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I've been looking for psychs for such a long time....

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mr noah

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I'm fucking hopeless. I'm in love with psychs just from research and trip reports and the very idea of it. Pot is so boring now. Psychs just sound like I was born to try them, theres nothing more that I want to do but take a peak into the psychedelic experience and see what it's all about, no matter how many times I read trip reports, I know that the actual experience will blow me away and change my perception of this world. Thing is, I can't find any damn psychs in my area (Palm Springs, CA) I've been trying for the past year to the point where its driving me crazy and every day I want to try it more. So many things are holding me back like not being able to use SR cause of living with my parents, having very little friends/connections. The people with psychs around here are methhead tweakers or dumb kids at school who get wasted and disrespect the drug by not even using it for good but for a fucking trippy high. I hate prohibition so fucking much, how normal people like me can't enjoy these substances without associating with sketchy criminals or getting dangerous research chemicals.

At one point I found someone who was going to get me REAL cid from the bay area but he ended up not being able to go and his connection was dry. I've met some other people that I know have research chemicals, so now I'm trying to look for mushrooms which are even harder to find. I should just accept that i'm not tripping for a while.
 
Sorry, but you're too young for psychs. When you're old enough to rent a post office box and buy bitcoins then you will be ready for psychs. This is fate telling you not to take psychs yet.
 
I was in the same boat until I discovered the wonders of clearnet RCs. Getting psychs in real life is a gigantic headache. Just tell your parents you bought concert tickets or something.
 
OP I feel your pain man but the longer it takes, the sweeter it will be. Also, I hope this doesn't sound condescending but, try not to place too much expectation on it. The trip reports you've read are other people's experiences. I remember as recently as a year ago that I was reading reports of high-dose LSD, excited to get into the mindset people were describing, but when I started pushing the envelope myself, it wasn't anything near as mind-bending as what they were describing. It was the same acid trip, just... more of it. I was a little disappointed. Keep in mind too that it may not be a positive experience. There's really no telling what it will be. And you may say you're ready for that - I certainly did - but you'll check that thought when the facade of reality comes down around you, and you start begging every god from A to Z to restore you to normal life.

Oh but it can be REAL frustrating when you're looking forward to, and counting on, an experience, and it doesn't happen. I've been there so many times. People in these circles are notoriously unreliable. You may need to look outside the box. If you have the cash or are able to save, consider ayahuasca in Peru.

jason7: not smart dude.
 
mr noah said:
I should just accept that i'm not tripping for a while.
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This.

there will be plenty of time to trip when you move out of your parents' house. and you'll have a WAY better setting to trip in, not worrying if your mom and dad are gonna catch you.

i became interested in psychedelics probably around age 15 or 16. i didn't trip for about three years later. so while a year might seem like a long time...it's really not that long.

it sounds like you are going about this the "right" way though, with respect and caution. i would say continue to do just that, and keep exercising your patience as well. the time will come.
 
You're putting the pussy on a pedestal, son.

Lol, but seriously, the psychedelic drug culture is rife with self-aggrandizing pomp and new-age disillusion.

Don't expect so much, and don't get sucked in.
 
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You're putting the pussy on a pedestal, son.

Lol, but seriously, the psychedelic drug culture is rife with self-aggrandizing pomp and new-age disillusion.

Don't expect so much, and don't get sucked in.
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Yeah, if you can manage to keep your head out of the clouds you're already two steps ahead of most psychedelics enthusiasts. Basically it's whatever you want to make of it.
 
Peacephrog1972 said:
whats clear net? is that like the dark net?
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Further evidence to suggest you're too young and inexperienced/uninformed in general. Sorry bro, but you're just gonna have to wait until things line up and you find yourself in the right situation.

EDIT: just realised I wasn't even responding to the OP here.
 
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