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Gibberings CLXXVI - We might have hit 100 before one of these dopey fuckers noticed

I have a celtic cross. That's how my sleeve started. It was bigger than i thiught so I thought f it I'll add roses, the words, tranquility, serenity, calm, freedom' n make a sleeve.

Raas is is a good person. A lot of people have him wrong here. My trolls E-mailed me during my infaction saying he'd deliberately set me up to be banned. I stupidly took the bait n was nasty to him a whole month. He didn't turn on me n still was my friend. I didn't understand it. But I realised they were wrong in all they said - so changed my E-mail address so they can no longer contact me.

I almost lost a good friend over them n honestly don't understand why he's still my friend n puts up with me because I wouldn't.

Evey
 
foolsgold said:
that looks good bet i cost a fair bit though i would have more if i could afford to
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Thanks, FG, that's nice of you to say, yeah my sleeve has taken my over two years. It costs £55 per hour as I'm on session rates, for having the sleeve done. I'm having 'evey' on the 25th with the peace sign and flames coming through it. It represents the battle within me for drama v's peace.

All my tattoos represent something extremely personal to me and they're a way of helping me express myself in ways I never could otherwise.

I had the One2One logo a few years ago, yes but I get extremely attached to things n people; I get scared of lose and change. I get scared of people walking out on me and losing things so I need a way of stopping it from happening and from the emptiness so I obsess over stuff in order to stop myself. So I'm trying not to be like that anymore...

So I wish people would stop making jokes that I'd have a "raas" tattoo, he is an extremely good friend and stuck by me when others just ditched me as it was easier to become popular and what-not. I'd honestly not blame Raasy if he never spoke to me ever again but no matter what I threw at him the past month he didn't and still remained a friend. After that, I value him as a friend and could NEVER think wrong of him EVER again.

Every
 
Allein said:
the inner arm is supposed to be quite painful
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It's not that bad, try getting your ribs or foot done, that hurts like fuck. I like pain (weird) but my foot was almost unbearable near the end.

Good tattoos cost so much, almost wish I could have the money I spent on mine back for drugs. Not because I don't love them, because I'm a fucking druggy. Cocaine is expensive man 8)
 
SummerSerenade said:
It's not that bad, try getting your ribs or foot done, that hurts like fuck. I like pain (weird) but my foot was almost unbearable near the end.

Good tattoos cost so much, almost wish I could have the money I spent on mine back for drugs. Not because I don't love them, because I'm a fucking druggy. Cocaine is expensive man 8)
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TBH and from experience not just with needles I have a high tolerance for pain, I find it relatively easy to sort of separate my self from the physical sensation, I kow that sounds a bitch 'macho' but it's factual, I cry quite a bit about emotional stuff and use moisturised if that helps my case;)

Yeah work has gone up a fair bit, I've know this guy for years and pop in for a chat from time to time even though I had nothing done for maybe 25 years, he used to come out to local illegal raves as well ( bloke must be about 65 now) so we've shared al sorts ;)

I'm glad I never had anything done below my upper arms, I still get an odd reaction to them as often people canlt fit it in with my specy techy persona. I had my belly button pierced in 89 by a mate that had gone to the US to learn how to do it, I still have a banana bar in it and doubt I'll ever take it out but I never had my eyebrows done as planned and stopped wearing earings, it just dosnt help at work IME. Its a crazy world that someone would judge you on such personal things but they do.
 
If you want it, make it happen, A lot of my friends have disabilities. most of them were in a wheelchair and lived more independent lives than even I.... no joke. Sian, my friend, was riddled with arthritis, died before her 18th birthday, on the operation theatre, during a hip operation, a lot others have died EXTREMELY young but I'd really not like to talk about that. I held of STUPID grudge with Sian, and it's the reason I will NOT hold grudges. I flare up, yes but that's it.

