The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Holey Shit no. 15

[thickskin]

I enjoyed listening to some of "Out of Your Mind" By Alan Watts while on a medium dose of Ketamine. That was my only experience with listening to speeches/audiobooks on dissociatives, though.

Audiobooks on MXE are actually my favourite use of the substance. You have to practice it a little bit so that you focus on what's being said and you can't do it on hole level doses.

First audiobook I listened to Dark Matter (ghost horror story) and it was a great experience. Pretty terrifying as well.

I also listened to the entire Hyperion series on MXE; an experience I also recommend

The duration of MXE is perfect for audiobooks and even at higher doses approaching a hole you can still follow everything that is being said (start off lower though).

I would feel like I was inside the book experiencing what was happening. It wasn't like actually seeing it as visually real. It can be visual to some degree but it's just an enhanced kind of imagination. In other respects it feels like actually being there (emotional reaction, bodily reactions etc..).

Anyone who likes MXE and reading; give it a go! Get something with a voice actor you like. You can get free books off audible and then cancel the subscription before you get charged.

 

[thickskin]

This also works reasonably well with 3-meo-pcp but not really ketamine

 

[MundaneDivinity]

I'm probably just being a little batshit from all the MXE lately, but I really feel like there is some potential for some form of higher level learning of (at least somewhat) complex conceptual material in this state. Like philosophy or theoretical physics or something, if you have the appropriate educational background. Just allowing that material to be absorbed deep into your subconscious on a primal level.

Along with this, of course, probably comes the potential to seriously fuck oneself up psychologically if you inadvertently make a poor choice of listening material.

 

[foolsgold]

that was the best mxe ive have ever had and i mean the very best beyond believe it sent me to places ive never been before the holes last into hours i mean 3 or 4 hours of total out of body experiences hearing music which was not playing in one of them it was the most amazing music ive heard played on one of the massive pipe organs you get in cathedral never had anything like it happen before and ive had some brilliant m-holes in the past but this yellow stuff is the best going so far

just wondering where the rest of my babbling have gone and if i posted it the right thread lol if i did and the mods removed it sorry but i was ecstatic and as normal its left me feeling wonderful full of life no more suicidal tendency just full of ideas for the future

 

[Cream Gravy?]

^indeed, I tried the tan MXE out last night (got off work early lol) and it was substantially different from the white granular stuff I had been getting prior. It felt 'cleaner' and it freakin glued me to the floor hardcore. In fact, at only around 50mg nasally, I think I came the closest to holing that I ever have.

On it being cleaner, it felt like I could much more easily look at my phone and computer screens (usually they set my head spinning) and that I had much less loss of motor control. I have no idea what is truly different about it, but the tan MXE is fantastic and I'm so glad I got 5g's. Should be enough for life, if I don't abuse it >.<

Qualitatively, the tan MXE had a slightly nastier drip, more bitter than the sweet drip of my prior white granular stuff. Also, it was much more powdery and fluffy. Most definitely not yellow, but tan. Maybe y'all perceive colors differently than I do though

 

[foolsgold]

i am looking forward to this new stuff to now that mxm but till then i guess its risking customs once more as this stuff is saving my life at the minute ive never felt so alive like i am tuned in the universe met the devil and god and both said life's to important wasting it wallowing in depression

and this stuff is just blowing my socks a band made for the stuff http://youtu.be/IMeCZnNRfBc Monster Magnet - Monolithic baby! (Full Album)

 

[vortech]

On it being cleaner, it felt like I could much more easily look at my phone and computer screens (usually they set my head spinning) and that I had much less loss of motor control. I have no idea what is truly different about it, but the tan MXE is fantastic and I'm so glad I got 5g's. Should be enough for life, if I don't abuse it >.<

Qualitatively, the tan MXE had a slightly nastier drip, more bitter than the sweet drip of my prior white granular stuff. Also, it was much more powdery and fluffy. Most definitely not yellow, but tan. Maybe y'all perceive colors differently than I do though

Yes that is very valuable with the tan, to be able to focus on a computer screen enough to work, a clearer conduit between two worlds. I made a song in 3 days when i first tried it, first time making nearly the whole thing on MXE, and it turned out to be one of the best songs I've ever made. If anyone is seriously interested in it, electronic music, send me a msg.

