Is My Boyfriend Ok? please help I need advice asap
Ok so let me start off by saying that I know how stupid we are for doing this. Please just give me answers and do not criticize. I need advice and answers, not a lecture.
So my boyfriend and I do meth every once in awhile but lately have been doing it a little more often (about once a week since right before christmas). we also recently started smoke H about a month or so ago and we do that randomly(sometimes 2 days in a row, sometimes once a week, sometimes less). On the 6th we picked up a 20 of H (it seemed like more than a 20 though). we smoked and had a nice time but then the next day he took two 1 mg xannax in the morning and then about 2 maybe 2 1/2 more and I only had a half. After about an hour we smoked a little bit of meth to wake us up (He smoked less than I did) and then right after my friend and her bf came over. We did not know that my friends bf was an H dealer until he came over and he offered us a couple of hits to test it out. I only had 2 maybe 3 hits and I think my boyfriend had about the same amount as me... maybe 1 more hit i'm not certain. after like an hour i smoked a few more hits of meth and then through out the rest of the night had 2 bumps. He also had 2 bumps but it did nothing to wake him up. Obviously all night I was checking his breathing, pulse, and temperature to make sure he was ok because he mixed H with Xannax and was noticeably pretty high. He pretty much slept the rest of the night only waking up 2 times for a little (that's when I would offer him a bump) but would nod out again. The next morning/day I was still a little sparked because I did more meth than he did and the lingering high takes awhile to go away for me. I then found out that he had eaten 2 more of the 1 mgs sometimes between the night before and that morning. we were kinda feeling back to normal (aside from coming down) but then one of our friends came over and gave us a few hits of white (sadly our friends who partake are very very generous with it, we don't even seek it out at all anymore) a few hours went by and through out that time he took more 1 mgs. I'm not really sure how many, he can be very sneeky. So then it was last night at like 10 pm and we were given a couple of free hits of H and then he traded a few xannax for like a 15 of black. (I'm not sure when he took xannax, how much he took and if it was before or after we smoked a few hits of the free H) I only got like 2 hits out of the sack because he kept thinking he just gave me a hit. (Xannax destroys his memory while hes on it and for a little afterwards) and he was also passing it to one of our friends, so to be clear he didn't smoke that whole sack to himself. he just kept acting more and more fucked up and I doubt he will remember much of last night when he wakes up. He was in the bathroom for like an hour so i kept knocking to make sure he was ok. Finally he came out (everyone left well before it was obvious that he was pretty fucked up). Then he spit phlem into the sink and it was bloody. I got super scared and didn't really know what to do and after trying to ask him how much xannax he took and if he felt ok and trying to keep him from falling asleep as long as I could, I let him fall asleep. I'm next to him right now and he's breathing good. It isn't as shallow as it was the other night. He's been asleep for about 30 mins and i'm going to try and stay up as long as I can so I can monitor his breathing and everything. I haven't slept since tuesday night and I haven't eaten since Wednesday I think. (i'm 100 lbs so i'm pretty drained). My friend left me a little bit of meth but I don't know if I should even do any. Luckily I have a 1 mg xannax to take when I am ready to sleep. Originally I was planning on taking it last night but then people came over and all that happened but now I don't want to take it because I want to make sure my boyfriend is ok. He knows that mixing benzos and H is super dangerous but benzos (xannax in particular) are his weakness. he can eat them like candy. It use to be a lot worse and He has improved a lot on self control when it comes to eating them but the main issue if his memory gets so screwed up on them that he'll forget that he just took another one and take another and so on. I hid the last five that we have from him while he was awake a few hours ago. Is he ok? Why is he coughing up bloody phlem? It wasn't like a huge amount of blood but he spit for me like 3-4 times and all the loogies were red. Is he going to be ok even though he mixed H and Xannax? Is he in the clear because he is breathing normal right now and not shallow? I'm not sure if I should try and sleep or not or if I should stay awake and just make sure he doesn't wake up and fall (xannax makes him off balanced) or even worse, stop breathing. Things have to change . I can't have him mixing things like this and Stupidly I kinda tried telling him that last night while he was fucked up but realized that there is little point in telling him that before he's sober/clear minded.
