I am proud to say that I took the plunge, went to mexico, and got treatment at an ibogaine clinic. I probably will be writing about this in much more detail, but I just literally flew back into Newark from California this morning. I left right after christmas, shooting the last of my dope bags, and also downing the last of my Ultra Enhanced Indo on my way to the airport. Flight to SoCal was about 6 hours, so I knew even with using right before boarding the plane I would be dopesick upon arrival in California.
I got picked up at the airport, and crossed the border into Mexico, where I actually got some Oxycodone (2 OP 80s every 10 hours) for the first day upon arrival which was nice. I was hoping for blues so I might actually get a buzz, but since I have a monster tolerance and they gave me the Perdue OPs, it felt I was taking a green 15mg (blue's little cousin) every hour versus getting 80mg all at once. It got me well enough to sleep.
The next morning I started treatment. I have had a lot of personal issues leading up to this, but after reading success stories of morninggloryseed and Xorkoth I felt like it was my best shot to quit dope, which I need to do in my life for a myriad of reasons.
The first 2 days were rough and I was glad to be in a clinical environment because I did have cravings for something just to make me feel comfortable. While ibogaine does take away withdrawal, it is far from "pleasant" and actually presents a "new problem". The most enjoyable part of it is the beginning probably because you feel your withdrawal go away, but you wont be able to eat or sleep or even be able to move easily for anywhere from 12 to 48 hours. and in my case it was like 36 hours before I got any food in me which was just a smoothie and half a grilled cheese. Before that, all I was drinking was water and fruit juice.
It was a serious tax on my body, but I have NEVER, and I mean NEVER detoxed this quickly and felt this good in such a short amount of time. One week later I still have some insomnia and I have the multiple sneezes in a row, but I am not withdrawing.
This ibogaine shit is the real deal. Fuck methadone and suboxone. They were traps for me. I know its early to call it a complete success, but ibogaine has given me more hope and worked better than I couldve possibly expected.