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Yep. You should maybe consider use it less frequently, specially if you are new to this.
 
I've only been buying a lil' once a month for the past few months, and my psych recently suggested putting me on bupropion, so I can say good riddance to that vile siren (and gain, mildly, the good ol' non-fun effects that I find more appealing than the euphoric, regrettably over-talkative baloney that is followed by the soul-piercing anxiety and self-loathing that comes with getting high rather than staying well).
 
Methamp is one of the few drugs under the sun I haven't tried and don't plan to. l think I just hate amps in general as I just can't stand the "impending sense of doom" feeling I get from them. I dont know if it is because I am adhd or what but 75mgs of d-amp has me talking the mrs' head off but at the same time it makes me feel totally lazy. I really need to sober up. I love you guise.
 
One group of drugs I dont like is benzos. They make me feel like a walking dead, I'd rather feel sad than fucking nothing. I can understand though if you have strong anxiety and so, they're lifesafer after a binge drinking.
 
^Benzos have been my downfall for the last two years. Started using them to get off of kratom and stayed on them for a year due to horrible insomnia. When I binged on stims or mxe I would take large amounts to smooth things out thus jacking up my tolerance. After a year long dependency I slowly tapered off and got off super easy. A month or so later and I've become dependent once again just because I couldn't enjoy mxe while in PAWS and I just have to use mxe daily. My lack of self control is truely appalling.
 
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Would seriously consider meth for a festival or something like that, but it'd have to be clean stuff. My friends always say I'm crazy when I say that, but eh, you guys must have an open mind right?
 
Colour.me.happy said:
Don't worry, guys. Trozzle is just mentally broken, so to speak. And yes, it's okay I said that, I'm his girlfriend. Haha. So I'm new to this scene, so forgive me if I word any of this wrong etc. :D
While out, he accidently have me a cap of the MXE instead of my redose of MDMA.
While in the club, i stopped feeling like I wanted to dance, and started to feel more like sitting down and having giant D'n'm's (deep and meaningful convos) with everyone. I quite literally went from feeling hypo as hell, to mentally feeling alot more calmer, just with some of the physical effects i get from mdma(jaw clenching/shaking etc).

And while Standing in the club on the damcefloor, in front of the speakers, like my skin felt energised. With every line of the bass from the speakers where we were standing felt like it was resonating inside of me. I felt so alost connected to the music. The hairs on my arms were standing up and everything. Like it was such a weird feeling..

Then While walking to the convenience store for my friend to buy smokes, the fairy lights and lights along the way looked cool, like the same but they looked like tiny fireworks with the colours etc. Yes, i know I sound mental cause I'm not sure what effects to expect while mixing these two. Haha.
But while sober and taking the MXE, i didn't like the effects, i felt slow and sluggish and just super drunk. Not my thing I guess. Haha.

Then when we got home, smoked a cone, and all the lights were off, the magic begun for me! Laying on the bed for a bit, it didn't quite feel like I was laying on a bed. It felt like I was kinda floating above it a bit, if that makes sense. Like not quite touching it, but I knew it was there.
And attempting to find the bathroom door was sooooo hard to do hah.
So that was such a struggle, then finding my way back to bed was a mission and a half! Hahaha.

It's kinda hard to describe how I was feeling, because I don't have much to compare it too. But the easiest way I could describe it, is i felt alive. For like the first time in my life I was aware of myself. If that makes sense. Hahaha. I was oddly energised, but at the same time very relaxed. I felt very sponge-like. Like I was taking in all that was around me. :)

But overall, i loved the feeling the MXE gave me this time. :)
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Hey there. :) Glad you enjoyed MXE. And thanks for letting us know the real deal about troyzzle. ;)

FlawedByeDesign said:
Methamp is one of the few drugs under the sun I haven't tried and don't plan to. l think I just hate amps in general as I just can't stand the "impending sense of doom" feeling I get from them. I dont know if it is because I am adhd or what but 75mgs of d-amp has me talking the mrs' head off but at the same time it makes me feel totally lazy. I really need to sober up. I love you guise.
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Yeah it's not worth it. I tried it 3 times and the comedown was 10 times worse than the high was good. Honestly the high wasn't even as good as some dex-amp highs I've had, and the next day was torturous until I had poppy tea at which point it was alright. Truly the most sketchy comedowns I've ever had.

xammy said:
One group of drugs I dont like is benzos. They make me feel like a walking dead, I'd rather feel sad than fucking nothing. I can understand though if you have strong anxiety and so, they're lifesafer after a binge drinking.
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I agree about benzos. The only one I actually like is etizolam, which isn't strictly a benzodiazepine. The others make me feel blunted and less alive. The only time I consider it appropriate or desirable for me to use them is if they're offered to me after a trip in which I know sleep will be difficult or impossible... then they're useful.
 
