phoeski
Bluelighter
xanax, valium and etizolam fucked up two straight months of my life.the bars were bought not perscribed. so was the etizolam. the 60mg a day valium script wasnt doing it for me after a while so i got on xanax. i went from 4-6mg a day to 18 almost every day. after the bars stopped smaking me in the face i started ordering the MD etizolam and those were just straight candy for me. that went from 10mg a day to almost 30mg a day.
started shooting dope and od'ed every time i used. i went to detox, which was not bad because i was given ativan every day 3x a day. then when i got tot the treatment center the wd really hit.
i had 4 seizures in the first 2 days off everything. when i finally stabilized i had tremors to the point i couldnt write or hold a food with a spoon. double vision to the point where i couldnt read or write for over two weeks.
benzo wd made me feel like i was going insane. id compare it to being plugged into a light socket. constant shaking, mood swings, hot/cold sweats. tired but you cant sleep. the only way to know i slept was i would remember something from the dream that i knew couldnt actually happen.
fuck that noise. ill never get on that shit ever again. id 100% rather have a panic attack and just white knuckle it thru.
dont do benzos folks.
started shooting dope and od'ed every time i used. i went to detox, which was not bad because i was given ativan every day 3x a day. then when i got tot the treatment center the wd really hit.
i had 4 seizures in the first 2 days off everything. when i finally stabilized i had tremors to the point i couldnt write or hold a food with a spoon. double vision to the point where i couldnt read or write for over two weeks.
benzo wd made me feel like i was going insane. id compare it to being plugged into a light socket. constant shaking, mood swings, hot/cold sweats. tired but you cant sleep. the only way to know i slept was i would remember something from the dream that i knew couldnt actually happen.
fuck that noise. ill never get on that shit ever again. id 100% rather have a panic attack and just white knuckle it thru.
dont do benzos folks.