About that drip, I found that batch is no good to insufflate, much smoother and potent orally.

 

[vortech]

i am tuned in the universe met the devil and god and both said life's to important wasting it wallowing in depression

Some sacred stuff ain't it!?

 

[fuckUwil$on]

DUDE! There is something seriously twisted with mxe/dissociatives, and me, for being intrigued by them. THEY'RE WIERD. BTW, listen to Flying Lotus new record "You're Dead!" on it, thank me later. I'm done with this for now i think...can i have my head back?

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Yes that is very valuable with the tan, to be able to focus on a computer screen enough to work, a clearer conduit between two worlds. I made a song in 3 days when i first tried it, first time making nearly the whole thing on MXE, and it turned out to be one of the best songs I've ever made. If anyone is seriously interested in it, electronic music, send me a msg.

About that drip, I found that batch is no good to insufflate, much smoother and potent orally.

I'll have to give it a shot orally, the white granular batch I had prior was the only one I had experienced before, and it didn't work well for me orally.

 

[foolsgold]

Some sacred stuff ain't it!?

no not at all it was heavenly ive been so suicidal this last year and to speak with both sides just to tell me that lifes got more in store for me was amazing it can be very scary yes at times i will give you that but this yellow stuff was heavenly

now i know i am going to get shit for this but i mixed it with butane gas as well at that was just insane please don't copy me ive been using the stuff for years 20 plus and for some stupid reason i just had to try it and it was insane notting could bust my bubble

and i mean this do not do what i did i can go through 6 can gas in one session you cant it will kill you

 

[relbatnrut]

Why don't y'all just purify your MXE? Everyone always complains about such and such batch and assigns different characters to different batches (? It's one chemical, people), but it seems like it wouldn't be hard to do a recrystalization. And worth it, to know your dose exactly and not worry about toxic additives. Especially if you're using frequently.

 

[St3ve]

Yes that is very valuable with the tan, to be able to focus on a computer screen enough to work, a clearer conduit between two worlds. I made a song in 3 days when i first tried it, first time making nearly the whole thing on MXE, and it turned out to be one of the best songs I've ever made. If anyone is seriously interested in it, electronic music, send me a msg.

About that drip, I found that batch is no good to insufflate, much smoother and potent orally.

I also find MXE to work quite well to help in giving me new ideas for new electronic songs! I do need to already have some elements there to work with like basic drums, bassline and some cool noises. Starting on a completely new song is a bit cumbersome when on me.

In the post-hole stage of the effects after a high doses I really like making music as well, being a bit manic and smoking a bit of weed will get me really absorbed into my own little music world. You can hear all the small noises so much more clearly as well. PM me your song if you don't mind, I'm keen to hear what you've come up :D.

relbatnrut, how would you go about recrystallising MXE? Dissolve it in alcohol or something, run it through some coffee filters and then let it evaporate off? What if the impurities dissolve as well though? And what's a good solvent for MXE?

 

[fuckUwil$on]

no not at all it was heavenly ive been so suicidal this last year and to speak with both sides just to tell me that lifes got more in store for me was amazing it can be very scary yes at times i will give you that but this yellow stuff was heavenly

now i know i am going to get shit for this but i mixed it with butane gas as well at that was just insane please don't copy me ive been using the stuff for years 20 plus and for some stupid reason i just had to try it and it was insane notting could bust my bubble

and i mean this do not do what i did i can go through 6 can gas in one session you cant it will kill you

Dafuq dude vibes but seriously you don't need mxe you need professional help hope you're just playin'

 

[foolsgold]

Dafuq dude vibes but seriously you don't need mxe you need professional help hope you're just playin'

no i wasn't playing thats what the warning was for

 

[SWIM Had A Dream]

no not at all it was heavenly ive been so suicidal this last year and to speak with both sides just to tell me that lifes got more in store for me was amazing it can be very scary yes at times i will give you that but this yellow stuff was heavenly

now i know i am going to get shit for this but i mixed it with butane gas as well at that was just insane please don't copy me ive been using the stuff for years 20 plus and for some stupid reason i just had to try it and it was insane notting could bust my bubble

and i mean this do not do what i did i can go through 6 can gas in one session you cant it will kill you

Just get some whippets, Jesus...

