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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

subotai said:
lyo im fucked up man. took me like 10mins just to type this post

got a new phone connect for bundles, blank blue bags but theyll put you on your ass real quick.

when I first met the dude I saved his number under "k" because I have this habit of saving my dealer's numbers under a single letter to save time.

the only problem is I forgot his name but was like 95% sure his name was Mike. so I just avoided using his name for the entire conversation by using an assortment of bros and mans. then, when I finally meet up with him in person, I just go

"what's goin on Mike? *stupidly confident handshake extension*"

and he's like

"my name's Jay bro"

and I just felt like a pile of shit but he was like its all good man and we laughed about it. then I took a piss for seriously 45 seconds long and kept having to back up as the piss was flowing back towards me and I felt like Michael Jackson doing the moonwalk

these bags are really good though. everybody's workinn..for ...the....weekennd
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I have the same habbit of saving dealers numbers under one letter. The dealers often say that's they're name anyway. I know like three dealers named "T".

Wish me luck team nod, my last few nods are coming up this week, then it's ibogaine time come new years.
 
you know, ive done alot of research about ibogaine and i couldnt do it. i'd rather do a form of at home ketamine therapy to be completely honest. i just feel like it would neither be pleasant nor overly helpful.

and i sympathize with the whole not knowing who you're dealing with thing. when i used to sell weed and shit i would pull that all the time and have no idea who's showing up until they got there. sometimes with dealers too, especially ones that give you a bullshit street name. lol.
 
sweet baby jesus. i finally got my christmas bonus, and boy was it delightful. first things i did after i cashed it were buy 2 cherry gatorades (because theyre delicious), the last 15 bags my guy had, a half ounce of gorilla glue and a half ounce of great white shark, an 8th of some afgoo honeycomb crumble oil, a gram of ketamine, a really nice bottle of wine (specifically a rich Malbec. so drinkable. yum), and in an hour im grabbing uber to the girl i love's (eventhough we arent dating. shes my best friend though) house with every intention of dancing the horizontal monster mash.

on a side note, atleast locally here in NY, they're starting to run anti-heroin PSA's in all of the movie theaters prior to every pg-13 and r movie.
 
the cherry ones that are actually white in color right? those are pretty good

im real particular about my gatorade

anyone whos doing heroin isnt going to a movie theater thats retarded

unless, theyre targeting people before they do it. never really works imo. anti drug rhetoric only makes people curious or reaches people who wouldnt have done it anyway

oh but if we can save one child
one life
one future...

fuck that, fix some roads/infrastructure with thay money
 
fuck yea the white gatorades. 2 for 3$ for the larger bottles? fuck yea. until i realize that a pack of cigs, 2 gatorades, and a lighter is like 15 dollars after tax. fuck buying cigs in ny. i need to get more indian reservation cigs. 20 dollars a carton? dont mind if i do.

and about the theaters that's so true. my friend went to the theater earlier today with his friends and did a shot in the theater during said "combat heroin NY" PSA's. i guess they're targeting people before they do it. he said that they target the guy popping a handfull of hydrocodone and realizing that heroin is a financially and addictively good (although realistically a terrible) move.

on a side note, im getting everything together for tomorrow. gots my weed, wax, a case of Brooklyn Lager, bundle of dope*, my best friend i fucked the other night is bringing me xanax cuz she owes me ketamine money, and then we're going to buy even more k.

i always do this. whenever my friend has specific batches of k (the s-isomer is my psychadelic crack. i can give or take the racemic but that s-isomer is my friend..) i do a shitload over like a week and a half. i was wondering why i havent been sick on days that i dont have heroin and i realized that ive had one white nostril caked in K for a few days lol.

*= i need to point this out. i just traded my friend a g of wax and a half g of ketamine (my total cost on this is less than half of a bundle price). he drives over and does everything really quick in his car window...he barely even stopped...which had me nervous. all he says is "merry christmas, buddy" and drives off. i look when i get inside and the bags are legit the size of 3 of the bags im used to. same killer dope but massive bags. tis' the season, i guess. he also gave me a clean rig even though i dont shoot. im thinking of plugging like 4 bags at a rip tomorrow, but is a bitch to use a rig to plug more than once.

merry christmas eve, team nod.
 