What what what what what
throwing speed away
that should be a jailable offense.
real shit mane
I had garbage speed before but i gave it away rather than throw it away
i dont fucks with benzos anymo
i really dont care for them. Theyre ok, i can get kpins for free thats the whole reason i used to.
Theyre just not fun.
never you need to listen to speed garage/bassline house
shit makes me wanna bounce around more than the jungle
esp with badboy vocals on that.
Shit makes me wanna roll up to the girls and be like yo ladies lets get the bottles and sniff some powder. Shit is cray. I like how fast it is. Like if we is listenin to the jungle, im just gonna be gettin the fuck down myself, this garage/bassline shit makes me want to dance with the girls with champagne and shit and invite the wimminz to snort stimulants with me. Like yo gurrrl, llama is hurr.
like im suddenly the shit when i hear the womp womp womp of the bassline. This music attracts the wimminz i think. I need to get to a party with the amp dogs. Amp and a touch of MD or preferably just amp+LSD. Chat up the girls ya know, if i cant win someone back. Like yo gurl, come dance witb me, take these, ya know?
1hr later shed be dancing crazy with me. Bout fiddy mg of the amp for the ladyfriends. Just act all around like a hooligan. And with whiskey in the mix as well. Whiskey+amps+LSD+wimminz
I iz tellin you
london is calling.
even though bassline isnt a london thing.
and speed garage and bassline are 2 completely different genres, they have the same effect on me though.
 
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kidklmx said:
Would seriously consider meth for a festival or something like that, but it'd have to be clean stuff. My friends always say I'm crazy when I say that, but eh, you guys must have an open mind right?
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keeping it for special occasions is probably one of the more responsible ways to use meth. even from a psychology/subconscious perspective... dosing in the environment that you spend every day in (your house) give you constant cues reminding you about meth. dosing at some foreign location that you almost never go to would perhaps make it easier to control the subconscious urges to dose.
 
Im in one of my moods again.
straight disgruntled.
i already took a nap
so i cant go to sleep
 
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I'm constantly thinking about drugs and it's like a constant battle in my mind. I don't know what is it I'm missing in my life that I'm trying to fulfil with drugs.. I don't even like to be fucked up all the time and I despise junkie kind of lifestyle. I just know that something has to change and I can't go on my life like this, drugs won't be the answer I'm trying to find. There's so much to this life more than drugs, they should be the sparkle once in a while, not the main thing.
 
It doesn't feel good to be addicted or obsessed with drugs.
I've had those same thoughts in the past and I know many others here have as well. I think it's important to find a healthy balance of drugs and other things. You should find a hobby that doesn't involve using drugs, or you could exercise, or spend time with friends and lovers. Try to find something that you enjoy as much as drugs. I'm sure spending time on BL isn't helping you with not thinking about drugs.
 
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Had an accident with a condom earlier today... she was super nervous about it so we went and got the morning after pill. That shit's expensive! 8o Just in time too, the snow and ice are about to that point where I can't return to my house and leaving is pretty sketchy too.
 
Delsyd said:
It doesn't feel good to be addicted or obsessed with drugs.
I've had those same thoughts in the past and I know many others here have as well. I think it's important to find a healthy balance of drugs and other things. You should find a hobby that doesn't involve using drugs, or you could exercise, or spend time with friends and lovers. Try to find something that you enjoy as much as drugs. I'm sure spending time on BL isn't helping you with not thinking about drugs.
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or post in the music sections while on BL.
notice i post in emd and shit
 
Saturday night

T+0.00 1mg etiz 15 mg mxe

T+2:00 120mg mdma , 25 mg dpt , 15 mg mxe , all plugged

T + 3:30 120mg mdma , 130mg dpt , 30mg mxe , all plugged

T+ 7:00 20mg mxe plugged , 25mg mxe oral , 1.2 g panaleous cyancens I picked back November. These mushrooms are no joke, easily as potent as 3.5 g regular cubes...

Most intense experience of my life. Spent vast majority of the time sitting and meditating. MDMA blew away any fear and nervousness. Instead of shying away from certain trains of thought like normal, I embraced them. Sought out things I usually avoid dealing with.

Not sure what else to say.. This one will take a while to integrate.
 
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Ive had some intense drogery experiences
the one that stands out in my mind as the most intense drog shit was
the time i ate a half gram of moonies when i was 17
 
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Xorkoth said:
Had an accident with a condom earlier today... she was super nervous about it so we went and got the morning after pill. That shit's expensive! 8o Just in time too, the snow and ice are about to that point where I can't return to my house and leaving is pretty sketchy too.
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Girls call me crazy and paranoid but I ALWAYS pull out right before even when wearing a condom. It does take away from the climax but until I'm sober and have money in the bank I'm not taking any chances.
 
So, there ended up being nothing to throw away. And now: comedown comedown comedown. Apropos of my mood:

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Now, let's forget about that, it'll be over soon enough, although time is flowing like molasses.



delsyd said:
I'm sure spending time on BL isn't helping you with not thinking about drugs.
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Definitely, I've had to limit myself to the PD social for this reason. Not that I am averse to my continued drug use, I accept it as the inevitable result of my Rat Park existence.
 
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