HI all,
My name is BearMick, I hope I have found the correct Forum(sub-forum). I am a new member who has been lurking and I am not quite sure if this is the appropriate location for my post. If it is not, my apologies, please move it to the correct section.
SWIM would like to start out with a brief history of Swim's backround on Crack Cocaine. It is as follows.
Swim started power in 2010, he was was fine for a bit, and then he invited a friend over and all was fine. Until that said friend "cooked up" that cocaine. It turned out to be a trio of "friends". After things were made into rock, slivers, whatever you call it and smoked, all was good. The GREAT highs! Euphoria, on top of the world! Just the urge of high fiving and or calling everyone I love and talking, things were great. Thanks to my past business I had money, and plenty of it.
Things took a turn once we were actually served with actual "rock", It was like nothing I ever experienced. Everything seemed so right in the world with that morning hit. To make a long story short, eventually the trio got into massive binges, over partying, hookers from backpage, massive orders and lots of alcohol, all the while doing this while having panic disorder, depression, social anxiety.
Fast forward a bit, I was broke. Swims savings of close to 50 grand were gone. Swim sold everything he bought for the drug. PS3, Ipad, Iphone, Xbox, TV off of the WALL, you name it! Next thing you know, SWIM is homeless, living in a crappy hotel that charges you $170 a week for a room with a bathroom, roaches and bed bugs.
Just thought I would share some backround as this is NOT the purpose of my post. It is more than that I am afraid. Even after all of this, stunt in rehab, stunt in moving 4 hours away to get away from things.. I have encountered what I believe to be a severe problem.
When SWIM smokes now. It is not the same, no matter the dealer or supply. Swim has taken some breaks, yes.. but is met with no euphoria, or barely. Now when SWIM takes a hit, he is immediately faced with heart racing, chest discomfort, shortness of breath, hot and cold sweats.. SWIM takes some Kpins, relaxes and repeats and the same result happens.. even after all this, SWIM still hasnt ruled out quitting for good... Even thought SWIM feels like he is having a heart attack with the shortness of breath and chest pressure, shakiness..Kind of out of control feeling.. even after the first hit.
SWIM thought it was his supply, but it has been his main for about a year now.. but its been rocky, kind of swish cheesish, and shiny. Could it be cut with speed or bathsalts? I'm not sure, and I know no one is a DR here. I am scared of these side effects with the shakiness and chest discomfort and all..
I just need some insight, thanks.
My name is BearMick, I hope I have found the correct Forum(sub-forum). I am a new member who has been lurking and I am not quite sure if this is the appropriate location for my post. If it is not, my apologies, please move it to the correct section.
SWIM would like to start out with a brief history of Swim's backround on Crack Cocaine. It is as follows.
Swim started power in 2010, he was was fine for a bit, and then he invited a friend over and all was fine. Until that said friend "cooked up" that cocaine. It turned out to be a trio of "friends". After things were made into rock, slivers, whatever you call it and smoked, all was good. The GREAT highs! Euphoria, on top of the world! Just the urge of high fiving and or calling everyone I love and talking, things were great. Thanks to my past business I had money, and plenty of it.
Things took a turn once we were actually served with actual "rock", It was like nothing I ever experienced. Everything seemed so right in the world with that morning hit. To make a long story short, eventually the trio got into massive binges, over partying, hookers from backpage, massive orders and lots of alcohol, all the while doing this while having panic disorder, depression, social anxiety.
Fast forward a bit, I was broke. Swims savings of close to 50 grand were gone. Swim sold everything he bought for the drug. PS3, Ipad, Iphone, Xbox, TV off of the WALL, you name it! Next thing you know, SWIM is homeless, living in a crappy hotel that charges you $170 a week for a room with a bathroom, roaches and bed bugs.
Just thought I would share some backround as this is NOT the purpose of my post. It is more than that I am afraid. Even after all of this, stunt in rehab, stunt in moving 4 hours away to get away from things.. I have encountered what I believe to be a severe problem.
When SWIM smokes now. It is not the same, no matter the dealer or supply. Swim has taken some breaks, yes.. but is met with no euphoria, or barely. Now when SWIM takes a hit, he is immediately faced with heart racing, chest discomfort, shortness of breath, hot and cold sweats.. SWIM takes some Kpins, relaxes and repeats and the same result happens.. even after all this, SWIM still hasnt ruled out quitting for good... Even thought SWIM feels like he is having a heart attack with the shortness of breath and chest pressure, shakiness..Kind of out of control feeling.. even after the first hit.
SWIM thought it was his supply, but it has been his main for about a year now.. but its been rocky, kind of swish cheesish, and shiny. Could it be cut with speed or bathsalts? I'm not sure, and I know no one is a DR here. I am scared of these side effects with the shakiness and chest discomfort and all..
I just need some insight, thanks.