I might actually buy some weed idk. I probably wont, but I thought about it. every time I smoke it feels like I cant feel my legs and I wind up just getting real paranoid about how Im breathing.

when I get high on dope it's never a bad time. Im just... tired of a lot of shit in all honesty. I have some money right now and there's like a billion things I could use it for but ive already put it aside for dope. pretty much the day I left this job I was like "when I get that last bank deposit from here im buying a bundle". and now it's time. and I still want it. fuck that, I NEED it.

I remember saying on here there's 3 things that lead to me getting dope: transport (check), money(cheeeeccck), connect(alwaysa check really but double check atm)

and its going to be nice out for the first time in what feels like forever on friday

fuck, this shits gonna be the death of me. just like a few threads ago. so true

so I warmed the piss up in my mouth. damn that was funny
 
i lol'd at that last sentence.

and Merry Christmas, team nod.

last night i decided to buy myself a christmas present and bought my self a new oil rig for my bong. today im not even touching weed due to doing dabs all day. also got like 3 bags that i've already started doing and am buying a bunch later today
 
if they don't they should deffinately contact their union rep and the department of labor about that....
 
spent 3 hours total getting bags yesterday morning and when I finally got the chance to do one of the bags when I got back I asked myself this without even realizing it

"ok so after I do this bag... then what?"

and it was weird because that's where my chain of thought ended. everything had been about just getting the shit up to that point and then I realized I dont actually do anything else anymore.

my hip was really bothering me this morning though, at least that's taken care of for the time being.

I was supposed to have a follow up visit with this suboxone doctor on monday but I only used 3 strips total so far so im not exactly sure why I would even go there. it's such a stupid system imo. complete money maker for the people and they try to legitimize it with a waiting room and some fucking magazine racks. Im just going to cancel it if They wont charge me for the visit still. I got pretty much nothing out or suboxone except an urge to do heroin
 
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jeebis said:
if they don't they should deffinately contact their union rep and the department of labor about that....
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lol. I got this image in my head of the corner boys picketing and berating the scabs coming in that are like 5 year old kids.
 
Heyyy... Used to post here a very long time ago under a different username. Anyway, I was at the methadone clinic after eight or so years of using and I was there for about two years which was OK I suppose, didn't use, just drank.. A lot but recently quit that. Also, my financial aid shut off and I racked up a hefty bill at the clinic until they put me on a discharge taper which was brutal and so I didn't even bother with it after 35mgs. I went two weeks before reverting to old ways just to get out of bed. Step backwards? Hell yes but watching my sister get it in made it pretty hard, also, just been maintaining. The clinic didn't even enform me of my bill until it reached a grand, so that seemed impossible seeing as I don't have access to immediate amounts of money of that level. Before the taper, they gave me a week to pay it off. Im deff not missing the early morning trips there. Ahhh, just rambling, listening to iration, messing with my new tab, feeling alright, about to get ready for the day. Hopefully this site is just as busy as it used to be. I need relief from boredom.
 
oh fuck. your boy Jeebis might have to quit for awhile very soon. my family is finding out about all this (i got family across the country calling me and shit now) + the girl i love wants to drive across country this spring/summer and i am NOT being stuck a car for a couple days in withdrawal. plus she doesnt do dope anymore so i cant ask for stops in philly, chicago, and st louis, and this requires some serious money...ive worked it out in my head that in order to afford gas, beer, weed, and shenanigans for this trip i need to save slightly less than what i spend on heroin a week. or give up smoking weed and you can kiss my ass for that one.

worst part is im sick as shit right now. i just scraped the 4 bags i got yesterday and the straw i used. then i found an old syringe in my desk. now im getting phonecalls from my dealer saying there's new fire in stock.

but im realizing now that i actually make good money doing what i do for a living, but living off of 30-40 dollars a week because of my heroin and marijuana habits are insane isn't cutting it anymore. it was one thing when i was fresh through college and all that shit but im getting older. i dont want to be a 30 something year old junkie alone with nothing to show for it.
 
I hear you jeebis. mostly because anyone who's got a heroin habit cant honestly look themselves in the eyes and say

"this is a positive influence on my life"

my own family is trying to tell me Im too good for the helicopter warehouse receiving job Im going to re-apply for and that I should go back to school but they dont fucking get it, Im never going back to school. ever.

