Benzodiazepines, alcohol, any GABAergic.
They're all basically the same? And, if you're stupid like me and have been taking a cocktail of them all for months...
Anyways, all the Horrors of the other withdrawals plus, extra bonus of death!
Which doesn't just 'sneak up' on you unawares but tells you its coming, *vomits bile / dry heaves so hard you see 'stars' and can't breath, shivers, twitches so hard you fall out of bed, sweat puddles* its coming! *shits pure acid, prays to God* its coming!! *audio first then full blown visual hallucinations* etc.
For days. And days...when an hour can stretch out forever.
All in all...
a really shit way to go.
I can relate to this so closely, just add in a seizure or two and the most severe sleep deprivation I've ever experienced and you've got close to where I am right now.
Just throw in CT WD from 120mg/day Morphine and being poisoned by a mislabelled RC - y'know, just to make it more fun.
I know your pain bro. My benzo habit was kicked in conjunction with a hefty morphine habit. Seizures suck, as do the seemingly endless months and months of severely crippling mental and physical symptoms associated with PAWS. It does get "better" I guess.
MDMA, or what passed for that in San Antonio. My (ex) gf and I would do 1-2 g in about 3 hours and when inevitable crash hit, it would hit HARD, for like the whole day.