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Eveleivibe said:
Soz loves yaz all n stuff but the name's staying. One has to keep up some narcistic (can never spell that sry) atributes hahahaha

Evey
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Ah well, one out of two isn't bad, I suppose. If you want to keep doing something that you've been told is annoying, well... I'm not actually the boss of you, so do as you will. :)
 
inflorescence said:
i want fixing Felix...felix will fix it for you and you and you pa rapa pam (oh fuck we can't hum the Jim'll fix it for you theme tune anymore can we...god's sake..another bit of my childhood stolen and shoved in paedo affiliated cupboard).

I would like to be put to bed and given medication to make me sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep..I am now really in the dangerous deprivation levels of curtains moving.


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I'm quite worried about you to be honest. I hope you're able to get some sleep soon.

Evey
 
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Thank Goodness my family saw through my ex n wouldn't let him near me or my child. Paedos are evil, scum of the earth, AS or no AS..... +

YES GANDY YOU EVIL CUNT AND EVERYONE IN THE MIDLANDS WILL KNOW YOU AND KICK YOUR GOOD FOR NOTHING HEAD IN..... IF THEY DONT IN PRISON FIRST HAHAHAHAHA.... ASPIE OR NOT YOU'RE ONE EVIL CUNT.....

Evey
 
inflorescence said:
Which cuboard-the Paedo one? The one at my Grandma's upstairs where my 16 year old cousin used to take the 7 year old me to give him blow jobs etc every Sunday? I have chucked Rolf, Jim etc and anything to do with that kind of thing in that cuboard..threw the key away...

Sam and Evey thank you for your concern and order noted8) I really am off very soon. I really think I have become immune to diaz..eek..aghh well have some emergency zops and amitriptaline..pharma enforced sleep count down has begun.

Sweet dreams all <3
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Try to stay away from computer and phone screens if you're trying to get to sleep. Switch them off. Read a book.

But seriously, it's starting to get a bit worrying. Please don't overdo it on the downers either.

That's you told. Be off with you. <3
 
inflorescence said:
Which cuboard-the Paedo one? The one at my Grandma's upstairs where my 16 year old cousin used to take the 7 year old me to give him blow jobs etc every Sunday? I have chucked Rolf, Jim etc and anything to do with that kind of thing in that cuboard..threw the key away...

Sam and Evey thank you for your concern and order noted8) I really am off very soon. I really think I have become immune to diaz..eek..aghh well have some emergency zops and amitriptaline..pharma enforced sleep count down has begun.

Sweet dreams all <3
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Sorry if I come across as annoying here or if someone has already asked this, but have you been to the GP re this? I thought that they could do tests n stuff?
I've been told by people that you can get psychosis if you do not get sleep for so long, could you not contact your local out-of-hours or hospital and ask if they could give you an appointment or anything? Did you say your a insomniac? I think you did cause of that stupid disagreement I had with you of a certain person, previous.... I'm worried that if this is continuing that maybe there's a route cause to it? Maybe the abuse you experienced? Have you ever experienced nightmares / PTSD as these could be triggers / fear etc?

Sorry I can't help further but I hope you sort this as no one deserves to have to go through this.

Evey
 
My friend. has just been to court today as her ex's son raped her 8 year old son and the scum got of with some ridiculous community order (non custodial)....im thinking of her tonight and what she must be going through.

To put it very mildly (and I know lots of lefties will instantly disagree) anyone who hurts a child like that deserves the gallows....tbats just my opinion and not intended to start a 10 page debate /argument

Thinking of you Julie. ❤
 
englandgz74 said:
My friend. has just been to court today as her ex's son raped her 8 year old son and the scum got of with some ridiculous community order (non custodial)....im thinking of her tonight and what she must be going through.

To put it very mildly (and I know lots of lefties will instantly disagree) anyone who hurts a child like that deserves the gallows....tbats just my opinion and not intended to start a 10 page debate /argument

Thinking of you Julie. ❤
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You're damn right... it's sick. That poor little child.... I've close family members who have been sexually abused and close friends (my best friend, the one I referred to in my "support" post ended up falling up, dx with borderline) The paramedics weren't very nice to her... she tried killing herself often n they just showed her anger n accused her of attention seeking.... they'd no idea of what she'd been through as a child, yet always was there for her family n friends.... That's why I think The Lounge is important---ppl deal with stuff in so many different ways n if people deal with stuff using humour, so be it....

I never believe it of my ex, for a long time thought that I was a bad person for falling for someone like him.... but HE is the evil one, he's the one that has to face that ALONE, he'll NEVER see or know his daughter.... death is not good enough for him or any other pedo like him.... yet I get told I'm meant to show them compassion????

Evey
 
Its wrong for the paramedics to be nasty to her but you must understand what its like when your called out to what are known as regular callers when there are others who desperately need our help elsewhere....now don't misunderstand I'm not saying your friend didn't need help but not the sort of help a paramedic can give...we're not psychiatrists. Or councillors...we're there to stop people dying before they reach hospital and when your called out to something that's inappropriate for an emergency response team over and over again getting a bit pissed off is a natural response.

Things such as that are for a mental health crisis team not an emergency response ambulances. It happens all the time though so what can you do.
 
I can't judge you. I judged her myself. I was scared she was gna die. I can't deal with illness like that. When my Nain was ill with agina and I knew that she no longer had for this earth I said to myself things like "She's putting this on, she's not really ill." When Kath was doing this I was angry with her and frightened for her. I had to cut ties with her for my own sanity so I've no right to judge others.... she was abusive and I kept thinking she was gna kill herself. It's difficult having a friend with Borderline... she wouldn't even admit she had it when it was damn obvious to everyone else.... argggghhhh I miss her though,

Evey
 
Thanks, England, means a lot... I did care about her... We had 10 years of friendship - and I can understand why it happened to her, she'd been through so much n there was only so much she could be strong for others (I've a close relative who's done with, experienced similar, without the mental illness...) but the worry whether she was gna kill herself and all the abusive texts, I had to cut contact with her because I had my addiction problems, with getting on maintenance and needed to focus on myself.... I guess that sounds selfish... I find it extremely difficult to cut contact with ANYONE because a friend of mine, riddled with arthritis, died at 18, Sian, having a kidney transplant..... I never had the chance to say how sorry I was to her over something silly, ever since I cannot hold grudge against anyone for too long....
A similar thing happened to my Mam----and I warned her that it would, she was angry at a friend over a car.... anyway her friend died in a car crash leaving an 18 year old n two tiny children (whom are now grown up)......

Evey
 
Im sure I posted my Ushanka hat a while ago - sort of knowing where I spend the majority of my time, It was a rather random purchase.
 
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