IM 29, i have been through heroin withdrawl more times then i can count
Beno+heroin withdrawl when i went to prison
I never started drinking untill the age of 28, when i was released from prison i instantly got back on benzos, currently 3mg kpin/day+30mg tamazpan/day
My drinking started about 7-8 months ago with a beer or two a day, then all the sudden about 3 months ago jumped to about 80ounces of beer, then over xmas i switched to vodka + beer.
Today is jan7th, since Xmas ive drank over 8 liters of vodka and i dont know how much beer, im constantly blacking out and most likely over using my benzos but im to afraid to count my bottles right now.
Today i is the first day i tried to go without drinking. I have a cold and im sick anyway so i figured lemme get this outa the way.
After i reached the 24hr mark im in so much physical pain i cant handle it. My body is on fire. im sweating like crazy and everything hurts just like heroin withdrawal but way fuckin worse.
What do i do? My benzo tolerance is so high they are not helping, is there something els i can take to get through this? i already caved tonight and just went to get beer. Maybe i should wait untill i dont have a cold and try again? Im freakin out my drinking is so outa control im doing crazy shit i just need fuckin help some kinda solution, ive cold turkey detoxed heroin in my bed before with xanax, water, emergenC, advil and Ensures but this is just to fucking intense.
Beno+heroin withdrawl when i went to prison
I never started drinking untill the age of 28, when i was released from prison i instantly got back on benzos, currently 3mg kpin/day+30mg tamazpan/day
My drinking started about 7-8 months ago with a beer or two a day, then all the sudden about 3 months ago jumped to about 80ounces of beer, then over xmas i switched to vodka + beer.
Today is jan7th, since Xmas ive drank over 8 liters of vodka and i dont know how much beer, im constantly blacking out and most likely over using my benzos but im to afraid to count my bottles right now.
Today i is the first day i tried to go without drinking. I have a cold and im sick anyway so i figured lemme get this outa the way.
After i reached the 24hr mark im in so much physical pain i cant handle it. My body is on fire. im sweating like crazy and everything hurts just like heroin withdrawal but way fuckin worse.
What do i do? My benzo tolerance is so high they are not helping, is there something els i can take to get through this? i already caved tonight and just went to get beer. Maybe i should wait untill i dont have a cold and try again? Im freakin out my drinking is so outa control im doing crazy shit i just need fuckin help some kinda solution, ive cold turkey detoxed heroin in my bed before with xanax, water, emergenC, advil and Ensures but this is just to fucking intense.
