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Kratom tastes pretty good when put in soy milk imo!

enjoying that now..
Also, tomorrow someone is visiting me at home no less for a sort of job / gig interview to become a cartoonist for a quarterly newsletter, would be 1100 prints :D she is coming over to check out my creations I guess.
On friday I am heading to amsterdam for the second interview for an actual job, to be a tester / developer for a company that makes apps out of the blue for huge firms. =D
good week <3

And im planning on extracting homegrown salvinorin : x
Possibly to put it on blotter, complexed with HPBCD if I can. Mind you, that would be a novelty / curiosity thing - not for very practical purposes.
 
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It's a very weird day. Someone from my group (I still live in a psychiatric facility) has tried to commit suicide. I kind of need a place to vent this with people that might understand, so here I am PD..

Solipsis: Are you trying to enhance absorption? Most reports I've read on sublingual aren't all that positive, but this might be the key
 
Wow that must be disturbing (verontrustend eigenlijk), and sad, maybe confusing...
have you been living in that facility for a long while now? I wasnt aware of you living there.
I have pidgin if you wanna talk

@salvia:
I thought I was remotely original with that complexing idea, but I just happened upon this thread:
https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=34752

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Oh there is also a BL thread:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/599533-Salvinorin-A-and-hydroxypropyl-cyclodextrine-(HPBCD)
and i posted in it myself 4 years ago :|
 
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Would be nice, but I only get 2 hours of internet use per day here and I'm almost out of time. I have a full team of sociotherapists at my disposal, so I'll make it through :D

It's tough though, he is one of the kindest people alive and the way he's all "knotted up with himself" is really a sad thing to behold. He's a simple man, very keen on getting the right sales and making sure the "Kruidvat" gets the least amount of money possible. His autism got in the way of his life so much that he didn't really understand a thing of the world around him, and he was far too concerned with not hurting others. And so he cut himself, which got out of hand over the last few weeks. So not surprising, but very verontrustend indeed.

I got admitted back in March last year for my PDD-NOS ASD and it has worked out well. Starting tomorrow, I have my own place and I'll be doing the final year of VWO next year. Might end up doing social anthropology or something in that corner, but that's still ways out.
 
Today's the day. :) 8o Playing my first show tonight. I feel pretty ready, but the rest of the band took today off or doesn't have jobs and they're starting to practice at noon... probably the earliest I can get there is 5 because I have, like, a "real" job. That gives me from 5 til 8 to get in a final practice and then we start to set up. I have a lot of excited/nervous energy, but less than I expected to. I think regardless we're going to do awesome because the one thing we can always do is jam and have great stuff come out of it. So we're going to play the songs we have down solidly and jam them all out, and probably do 2 or 3 total ad-hoc jams that may go on for 30 minutes each (last one we did was 40 minutes). We have to fill 4 hours so we're doing 3 sets with 20 minute breaks between.

2 days ago we practiced and it wasn't very productive... the guitar player really wants to use psychedelics to play a lot of the time (it may end up being something of an issue, we'll see), and all that was available was MXE which he had never tried. Well, turns out it doesn't agree with him so we lost most of a practice. Fortunately yesterday went really well, probably he best practice yet that was very directed and productive, and I feel a lot better after that.

The guitar player/lead man is possibly the most weird and wonderful person I have met, and certainly the most talented musician I have ever met personally. He's riding RIGHT on the edge of insanity and sanity, and this guy lives and breathes music. He's a genius for sure, but like, a very intense person. He actually plays even better on (tryptamine/lysergamide) psychedelics but he gets a lot weirder also. His plan is to take some 4-AcO-DMT tonight for the show, which makes me somewhat apprehensive but so far all of our best practices happened when he took 4-AcO-DMT so maybe it's not a bad thing. He's all about spreading love in the world, and watching his process is really fascinating. He's also one of the nicest people I've ever met. Really, really interesting guy but pretty much a wild card. We'll start jamming randomly and he'll write an entire song with lyrics and everything by the time we're done. He plays like 8 hours a day at least and he can play anything I've ever heard him try to play (including Jimi, especially Jimi actually) without having tried to play it before, he says he feels it and it just happens somehow. I think the only way he won't be someone of note in music is if he implodes first. So I decided I'm going to try to help that not happen. He's only 23, and he looks up to me as a similar sort of psychedelic explorer so hopefully I can influence him to not be so intense about taking them so often. The frequency does alarm me a bit as well as the idea that to be his best he has to take something.

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Hey y'all, wanted to let you know my father just passed away. He had a massive heart attack Monday morning, the right side of his heart failed and he passed away at the hospital. I had been debating whether or not to come back to bluelight, and this more or less cinches it in the not category. Beyond trying to deal with his passing and trying to figure out how to move forward with my own live, he's lived on by three small children that I'm more or less responsible for helping his fiancé raise. Positive vibes would be very much appreciated right now, Lord knows we all could use them right now
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I'm so sorry for your loss. :( You have my condolences. My father is dying, but it's from ALS, and we have time to prepare. It must be much worse for it to be a sudden, unexpected thing. <3

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It's a very weird day. Someone from my group (I still live in a psychiatric facility) has tried to commit suicide. I kind of need a place to vent this with people that might understand, so here I am PD..
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Well this is the perfect place to come for support. That must be unnerving...
 
Most bands I've been in have found it taboo to practice the day of a show, haha. I love insane people who are incredible at art, seems to go hand in hand. And I also notice my playing ability skyrockets when under the influence of tryptamines and even weed (with bass).