Dont get me wrong, I navigate these conversations like im fucking Ferdinand Magellan but still, this shit is getting old. They dont realize that the more they poke and prod about this shit, the more likely I am to just cease all communication once I actually do get back to it.

And when you really break it down, I DONT have any debt to anyone. I DIDNT overdose and die. I DO know what the fuck Im doing. And I know everyone says that but seriously im not your average dope fiend. Im not even a dope fiend, I just would rather get high than go out and grab a couple beers with some friends.

I dont smoke weed anymore. I dont do psychadelics anymore. I dont SELL drugs anymore. I dont spend money on anything besides a bundle of dope once a week. and it DOESNT have fentanyl in it, it ISNT from someone who's going to rob me, and it's NOT the reason Im in the position I'm in now. If I wasnt doing heroin I probably would have put a gun to my head and blew my brains out years ago, real shit. Not becauss I can't handle life and all of it's hoops and jumps, but because I dont fucking want to.

If I want to get a job that pays 18 dollars and hour and not do shit with the rest of my life than that's just how it is, you dont see me asking for money for shit. I dont cause no harm to anyone, they just bring it on themselves for worrying that Im going to wind up dead in my room from an overdose all because I took to much or something I dont know. and sometimes I seriously wish it would turn out like that, let them reap what they sow and everything.

ugh, now I just want to get high even more but I have to wait until tomorrow. Fuckin ridiculous man, I should have never even left that job to begin with. I dont need a fucking diploma, I just need to get my license back. Last time I checked 1 year is 1 year regardless of how much dope I shoot or bullshit I wade through.
 
dude and I called my brother out so bad on some shit, made him look like a real idiot which isnt that hard because he is an idiot but it felt good man

you snorted a bunch of roxis and smoked crack. I snorted/shot dope. sorry for taking it to the next level bro. just one more thing Im better at than you but I stopped keeping track a long time ago. I also lead the league in making our mom cry and number of dvds burned but thats a skewed statistic since he doesnt know shit about computers or much of anything

all I gotta do is show up, we'll fucking see what's what
 
i see your whole I can shoot heroin thing sub and I raise you
I am better than you because not only have I shot heroin relatively successfully, succeeding in fucking my life up completely, I have injected crystal a few times in my lifetime
crystal>heroin
LMZ>you
have fun being a junkie man, I kinda like being able to shit and whatnot.
Have fun in the county when you end up in there and you're sick and shit.
I'm appalled that I lived the heroin lifestyle for so long and thought it was cool, but maybe I just have high standards since I'm not sticking needles in my arms anymore and since I quit needing to get high everyday or else I would get depressed and all that..
oh
and add "knows how to inject crack cocaine, and has injected crack cocaine" before to my repertoire.
LMZ>you
and I'm clean lololol
 
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LSDMDMA&12784155 said:
i see your whole I can shoot heroin thing sub and I raise you
I am better than you because not only have I shot heroin relatively successfully, succeeding in fucking my life up completely, I have injected crystal a few times in my lifetime
crystal>heroin
LMZ>you
have fun being a junkie man, I kinda like being able to shit and whatnot.
Have fun in the county when you end up in there and you're sick and shit.
I'm appalled that I lived the heroin lifestyle for so long and thought it was cool, but maybe I just have high standards since I'm not sticking needles in my arms anymore and since I quit needing to get high everyday or else I would get depressed and all that..
oh
and add "knows how to inject crack cocaine, and has injected crack cocaine" before to my repertoire.
LMZ>you
and I'm clean lololol
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Shut up you have no room to brag.
Congrats on being off dope, but you're not clean by any means.
And you were just sticking needles into your arm a few weeks ago (shooting meth).
That isn't a lot of time away from the needles.

You say fuck the heroin lifestyle, but you still brag about it everyday. You act like being a junkie made you cool or even cultured. Hahaha no.
 
lol who are you? I mainly talk to myself and sometimes jeebis so Im nof sure what you are even expecting. as far. as. a response goes considering im dipping in and out atm
 
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Hey all...I was just wondering if anyone knew of a site like Jynxie's Natural Habitat? I know that she passed recently and it doesn't seem like the person that took over has kept up with it much. It doesn't have to be strictly for the NY area. I just really like the Art of Glassine and i heard that they are trying to do away with them so I would like to admire as many as I can =)
Thanks
xoxoxo
Bella
 
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