighting something that should be near and dear to the heart of all psychedelic users: Erowid!

Erowid has a really good chance of being selected to receive a large donation from Reddit under their Charity Contest drive which is ending soon. Unfortunately I could not vote because I don't have an old enough Reddit account (has to be before Feb 18th) so I couldn't vote for them. Instead I sent a donation and am trying to highlight this as much as possible here. I had the good fortune to meet Earth and Fire at the 2013 Psychedelic Sciences conference and I was so humbled to see the work these two modest, down-to-earth people put in to run that huge and very dependable site. Let's all pitch in and make sure they get the necessary votes! Here's the link:http://www.bluelight.org/vb/content/130-Reddit-Users-Help-Erowid-win-82-765!!
 
Do y'all ever have weeks where you're just fuckin PISSED at everything and everyone? I'm having one of those weeks.

I came home to an empty house with EVERY fuckin light on. Then, I saw my roommate had left his quart of milk out on the table, that shouldn't be going bad till March... well guess what bitch?!! I always clean up your forgotten shit for you, but not today you dick! Karma, mother fucker. He's gonna come home to some rotten ass milk tonight.

I feel kinda like I'm being mean by ignoring a simple task of moving the milk to the fridge, but this roommate of mine has just been one of the most inconsiderate, asinine and ignorant fools I've ever met, and I've had to live with it for three fuckin years. I think I have a right to let him ruin his own milk from time to time.
 
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