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Gibberings CLXXXIII - Christmas Trees are for presents,not masturbating under. IMO..

Been reading about buddhism lately. Interesting way of looking at the world... got to remind myslef of that when i get angry.
there is no spoon
 
kate said:
What is boring and what are you going to do about it?
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turns out I took a dose of mxp, and did a huge bout of housework and spring cleaning, and now I have an insanely tidy place and am feeling very zen while listening to drumnbass & eating SHIN CUP RAMEN with SUSHI BAR STYLE green tea. Ready for action tomorrow when stuff I am waiting to fall into place falls into place.

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Buddhism's interesting to a certain extent kingme, but I'd say more as a philosophy than as a religion-that too has some quirky stuff in it

Got a call today for a job interview next week, pretty stoked. My gf signed the contract for her new job today-looks like we might be in for some yuppie style moneymaking in 2015!
 
Septonn said:
Got a call today for a job interview next
week, pretty stoked. My gf signed the
contract for her new job today-looks
like we might be in for some yuppie
style moneymaking in 2015!
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Isn't life great when everything just seems to go your way? Hope you do have a great 2015
 
Yeah, i thought G was meant to be on the rocks or accompanied with a little stimulation?? Are you not heading towards black out territory adding booze into the miix.??
 
Yeah booze and G isn't the safest combination but oh well, off he goes!

Dan out of interest is it GBL or GHB? I've only ever bought GBL (formerly because it was legal and latterly because it was cheaper) and couldn't be arsed to convert it. Is GHB noticably nicer?
 
Morning all :)

After a horrible day yesterday having my brain picked apart my a mental health squad, yes squad,students everywhere... why, oh why did i agree to let them sit in 8) Ive usually no problem with it as they've gotta learn, just this time i didnt want to spill my lifestory, hopes ands and fears to an audience... oh well, tis over.. i got home and quickly swallowed a lot of xanax to get over the ordeal..

Anyway... play nice please, otherwise I'll be wheeling out Shambles Respectfullness Sticky again ;) and Raas wouldn't want that
 
Morning. Always nice to start a wednesday at 6am with a 150km drive through fkg and rain on am empty stomach after a 4h sleep.
cheers
 
ScotchMist said:
Morning all :)

After a horrible day yesterday having my brain picked apart my a mental health squad, yes squad,students everywhere... why, oh why did i agree to let them sit in 8)
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Morning one and all...

I know the feeling... I now refuse to let students sit in with me, which seems to be happening every time I go... get a much better vibe with my p-doc that way.

@kingme - sounds awful. <3
 
ScotchMist said:
Morning all :)

After a horrible day yesterday having my brain picked apart my a mental health squad, yes squad,students everywhere... why, oh why did i agree to let them sit in 8) Ive usually no problem with it as they've gotta learn, just this time i didnt want to spill my lifestory, hopes ands and fears to an audience... oh well, tis over.. i got home and quickly swallowed a lot of xanax to get over the ordeal..
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Jaysus, I didn't know that kind of thing happened. I mean, I've had students sit in on GP appointments, but never anything more serious. Must've been gruelling. Kudos to you for getting through it.

I woke at four, got out of bed at four-thirty, and was out of the shower by five. It was a nice leisurely morning, but time soon caught up.

Then I heard from a friend, which made me happy, till I realised what a lousy morning she's been having.

Cold and damp here. Just like my handshake.
 
Yep, it happened alright. All two hours of it, it really was uncomfortable and counter productive really. Id never met the health worker before so to have two students gawping at me and listening to my woes and worries kind of put me off... Ive been put forward for Intensive Individual CBT, which sounds pretty daunting if that assessment was anything to go by :(

They want to know about my feelings, fuck off, they're mine ;)
 
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