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foolsgold

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as you can guess i failed to have the bollocks to slit my wrist again last night

really understand that some of you are going to be pissed at me so i wont be around much till things settle down

sorry ok but something snapped again last night and i am at my wits end with it all
 
hey dude

im sorry to hear you are in such a bad place.
i dont know the story from "last night" nor does it really matter, but im sure that people here care more about you than you think, and noone is going to be pissed at you

have you got someone to talk to over there?
how about that councillor that was supposed to come round your place to help?
 
foolsgold said:
as you can guess i failed to have the bollocks to slit my wrist again last night

really understand that some of you are going to be pissed at me so i wont be around much till things settle down

sorry ok but something snapped again last night and i am at my wits end with it all
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FG - your getting help now, you have a support group and you can get your troubles into perspective. I know your going through so much shit at the moment, hang in there :)

Hugs
Bear
 
I can't give you bear hugs, but you know that we are all here for you.

As Bear said... you're starting to make progress so the future is looking good even if things are tough now. <3
 
Leave that PV alone when it arrives mate, easier said than done i know, self control and drugs is not a strong point of mine but surely you can see the brief escapism isnt worth the price you pay...

If you're feeling this way now it'll only be amplified after a run of 5 days..

Take care of yourself FG <3
 
FG I 'm not pissed at you I 'm worried. I'm going to give you my number n if you feel This way you're more than welcome to contact me. I think you need serious help. You appear to have low self-image n this is not the answer. What's your Charlie going to do without his FG to look after him? And who am I going to have a good whinge with to put the world to rights? :D
I really think you need to contact AnE or the samaritans n get immediate help. I know you say you don't wish to talk to people, FG, and I respect that but you can't keep going on like this. You really need immediate help, now. I wouldn't be a proper friend to you if I wasn 't honest. And you were there for me other week when I was at an extremely low point n we're here for you, FG, because you are loved n wanted no matter what bad is going on, and you'd be missed, HEAPS!

Thinking of you, FG xxxx

Evey
 
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Get some help please.

ScotchMist said:
Leave that PV alone when it arrives mate, easier said than done i know, self control and drugs is not a strong point of mine but surely you can see the brief escapism isnt worth the price you pay...
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He thinks its medicine for him, psychosis triggering a reset switch or something
 
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Eveleivibe said:
There's nothing wrong with my post, beary. I have E-mailed FG my number, don't worry I wasn't going to give it to him on this thread <3. It's only encase he needs to contact a friend if feeling low, that's all (sorry, FG, to talk about you in 3rd person).

Evey
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Actually there is a lot wrong with your post (IMHO) - basically the bit I removed when I quoted your message! Thats just me though.
 
FG - have you told the professionals the truth about you feeling suicidal? It's just that when I was training to be a counsellor, we were all instructed that if a client came with an intent to harm themselves in this way ( excluding self-harm as it's a different thing entirely to suicidal thinking) we were able to breach confidentiality n make the necessary referrals. I 'm concerned here that you may not have been completely honest with those trying to help
You.

I'm not trying to frighten to, FG , honestly I'm not but this is a continual pattern with you n if you're not entirely honest can can anyone truly help you get better. If you did have to go to a mental hospital or whatever for a while, would it be so bad if they helped you get better? You can't keep going on like this as one day you may end up doing something silly n there'd be no way back n none of us want that.

I really feel that you must be truly honest with those trying to help you so that you get the most appropriate help for YOU.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
There's nothing wrong with my post, beary. I have E-mailed FG my number, don't worry I wasn't going to give it to him on this thread <3. It's only encase he needs to contact a friend if feeling low, that's all (sorry, FG, to talk about you in 3rd person).

Evey
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Bearlove said:
Actually there is a lot wrong with your post (IMHO) - basically the bit I removed when I quoted your message! Thats just me though.
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I don't think there was anything wrong with the post other than being a bit tl;dr.
 
Bearlove said:
Actually there is a lot wrong with your post (IMHO) - basically the bit I removed when I quoted your message! Thats just me though.
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Would you be so willing to discuss this with me in PM please? This is FG's thread n I don't want this overshadowing someone in need of a lot of help n support. I'm sorry that you feel I've said something wrong but as far as I can see I was giving a friend support as he did me when i was feeling similar a few weeks ago.

(Will delete this post in a bit as this is not about me) <3

Thanks ,

Evey
 
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Same thing. You were passing your opinion on Evey's post (and have every right to), and in return I passed out my perspective on yours (with every equal right). Now stop whinging, and take your validating with more grace! lol
 
C'mon Foolsgold.

Your a good lad. You can work though it.

You have many folk who are here for you on bluelight. Take care.

Swedge
 
Please look after yourself man your a good bloke and theres people here who do care and you can talk to.
If you have a doctor or healthcare keyworker tell them exactly how you feel they can help.
Take care FG
 
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