patra
Bluelighter
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- Sep 21, 2012
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Hi everyone,
I'm an experienced MDMA user (F, 29). I've taken it responsibly (always paying attention to my health, testing it, etc) maybe 20+ times within the last 6 years. My most recent roll was last Wednesday, Feb 4th, (after an 11 month break!) at an event I ended up taking 1.5 pills within a 48h period. Pills were tested and confirmed - Blue Y, for reference: http://www.pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34238. Had an awesome night, though - for the first time ever - experienced a come-up so strong that I nearly puked. Didn't bother me though, I still had a great time.
After the second day, I realized that I had definitely pushed myself too much - I would have been fine with just half a pill or even one pill throughout the time period, there was no need for the additional half. I was overzealous and just missed rolling, I guess.
I say that I pushed myself too much because I realized that I didn't "get much more" from that extra half, I just drained myself for nothing.
Since then though, I've felt great. No bad side effects. A solid after glow for a day or two, slept fine, got plenty of rest, ate well, took some St John's Wort and Melatonin to sleep, got plenty of Vitamin C. No major depression or come down, all my feelings seemed to be quite moderate and I felt fine physically.
However, this week I've been experiencing something weird, and I was curious if any of you have felt something similar:
For the last two days I've felt like I've been in a dream state. I feel quite dizzy all day long and as if I may faint. I feel slightly nauseous. If I stand up or move quickly I get very dizzy. I'm having trouble focusing or following what's going on. Yesterday I felt on the verge of tears several times throughout the day, triggered by things that might make a pregnant woman cry (coke commercials? FB posts? wtf!?). Last night, after a full day of feeling like this, working quite late, I made myself dinner (grilled lemon pepper chicken, fresh green beans & potatoes), got plenty of water and settled in to bed at 12:30am. I laid in a state between asleep and awake until 6am. Getting up for work today was insanely tough, and I feel exactly the same today.
So, I'm trying to determine - is this just a normal comedown? It's been so long since I've rolled or even experienced a tough comedown that I can't quite discern if I should be worried about my health from these symptoms, or if I should just keep trying to be healthy and wait it out for a week or so. They're definitely quite different from what I've experienced before.
Any advice would be appreciated.
I'm an experienced MDMA user (F, 29). I've taken it responsibly (always paying attention to my health, testing it, etc) maybe 20+ times within the last 6 years. My most recent roll was last Wednesday, Feb 4th, (after an 11 month break!) at an event I ended up taking 1.5 pills within a 48h period. Pills were tested and confirmed - Blue Y, for reference: http://www.pillreports.net/index.php?page=display_pill&id=34238. Had an awesome night, though - for the first time ever - experienced a come-up so strong that I nearly puked. Didn't bother me though, I still had a great time.
After the second day, I realized that I had definitely pushed myself too much - I would have been fine with just half a pill or even one pill throughout the time period, there was no need for the additional half. I was overzealous and just missed rolling, I guess.
Since then though, I've felt great. No bad side effects. A solid after glow for a day or two, slept fine, got plenty of rest, ate well, took some St John's Wort and Melatonin to sleep, got plenty of Vitamin C. No major depression or come down, all my feelings seemed to be quite moderate and I felt fine physically.
However, this week I've been experiencing something weird, and I was curious if any of you have felt something similar:
For the last two days I've felt like I've been in a dream state. I feel quite dizzy all day long and as if I may faint. I feel slightly nauseous. If I stand up or move quickly I get very dizzy. I'm having trouble focusing or following what's going on. Yesterday I felt on the verge of tears several times throughout the day, triggered by things that might make a pregnant woman cry (coke commercials? FB posts? wtf!?). Last night, after a full day of feeling like this, working quite late, I made myself dinner (grilled lemon pepper chicken, fresh green beans & potatoes), got plenty of water and settled in to bed at 12:30am. I laid in a state between asleep and awake until 6am. Getting up for work today was insanely tough, and I feel exactly the same today.
So, I'm trying to determine - is this just a normal comedown? It's been so long since I've rolled or even experienced a tough comedown that I can't quite discern if I should be worried about my health from these symptoms, or if I should just keep trying to be healthy and wait it out for a week or so. They're definitely quite different from what I've experienced before.
Any advice would be appreciated.