After I was TOLD to CUT ALL TIES WITH EX by authorities, two years I meant to contact my friend, Lewis, because he was not on the phone; he died of cancer; I never had the chance to say goodbye or even to try and support him through it. No matter WHAT was going on with me (prospect of losing my daughter due to ex), I'd have 100% been there for Lewis - but never had the chance, I never even knew what cancer he died of :( He was 29 years old, ffs!!!!! Had his whole life to live, spent most of it caring for his Mam... Why??????? All I can do is show my sorry but fighting against cancer n not letting him down any further, because I let him down. I cut contact with ex n never got back in contact with Lewis, two years later he's dead due to cancer n I find out via fucking Facebook :( No goodbye n no way of EVER putting it right... Same with Sian who died during a hip operation, never had a chance making amends - 18 years old and dead... she was riddled with arthritis, in a wheelchair, never felt sorry for herself, always got involved n was only going for a hip operation.... I had to fall out with her as she preferred someone else's friendship to mine, no way of putting this right...

And people wonder why I don't hold grudges, call me "erratic," because I can't because I get scared people will die and I'll have no way to make amends, ever....

Evey
 
People are so surprised by the fact I have tattoos too, being a little posh girl I guess I'm not really the type you would expect to have anything big done if anything at all. I got all mine done by a quite well known London tattoo artist, £80 per hour so considering my half sleeve took about er... 12 or so you can work out how much that all cost.

Don't think I'd get anything else done, at least not for a while anyway, definitely not anything below the elbows because I don't want to fuck up any future career opportunities. Plus I think what I've got is already enough coverage as it is really. Sometimes less is more eh?

I've got a few ears piercings, took most of them out though cos they started to piss me off after a while, had my belly button done when I was 13 too but it wasn't done well so now I have a shitty scar which is annoying. Ah well, live and learn right? And I have far worse scars than that anyway :P

As for pain, ahh, I can separate myself from it but it doesn't really bother me anyway. I'm just super tough I guess ;)

Get what you're saying about not holding grudges Evey, life really is too short. I've been starting to see that recently. I never used to take chances and was so scared about being honest with people but I've started to realise that if you don't trust people then you can never be hurt but you can also never be really happy. Sometimes you do just have to risk it. And sometimes, it does work out <3
 
SummerSerenade said:
People are so surprised by the fact I have tattoos too, being a little posh girl I guess I'm not really the type you would expect to have anything big done if anything at all. I got all mine done by a quite well known London tattoo artist, £80 per hour so considering my half sleeve took about er... 12 or so you can work out how much that all cost.

Don't think I'd get anything else done, at least not for a while anyway, definitely not anything below the elbows because I don't want to fuck up any future career opportunities. Plus I think what I've got is already enough coverage as it is really. Sometimes less is more eh?

I've got a few ears piercings, took most of them out though cos they started to piss me off after a while, had my belly button done when I was 13 too but it wasn't done well so now I have a shitty scar which is annoying. Ah well, live and learn right? And I have far worse scars than that anyway :P

As for pain, ahh, I can separate myself from it but it doesn't really bother me anyway. I'm just super tough I guess ;)

Get what you're saying about not holding grudges Evey, life really is too short. I've been starting to see that recently. I never used to take chances and was so scared about being honest with people but I've started to realise that if you don't trust people then you can never be hurt but you can also never be really happy. Sometimes you do just have to risk it. And sometimes, it does work out <3
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LOL 'tis weird because I keep myself to myself although I had a row with someone, IRL, this week. I'm not good at confrontation and I was panacking over something and ended up saying f off to someone, I tried to apologise to her but she threatened to have me by the gates; saying I was a bad lot n have caused trouble before.... I was so incredibly confused by this as I keep myself to myself n no one around my parts actually knows me. It really upset me because I hate anyone thinking ill of me n that I would do anything bad to anyone. I didn't know the women in question, was just concerned about my daughter n needed to find her as apparently she'd told them, she was meant to be in after-school club, which wasn't true....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i'm sooooo tired, just want to lie down.

