Gibberings CLXXXIV - I settled for HRing on EADD

[Bearlove]

Were you given a reason, or do you know which mod removed you?

As far as I can see, the Loungerats usergroup doesn't exist anymore, so I'm guessing your in the same boat as the rest of us. Are you saying you can't even see it?

Hi Felix, when it went off I subscribed and was able to view it as normal. Then yesterday it seems as I got removed and can no longer see it on the menu :/ - it's a shame, used to enjoy reading a few of the threads.

 

[Sammy G]

Whilst we're on the topic, I'm not in a nice spot. Still couldn't sleep and the last 24 hours saw minor, kind-of-almost-nice-sometimes psychotic symptoms go to the bad kind which leave you feeling really rattled :/. Definitely going to try and beg for some drugs off the doc today. Wasn't expecting this level of aargh. But then I seem to do that: totally underestimate the effects of stopping a loooong binge hehe.

Begging for drugs may not be the answer, but good luck to you nonetheless.

To lurkers; do not do as I do.
Mental illness, especially of the primary Axis, is not something to be toyed with.
If you do decide to embark; read, read and re-read everything.

Thanks for the clarification, and my apologies for getting on my soapbox, but it's a matter that's close to my heart.

I'm a hypocrite because I denied my own mental health problems for over a decade, drugged and drank myself into a mess and continue to abuse alcohol and opiates from time to time. I'm doing my best though, and that involves cutting out a lot of things I used to enjoy. Those crazy breaks with reality were the greatest fun, sure, but they're not worth the heartbreak and emptiness that inevitably sneaks up and coshes you about the head at some point.

Your life is your own, however.

 

[SummerSerenade]

Did meth until midnight, slept like a baby a few hours later. Knew I still had my sleeping ability hidden somewhere. Feel fabulous as fuck but should probably eat something as I err... forgot yesterday. Then out in the pissing rain to find a post box, what fun. Hopefully things will take a more exciting turn this time next week but until then...

 

[Sadie]

Sleep is lush. Day three of my three days off. Had so much planned but nap time it is. can barely keep my head up. Such is life.

Good to hear you got some good sleep summer and are feeling quite rested.

 

[Sammy G]

You should never wish your life away, Summer. Today could be the day that changes everything. I say that as the most pessimistic, dead-souled, cynical bastard alive.

I mean, I saw a woman with bare legs on the way into work. Bare legs in January. Nice bare legs an' all. You don't see enough of that outside of a school hockey field. I could've asked her to marry me, I swear.

But aye, food is a grand idea.

 

[Josh]

Find your nearest postbox before you go out..

www.localpostbox.co.uk/

 

[Sadie]

Sammy you little perve. I like this!!!!!!

 

[Sammy G]

I got carried away, didn't I? Poor woman would probably have a heart attack if she'd known that my left eye was wandering from the pages in front of me. It was just instinctive though.

I wonder how cold they felt to the touch?

 

[SummerSerenade]

Find your nearest postbox before you go out..

www.localpostbox.co.uk/

This is amazing. The nearest post box is much closer than the one I was thinking of. Cheers

Sleep is excellent and I may do some more on my return. Not sure a day in bed is going to be the one that changes my life other than improving my general feeling of wellness but you never know

Also, I most certainly will not have bare legs when I go out to brave the weather. Leggings and jumpers are the order of the day methinks.

 

[ScotchMist]

That post box isn't there anymore Summer..

Fuck knows what I'm doing... it involves me being a cunt though

Someone said something to me today ( in text anyway ) and it's very much rang true with me. Not that what they said lead to what I'm doing, more so the reasons why I'm doing it...

Time for some ponder, after I've finished these drugs 8(

And I will get back to you wise one as soon as... If anyone's wondering, no, it's not Sam

 

[Wenlock]

I'm off to go bake something.

 

[Ceres]

I'm off to go bake something.

 

[Wenlock]

 

[ScotchMist]

I'm off to go bake something.

Save me a slice...


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[ColtDan]

Fuck knows what I'm doing... it involves me being a cunt though

Likewise haha

heh, QFT!
whats more, personally ive never been able to hold on to continued stim use. one dose and a redose and thats it. my brain just doesnt want to go at it any more. must be some sort of failsafe in there, but im luckyu to have it. i have urges to redose but once you get a taste of the horror of psychosis (or even helish comedowns) then the appeal of that life line sniff is gone, at least in my humble experience....

Me neither these days, lack of sleep is bollocks. however i feel fine if i gap it out. yet to experience proper psychosis thankfully, sounds awful

 

[SummerSerenade]

That post box isn't there anymore Summer..

My post box was there, you must be stalking the wrong person

Today has gone quickly despite lack of drugs, feel so restless though. Only a few more days to go at least and then I'll be back at uni and free to do whatever the fuck I want without being paranoid about my parents walking in on me. I love living on my own. Well, kinda on my own anyway... properly on my own would be even better because I am anti-social as fuck.

Ahhh well. Maybe soon.

 

[Sadie]

Today has gone by in a flash. Mostly because I have a massive headache and have slept through it all!!!! Gahhhhhh.

 

[koneko]

Today has gone by in a flash. Mostly because I have a massive headache and have slept through it all!!!! Gahhhhhh.

Are you still ailing flower or just tired from overwork?

The sleep will do you good and on the bright side - his being winter, you're not missing much outside.

It's horrible out here, sleet and gales. I'm staying in and playing around with some sewing, trying to re-cover a "granny" wing back chair in mad turquoise fabric :D The arms are cause me gip

 

[Sammy G]

Sleet and gales? Bleedin' 'eck.

We had about ten minutes of what sounded like torrential rain (I couldn't tell from the office) but when I roved out to get my pre-packed sandwich and me bottle of water, it was glorious sunshine. The sun always shines on the, um, nah.

Still glorious blue skies, but they're very quickly fading like an ill-fated tryst.

 

[Sadie]

I am still sick Kate but this is the mother of all headaches. Dunno where it came from but it can fuck right off from whence it came! UGH! I really just want to sleep and I know at this point its just a case of sleeping TOO much! Over-worked.... A bit bit but because its shift work and I push myself too hard its my own fault.

Does look nasty outside. Was meant to go to the post office today but I have no box for sending pressies so.........