MXE on the other hand, not so much! It can be great for coming up with some incredibly strange and unique musical ideas when recording but I've never noticed my playing abilities to increase in anyway, more like the opposite. I suppose it could be dose dependent.
 
I am fascinated by geniuses, that guitar player sounds like a pretty special guy :D

Very interesting post, also about (having to) use / using something to be able to achieve something.... I have cartoons with pretty good ideas / jokes behind it, that I apparently come up with best when tripping. But I never wanted to tell myself that I in what way whatsoever need psychedelics to be able to perform.
Now that it looks like I may have a little job making cartoons every now and then, I am sensing that I will intentionally try to use psychedelics for it. I certainly will try keeping it as an extra or bonus, and to perform sober first... and it doesn't even feel like pressure, but I am anticipating the perfectionism already... ;)

Improvisation is also wicked on psychedelics, and without meaning to I have started a series of recorded improvisations on different substances. I guess I will continue cataloguing not only (rare) psychedelics, but also recordings of improvisations made while on them. :D
 
Excellent idea Solipsis. I've got MXE songs, 2c-b songs, LSD songs, Weed songs, Opiate songs, Ketamine songs... It's quite the hobby. The majority have been written sober, however. I also rarely use a psychedelic before a show, as the outcome can be too unpredictable for me. Usually a joint and a beer if anything at all. I'm most confident sober.
 
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Most bands I've been in have found it taboo to practice the day of a show, haha. I love insane people who are incredible at art, seems to go hand in hand. And I also notice my playing ability skyrockets when under the influence of tryptamines and even weed (with bass).

MXE on the other hand, not so much! It can be great for coming up with some incredibly strange and unique musical ideas when recording but I've never noticed my playing abilities to increase in anyway, more like the opposite. I suppose it could be dose dependent.
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Yeah weed is something I really like to add for jamming, in fact we're all going to smoke before the show just because in all our practices we do better when we're a little high (not baked out of our skulls however). And we're basically a jam band, even the songs all contain a lot of improv and that's what it's really great for. I also love to jam on psychedelics, I just am not going to do that tonight. Maybe sometime I'll take a psychedelic for a show but that's too much of a risk for me since it's my first one. I want to be sharp and quick to adjust.

I think MXE is great for playing rhythm (my experience is with djembe/congas) but I discovered it's not so great for melodic stuff or quick improv in melodies/harmonies. Or for keeping focus. =D Although, after practice last night I did some MXE and then we started jamming to a synthesizer sound I found... we jammed for a long time and it was really slow and beautiful, I wish it had been recorded. I was really opening up a lot, it was probably the most free-form thing I've ever played and I loved it. I was slow getting into it though, it took a while to feel correctly.

And yeah, it's a common thing I found out to consider it taboo to practice the day of a show but none of us feel that way. And since we have had so little time to prepare, it would be stupid not to. Fortunately we all seemed to gel together almost freakishly well right from the first time we practiced.
 
i cant wait to get me d-amph in mane
i love some good old amphetamine now that i have quill to come off it with
cause otherwise the comedown is intolerable, cuase i need a minimum of 100 to get a good strong high
preferably about 120, oral
i'mma get it the fuck in though
keeps me from wanting to shoot street speed.
i wanna snort d-amp though fr some strange reason
i quit sniffing it when i was 17
but i want to right now
like idk why it is absolutely VILE to snort 10 of these joints
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cause i used to break down 10 at a time, 10 breaks down to a gram of powder
juvenile shit to snort 10 pills at a time, 3 to a line.
but i wanna get real juvenile, i might be able to get high on d-amp tonight
i'm gonna try to make it happen.
 
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thats pretty accurate
then i'm wide awake like katy perry
i wanna be on amphs mane
i got my dnb going and shit
thats wot i do on speed now
dnb and if its street speed, obsess about all the speed I dropped
even though I rarely actually drop any speed, and most of hte times i've dropped speed, its been big enough pieces that i just pick it right back up.
or obsess trying to smoke speed that doesn't exist
like the resin of the resin
ya know
i've still got a speed pipe, that i'm intending to acquire some DMT eventually and smoke that through it
wouldnt it be insaen to get the DMT right to recrystallize in with some speed
and then smoke it
like DMT and speed at the same tiem
anyway
 
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Good luck tonight Xork! Your posts remind me of my days when I used to play synths in an ambient jam band. These days my extent of live music making is improv hand drumming and singing. I leave the electronics for studio production. I feel a new song coming on, I've been slowly installing all of my vst instruments and effects on my new computer build. There's actually some great possibilities now i want to explore with real-time audio processing since I can run as many effects as i want to with only 1 millisecond latency.
 
I'm excited for you, Xorkoth, I'm sure it will be amazing! Can't wait to read your mini-novel of the experience later!

Have you gotten to play with Serum at all vortech?
 
no punctuation necessary mane
aside from a period.
i hates dem.
SCALP DEM SCALP DEM AND HANG DEM UP HIGH
 
Yeah, today i went to the pharmacy and had to state my age when inquiring about some vegetable glycerin (smh). So they can be somewhat off-putting indeed. I'm clearly old enough to purchase harmless plant byproducts generally used for skin care..
 
they stand between me and my speed.
thats why i am mad
IM MAD AS HELL AND I'M NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMOAR
like
i'm as mad as this guy
NOTE I WILL NOT BURN A MOTHERFUCKER DOWN
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but
DEEZ BITCHES LOVE LLAMA O END OR NO END
thats allegedly the lyric
 
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