Evey
 
SummerSerenade said:
Don't think I'd get anything else done, at least not for a while anyway, definitely not anything below the elbows because I don't want to fuck up any future career opportunities. Plus I think what I've got is already enough coverage as it is really. Sometimes less is more eh?


As for pain, ahh, I can separate myself from it but it doesn't really bother me anyway. I'm just super tough I guess ;)
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People do need to think about it, many still have a dim view of tattoos and I like to promote the techy specy persona a bit, it makes life easier, I used to wear earings in both ears but had so many negative comments I decided they werent that important to me.

I think this country is slowly changing but tattoos visble on wrists lower arms and hands are a serious disadvantage in my work, I doubt I'd have my current job.

I general whilst I have a high tolerance of pain I'm not into it for pleasure but tattoos were at least partly enjoyable, maybe it's the sustained pain releasing more endorphine etc.
 
I was only saying yesterday that I would disown my daughter if she dated a guy with tattoos below the elbows or above the collar bones.

I can't believe how many losers around here have tattooed necks and knuckles then complain that they can't get a well paid job
 
One Thousand Words said:
I was only saying yesterday that I would disown my daughter if she dated a guy with tattoos below the elbows or above the collar bones.

I can't believe how many losers around here have tattooed necks and knuckles then complain that they can't get a well paid job
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Allein said:
I was only saying yesterday that I would disown my daughter if she dated a guy
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One Thousand Words said:
I was only saying yesterday that I would disown my daughter if she dated a guy with tattoos below the elbows or above the collar bones.

I can't believe how many losers around here have tattooed necks and knuckles then complain that they can't get a well paid job
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hahahaha our OTW, you want a reaction, don't ya?! lol...
You've the right to your opinion... I've LOT of tattoos, and tattoos don't make someone bad or not good enough for your daughter, y'know. Would you not prefer your daughter to be happer with someone who loves her n keeps her safe? Isn't that what matters? I'm sure you're a good, caring father.... You've always been a decent person to me, despite what others have said, I respect your opinion but please think on what I've said. You're daughter could end up with someone with no tattoos but keep be violent and risky and she could end up with someone with tattoos. who could protect her, you never know.

Evey
 
I'll judge them the same way as someone who wears a skivvy or has a "fuck off, we are full" sticker on the back of their ute.

It's foolish to judge a book by its cover but it is equally foolish not to judge someone for making bad decisions.

There is a time and place for tattoos. If she dated a successful artist who is intelligent and honest that's fantastic, but neck tattoos will make it so much harder for me to treat him as an equal.

Then again I have the same reservations with people who wear sporting team apparel when they are not actively playing sports too
 
They're trying to date your daughter, thats more than enough justification to consider them sub human and certainly not suit bale for your daughter to even acknowledge :D
 
One Thousand Words said:
I'll judge them the same way as someone who wears a skivvy or has a "fuck off, we are full" sticker on the back of their ute.

It's foolish to judge a book by its cover but it is equally foolish not to judge someone for making bad decisions.

There is a time and place for tattoos. If she dated a successful artist who is intelligent and honest that's fantastic, but neck tattoos will make it so much harder for me to treat him as an equal.

Then again I have the same reservations with people who wear sporting team apparel when they are not actively playing sports too
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Tattoos aside, I can see where you're coming from. My daughter is only five but I won't even let her have her ears pierced and will probably be extremely paranoid as to who se sees when she's older, I'm already apprehensive over certain friends of hers now, who are years older than her - and when come to my house, try to cause trouble for her. Because I'm scared of confrontation, find it EXTREMELY difficult to deal with. I wish I was one of these mouthy parents who told certain kids to "do one," but unfortunately I'm not.. I respect any parent who is, because I find that extremely difficult...

I'm certainly NOT looking forward to her becoming a teenager LOL.... She's absolutely stunning, n trying to find a way of knowing who's gna keep her safe.... aggggg, I have AT LEAST, ten years, but I fear those times LOL..

Evey
 
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