I think everybody out there snorting lines of MXE like it was cocaine is really missing the point. The same goes for Ketamine. IM injection of fractions of the material people are railing is the way to go. If you want to hole and can't, you are doing something wrong, and increasing dosage ad-infinitum is not the answer. A dark (candles carefully) room, laying down comfortable with headphones, and a focus inward will send you down almost every time IF you want it to.....I haven't pushed it above 40mg ...I get people have tolerances.

Sorry HR, but IM is the only way to go with this one. It prevents compulsive re dosing because if you are still too intoxicated post hole to cook yourself a proper shot...you prob don't need it anyway

 

[vortech]

Just get some whippets, Jesus...

I think everybody out there snorting lines of MXE like it was cocaine is really missing the point. The same goes for Ketamine. IM injection of fractions of the material people are railing is the way to go. If you want to hole and can't, you are doing something wrong, and increasing dosage ad-infinitum is not the answer. A dark (candles carefully) room, laying down comfortable with headphones, and a focus inward will send you down almost every time IF you want it to.....I haven't pushed it above 40mg ...I get people have tolerances.

Sorry HR, but IM is the only way to go with this one. It prevents compulsive re dosing because if you are still too intoxicated post hole to cook yourself a proper shot...you prob don't need it anyway

This is all very true IME and good points to make although seemingly counterintuitive to harm reduction. It really is a very different experience, almost like a different drug when used IM or IV (and intrarectal to a lesser extent). It is hard NOT to hole through these routes and with lower doses than other routes.

But like I've said before, these ROAs are not for the faint of heart. if you are worried about the addictive potential or already love MXE a little too much, going with these direct routes is the opposite direction of safe and balanced use unless you really got a strong mental/physical/spiritual fortitude.

 

[foolsgold]

Just get some whippets, Jesus...

I think everybody out there snorting lines of MXE like it was cocaine is really missing the point. The same goes for Ketamine. IM injection of fractions of the material people are railing is the way to go. If you want to hole and can't, you are doing something wrong, and increasing dosage ad-infinitum is not the answer. A dark (candles carefully) room, laying down comfortable with headphones, and a focus inward will send you down almost every time IF you want it to.....I haven't pushed it above 40mg ...I get people have tolerances.

Sorry HR, but IM is the only way to go with this one. It prevents compulsive re dosing because if you are still too intoxicated post hole to cook yourself a proper shot...you prob don't need it anyway

it was a stupid thing to do i know but its an old habit that just got the better of me the other day so its back to banning it from the house

 

[psood0nym]

Just get some whippets, Jesus...

I think everybody out there snorting lines of MXE like it was cocaine is really missing the point. The same goes for Ketamine. IM injection of fractions of the material people are railing is the way to go. If you want to hole and can't, you are doing something wrong, and increasing dosage ad-infinitum is not the answer. A dark (candles carefully) room, laying down comfortable with headphones, and a focus inward will send you down almost every time IF you want it to.....I haven't pushed it above 40mg ...I get people have tolerances.

Sorry HR, but IM is the only way to go with this one. It prevents compulsive re dosing because if you are still too intoxicated post hole to cook yourself a proper shot...you prob don't need it anyway

Rectal administration is nearly indistinguishable from IM -- all the benefits and none of the drawbacks, i.e. safer, faster, cheaper, easier. The majority of reports indicate that snorting, strangely, seems even less potent than oral. It's the worst.

 

[St3ve]

I'll agree that snorting is less effective than oral, I don't bother with other ROAs. Not to mention that MXE seems to be pretty bad for your nose. I still have scabs and runnyness in my nose from sniffing it 2 weeks ago. Snorting MXE is only worth it if you are on a night out and wish to get a little out of it. It's easier to sniff a bit of your key than sneaking into the bathroom and weighing out an oral dose... Better of course is to prepare some rizla wraps/caps before you head out.