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that or the old
idk if you guys ever heard this
"are you sure you're really attracted to me?" doubting things
WELL I AM ON HEROIN SO I DONT REALLY HAVE SEXUAL DESIRE THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU RAISE SELF ESTEEM
 
LSDMDMA&12786208 said:
that or the old
idk if you guys ever heard this
"are you sure you're really attracted to me?" doubting things
WELL I AM ON HEROIN SO I DONT REALLY HAVE SEXUAL DESIRE THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU RAISE SELF ESTEEM
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Can't really blame the girl for that one. Everyone I've been with while dependent on opies had low self esteem thanks to my lack of libido. 40mg of adderall 3-4 nights a week did the trick though
 
So revised plans tonight which I like better... going to a potluck at 7 with my girl, and then we're going to duck out of there and go hang out with my core friend group... and trip, probably AL-LAD. :) I don't think she'll trip but I'm 95% sure she'll be totally cool with me tripping and hanging out with tripping people, I'm going to present her with the situation when she comes over after work and see how she feels. It's just never come up before, I mean I did trip around her once but it was when we had only been seeing each other a couple of weeks and things are different now. Really for me this is kinda like a big test, if she's not comfortable with it then that's the first issue I will have found. But she's really chill and psychedelics have come up many times with us in conversation and she's always comfortable and down to talk about them. And she has tripped a handful of times. It would be really cool if she wanted to take some too but I'll be happy if I just get to trip with my buddies and have her there hanging out with us.

thenightwatch said:
yeah that drives me crazy. its basically like asking "are your emotions for me rational or irrational?" and the answer they want to hear is "irrational." insanity.
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Yeah some people are crazy. Especially women.

jk :)

...But no, really ;)

I do actually think I found a non-crazy one though. A few weeks ago she was on her period and we were hanging out... she started talking about how she gets really bitchy when she's on it and feels shitty, and apologized for being bitchy that night... thing is, there was absolutely nothing bitchy happening whatsoever, I'm not sure at all what she was referring to. I couldn't even tell she felt shitty except that she winced a few times and held her stomach. It was totally normal hanging out as far as I could tell, the only difference was she wasn't jumping me.
 
no but my whole argument in the girl thing
is that heroin makes you not wanna have sex
so the fact that i'm not all that concerned about having sex with you isn't because there's something wrong with you, its because i'm on drugs
thats what i'm saying.
like she would think I wasn't attracted to her, and i was very attracted to her
i just happened to have been on heroin so i wasn't allowing my true feelings for her to manifest in sex
 
Xorkoth said:
she started talking about how she gets really bitchy when she's on it and feels shitty, and apologized for being bitchy that night... thing is, there was absolutely nothing bitchy happening whatsoever, I'm not sure at all what she was referring to.
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It's a warning shot, lol. They can always contain it at the beginning of a relationship.
 
Hehe, I suppose that's true. Well anyway, she's the coolest, guys. She came over and told me she wasn't feeling too well so she was just going to let me party after the potluck and come back to my house and hang out there while I partied. I told her about the al-lad and she said it sounded awesome and she'll have to try it sometime and that she loves hanging out with tripping people. Then she told me that maybe I should just go to my friend's house instead of the potluck so we could start at an earlier time. I asked her if she was sure (because I know that trick) and she was like yeah, absolutely, she's just going to be a party pooper tonight and this would give me a chance to jam with my friends too (which is true but I didn't even mention it). So we decided she would go to her potluck and I would go jam/trip and she'd just go back to my house and hang out, read a book, and sleep, and be waiting for me when I am able to drive much later tonight. And then she had sex with me. It seemed like it made her happy that I was happy about it. I'll be very surprised if she is actually harboring negative feelings about it. I'm good at detecting those (too good usually).

So... Yeah :-). This girl is a keeper I think. Every time something comes up that makes me nervous due to past experiences with women, she shows me that she's cool and chill and there still haven't been any remotely negative interactions between us. It's only been a few months but this bodes well.
 
Can I be friends with you bumble bee? You see, I'm a sea snake. I arise from the depths of the marmalade ocean every 1000 years to take flight, and soar up to the heights of Mt Zion.
But for real, what kind of conga's did you get Xorkoth? I just picked up a set of Meinl conga's myself and am also tripping tonight. Perhaps we'll tap into a collective rhythm whilst jamming and tripping later!?
Happy New Years all!!
 
Of course we can be frands. I just don't talk to spiders 'cause they're mean, and they try to eat us.
 
was gonna do something with my brother, but he is 50 miles away and couldn't figure out anything worth doing. Going to the largest indoor rock climbing facility in my state with him tommorrow anyway so I will avoid no refusal police bullshit and stay in.

Took a little mxe, will probably be biting the bullet and doing some MDMA for the first time in 5 years or so. Dunno how this is gonna pan out being alone and what not. Will either end up really awesome, or really sad and lonely... hrm.
 
Happy Valentines Day consumers

Welcome to the year 3000 brought to you by Panasonic in affiliation with McZoloft Cola Co.

Make it a good one.
 
Al-lad is pure gold. One of the nicest psychs I've ever had. It's so similar to LSD but with a very overtly positive push.
300ug is almost identical to 300ug of LSD and I would not be able to tell the two apart in a blind test except for how intensely positive the experience is. Lots of laughing and joking. Decent visuals but nothing to write home about, again very reminiscent of LSD.
I can't wait to take it again. In fact last nights trip has given me a craving for acid. I love lysergamides.
 
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EVERYWHERE
BIRDS EVERYWHERE
anyway
am i the only one who intentionally went the fuck to sleep before new years?
i was quilled out last night
 
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