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Gibberings CLXXXIV - I settled for HRing on EADD

Summer, I bet you develop stimulant psychosis at least once before you've had the chance to follow your dreams, set up your business and raise your wee brood.

I genuinely hope I lose the bet, but I know what odds Messrs Hill and Power are offering.
 
Sammy G said:
Summer, I bet you develop stimulant psychosis at least once before you've had the chance to follow your dreams, set up your business and raise your wee brood.

I genuinely hope I lose the bet...
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Leave our flower alone you, you're just jealous. And anyhoo every girl has to try a stim psychosis at least once a bit like wearing 6inch diamond heels, nae knickers and a fur coat :p


Aww Sadie, you curl up and nest, keep cosy and think of all the love around you <3 Indeed being an adult is hard work :\


Sammy did you shave today, you're ever so handsome clean shaven :D
 
ScotchMist said:
Better get used to it Summer seeing as your stimmy choice of drug tends to result in that.. :)

Enjoy it while you can because stims catch up with your body sooner or later, so spending days on end awake whilst trying to hold down your normal day to day stuff like work becomes harder and harder. There's no way I could pull of what I used to do in my youth these days.. One day of missed sleep has me fucked for the rest of the week pretty much..
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Check out mr endurance over here, I'm fucked if I go to bed after 11pm.
 
kate said:
Leave our flower alone you, you're just jealous. And anyhoo every girl has to try a stim psychosis at least once a bit like wearing 6inch diamond heels, nae knickers and a fur coat :p
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Alright, alright. I'll admit I'm slightly jealous I can't do those things anymore. Not that I'd necessarily do them again if I could, but you know how it is.

And what makes you think I haven't tried all those other things, eh? Okay, maybe not the heels.

kate said:
Sammy did you shave today, you're ever so handsome clean shaven :D
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Course I shaved today! I'm back in semi-responsible, semi-grounded mode. And handsome? Why thank you! ;)
 
evening, today has been a very productive day, got a ton of work done.. without an amphetamine boost.. just bout 7 cups of coffee lol.. aint even skinned up yet.. i dunno whats happening to me!
 
ScotchMist said:
Enjoy it while you can because stims catch up with your body sooner or later, so spending days on end awake whilst trying to hold down your normal day to day stuff like work becomes harder and harder.
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Indeed, I'm a young person but having a seeming predilection for psychosis as a stress response it caught up with me very fast, and I haven't touched strong stimulants (except maybe coke when drunk) since I was about 19. Just a very bad move for me.
 
ScotchMist said:
Better get used to it Summer seeing as your stimmy choice of drug tends to result in that.. :)

Enjoy it while you can because stims catch up with your body sooner or later, so spending days on end awake whilst trying to hold down your normal day to day stuff like work becomes harder and harder. There's no way I could pull of what I used to do in my youth these days.. One day of missed sleep has me fucked for the rest of the week pretty much..
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heh, QFT!
whats more, personally ive never been able to hold on to continued stim use. one dose and a redose and thats it. my brain just doesnt want to go at it any more. must be some sort of failsafe in there, but im luckyu to have it. i have urges to redose but once you get a taste of the horror of psychosis (or even helish comedowns) then the appeal of that life line sniff is gone, at least in my humble experience....
 
Bloody hell, when I was taking coke every day for a month no one said anything but now I'm doing stims once/twice every few weeks at most I'm suddenly going to get stim psychosis and I don't know, have my nose fall off and die probably as well. Think I'm well experienced enough by now to know my limits and recently I've been going no where near them (more's the pity) but thanks for the concern.

I wasnt moaning about missing sleep anyway, don't mind once in a while. Especially if I'm missing it for a fun reason ;) Since there is no fun to be had anywhere tonight though I'll take my stupid immature self off to probably do something else that everyone else will think is wrong just because it's what I want. Sleep is the plan though so hopefully no one will object too strongly. Strong objections put me off my morning bagel if I happen to be reading whilst eating.

In fact I best not risk it. Bagel will be enjoyed with no distractions on the morrow. Till then... night fuckerssss.
 
After living with psychosis on a regular basis for 10 years, I barely even notice it on stims. Or maybe I'm just delusional in thinking I'm not delusional? ;)
 
I'm a big fan of black humour, so I take it you're joking.

I'd hate for a lurker who might be prone to psychosis to read those words and throw caution to the wind.

Mental health is more important than spending a night sweating, gurning, wanking or whatever.
 
SproutOnSmack said:
Or maybe I'm just delusional in thinking I'm not delusional? ;)
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Sadly, it might be possible... i always thought that this is the reason some users continue on with obviously unhealthy habits or situations under prolongued stim use. Ive yet to read a psychosis story that didnt scare me
 
Self-deprecating humour, yes.
I've had far worse mania/psychosis when sober than on stimulants.
Though dissociatives WILL fuck me over if abused.
 
Whilst we're on the topic, I'm not in a nice spot. Still couldn't sleep and the last 24 hours saw minor, kind-of-almost-nice-sometimes psychotic symptoms go to the bad kind which leave you feeling really rattled :/. Definitely going to try and beg for some drugs off the doc today. Wasn't expecting this level of aargh. But then I seem to do that: totally underestimate the effects of stopping a loooong binge hehe.
 
To lurkers; do not do as I do.
Mental illness, especially of the primary Axis, is not something to be toyed with.
If you do decide to embark; read, read and re-read everything.
 
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