tried methylone twice in the same week (i was told it was mdma) after not doing any drugs for 8 months
first off, from the second i started to feel it i had a strong urge to separate myself from the crowd. it felt so nice to go outside and sit down and smoke a cigarette, all i wanted to do was sit down - as opposed to wanting to keep going (like on mdma).
energy was there. no euphoria. and i would even say less empathy because i was really focused on myself. did not want to leave my comfort zone. made me extremely loopy. wasnt interested in anything that anyone was telling me
and the worst part of it all, i was so anxious and scared about going up to a girl and talking to her. i have never felt SCARED to talk to a girl! sure we've all been nervous before, but never scared.
in short, it feels like exactly what the drug is.. a shortened version of mdma. you're ALMOST rolling, just something is missing. since i thought it was mdma, i began to think that the drug is not for me anymore, and that maybe i had grown up and to move on. turns out it wasnt mdma at all and that mdma, of course, is still for me
first off, from the second i started to feel it i had a strong urge to separate myself from the crowd. it felt so nice to go outside and sit down and smoke a cigarette, all i wanted to do was sit down - as opposed to wanting to keep going (like on mdma).
energy was there. no euphoria. and i would even say less empathy because i was really focused on myself. did not want to leave my comfort zone. made me extremely loopy. wasnt interested in anything that anyone was telling me
and the worst part of it all, i was so anxious and scared about going up to a girl and talking to her. i have never felt SCARED to talk to a girl! sure we've all been nervous before, but never scared.
in short, it feels like exactly what the drug is.. a shortened version of mdma. you're ALMOST rolling, just something is missing. since i thought it was mdma, i began to think that the drug is not for me anymore, and that maybe i had grown up and to move on. turns out it wasnt mdma at all and that mdma, of course, is still for me
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