Ok so let me start off by saying that I know how stupid we are for doing this. Please just give me answers and do not criticize. I need advice and answers, not a lecture.
So my boyfriend and I do meth every once in awhile but lately have been doing it a little more often (about once a week since right before christmas). we also recently started smoke H about a month or so ago and we do that randomly(sometimes 2 days in a row, sometimes once a week, sometimes less). On the 6th we picked up a 20 of H (it seemed like more than a 20 though). we smoked and had a nice time but then the next day he took two 1 mg xannax in the morning and then about 2 maybe 2 1/2 more and I only had a half. After about an hour we smoked a little bit of meth to wake us up (He smoked less than I did) and then right after my friend and her bf came over. We did not know that my friends bf was an H dealer until he came over and he offered us a couple of hits to test it out. I only had 2 maybe 3 hits and I think my boyfriend had about the same amount as me... maybe 1 more hit i'm not certain. after like an hour i smoked a few more hits of meth and then through out the rest of the night had 2 bumps. He also had 2 bumps but it did nothing to wake him up. Obviously all night I was checking his breathing, pulse, and temperature to make sure he was ok because he mixed H with Xannax and was noticeably pretty high. He pretty much slept the rest of the night only waking up 2 times for a little (that's when I would offer him a bump) but would nod out again. The next morning/day I was still a little sparked because I did more meth than he did and the lingering high takes awhile to go away for me. I then found out that he had eaten 2 more of the 1 mgs sometimes between the night before and that morning. we were kinda feeling back to normal (aside from coming down) but then one of our friends came over and gave us a few hits of white (sadly our friends who partake are very very generous with it, we don't even seek it out at all anymore) a few hours went by and through out that time he took more 1 mgs. I'm not really sure how many, he can be very sneeky. So then it was last night at like 10 pm and we were given a couple of free hits of H and then he traded a few xannax for like a 15 of black. (I'm not sure when he took xannax, how much he took and if it was before or after we smoked a few hits of the free H) I only got like 2 hits out of the sack because he kept thinking he just gave me a hit. (Xannax destroys his memory while hes on it and for a little afterwards) and he was also passing it to one of our friends, so to be clear he didn't smoke that whole sack to himself. he just kept acting more and more fucked up and I doubt he will remember much of last night when he wakes up. He was in the bathroom for like an hour so i kept knocking to make sure he was ok. Finally he came out (everyone left well before it was obvious that he was pretty fucked up). Then he spit phlem into the sink and it was bloody. I got super scared and didn't really know what to do and after trying to ask him how much xannax he took and if he felt ok and trying to keep him from falling asleep as long as I could, I let him fall asleep. I'm next to him right now and he's breathing good. It isn't as shallow as it was the other night. He's been asleep for about 30 mins and i'm going to try and stay up as long as I can so I can monitor his breathing and everything. I haven't slept since tuesday night and I haven't eaten since Wednesday I think. (i'm 100 lbs so i'm pretty drained). My friend left me a little bit of meth but I don't know if I should even do any. Luckily I have a 1 mg xannax to take when I am ready to sleep. Originally I was planning on taking it last night but then people came over and all that happened but now I don't want to take it because I want to make sure my boyfriend is ok. He knows that mixing benzos and H is super dangerous but benzos (xannax in particular) are his weakness. he can eat them like candy. It use to be a lot worse and He has improved a lot on self control when it comes to eating them but the main issue if his memory gets so screwed up on them that he'll forget that he just took another one and take another and so on. I hid the last five that we have from him while he was awake a few hours ago. Is he ok? Why is he coughing up bloody phlem? It wasn't like a huge amount of blood but he spit for me like 3-4 times and all the loogies were red. Is he going to be ok even though he mixed H and Xannax? Is he in the clear because he is breathing normal right now and not shallow? I'm not sure if I should try and sleep or not or if I should stay awake and just make sure he doesn't wake up and fall (xannax makes him off balanced) or even worse, stop breathing. Things have to change . I can't have him mixing things like this and Stupidly I kinda tried telling him that last night while he was fucked up but realized that there is little point in telling him that before he's sober/clear minded.
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