Gibberings CLXXVI - We might have hit 100 before one of these dopey fuckers noticed

[stoopidlies]

Fg - you seem like a good lad, I wouldn't worry too much about the rozzers mate if they wanted to lock you up they would of already! I'm a lurker. .. but I must say I'm glad you're not on the pv as much well done lad.

Also out of interest, when charlie couldn't pee (my cats also called charlie) was it that crystal thing in the piss tubes, can't think of the proper name. My cat had that cost 370£ to fix the poor fucker.

Random I know but hope your well.

 

[Eveleivibe]

yeah ive been blacking out on benzo aint i caused some trouble some one rang the coppers and now i am waiting to find out what happens not really il just have to give him up to some one any way i dont really want to talk about this now hun but cheers bed time soon feeling ill as fuck to night

Ok you tske care. And I kinda think stoopidlies has a point - they'd have locked you up by now if they thought you were a danger. I know it's easier said than done but please try not to worry as that's going to make you worst.

Take Care,

Evey

 

[Allein]

Hmmmm Xanax or more speed this is Friday dilemma and not one I face often of late. Think I might go yo bed and surf tinternet, I toured TOR the other day looking at all the fraud stuff, people are getting away with selling 8GB USB drives loaded with Linux Tails for £30 quid, I check ebay and they are over 20, thinking I'll buy 5 decent ones for tops £3 each and sell them for £20, could be a good niche, some are selling latop with the hd removed and charging more than a decent working one

 

[SmokingAces]

yeah ive been blacking out on benzo aint i caused some trouble some one rang the coppers and now i am waiting to find out what happens not really il just have to give him up to some one any way i dont really want to talk about this now hun but cheers bed time soon feeling ill as fuck to night

You need to stop taking too much drugs mate. Like myself I regret taking that viagra so much looks like no sex for a couple of days at least

 

[Eveleivibe]

Oh it's ace being back on Bluelight. I love this site heaps n heaps. Love you peeps in EADD. Gawd it feels like Christmas being back. I hated feeling excluding n rejected from here. Really, really love you all. And I 'm sobre by the way.
Ahhhhh bed is calling.

Love this place! You're all just ACE!

Evey

 

[Allein]

question for you right could a computer be set up to block rc sites ? like a porn blocker would

Hmm you could setup a white list of sites you were OK to visit, and try and block adult content but I doubt it would be 100%. I've used more sophisticated product for larger networks but I belive they need hardware.

Try a filter rpogram aimed at kids and see what you can configure, Im guessing you know how to 'ontaint' such things?

yeah ive been blacking out on benzo aint i caused some trouble some one rang the coppers and now i am waiting to find out what happens not really il just have to give him up to some one any way i dont really want to talk about this now hun but cheers bed time soon feeling ill as fuck to night

from one who has has made more of an arse of myself like this in the past, my advice is stabilize your daily dose however high that might be and try ad stick to it, It sounds like nothing buy its a massive fist step. try and hold out on the next dose so the one after can be bigger if thats what you have to do. These things are not making you better even though you think they are, I make no apologies for mt honesty on this you know its motivated by care

 

[BlueBull]

question for you right could a computer be set up to block rc sites ? like a porn blocker would

Hmm you could setup a white list of sites you were OK to visit, and try and block adult content but I doubt it would be 100%. I've used more sophisticated product for larger networks but I belive they need hardware.

Try a filter rpogram aimed at kids and see what you can configure, Im guessing you know how to 'ontaint' such things?

Software suites are a good solution indeed, because they're highly configurable. Though if the person that uses the PC and needs to be blocked is IT-illiterate and if they need to be blocked 24/7 without extra requirements you could just block the sites by routing them to 127.0.0.1 in the hosts file. It's easily circumvented if they know how, but if they don't it saves you the trouble of having to install extra software, plus it's super easy to do. If you want to know how just send me a PM, I'll explain how to do it

 

[foolsgold]

Fg - you seem like a good lad, I wouldn't worry too much about the rozzers mate if they wanted to lock you up they would of already! I'm a lurker. .. but I must say I'm glad you're not on the pv as much well done lad.

Also out of interest, when charlie couldn't pee (my cats also called charlie) was it that crystal thing in the piss tubes, can't think of the proper name. My cat had that cost 370£ to fix the poor fucker.

Random I know but hope your well.

that's exactly what he had cost me around the same

sod the pv glad some one robbed my account last week card skimmed or a bent vendor don't know yet well ive a good idea but you cant name names on here

ive been in and out the cop shop a few times this year and in the last few days been done for drugs more than once so its the nick if i remember what they told me right

 

[ponch]

Hmmmm Xanax or more speed this is Friday dilemma and not one I face often of late. Think I might go yo bed and surf tinternet, I toured TOR the other day looking at all the fraud stuff, people are getting away with selling 8GB USB drives loaded with Linux Tails for £30 quid, I check ebay and they are over 20, thinking I'll buy 5 decent ones for tops £3 each and sell them for £20, could be a good niche, some are selling latop with the hd removed and charging more than a decent working one

How many are actually selling though? I cant imagine the demand is that high.

The fraud stuff on there is quite interesting as is the counterfeit currency, i always presume it's someone just using a home office ink jet printer and standard copy paper.

 

[foolsgold]

Hmm you could setup a white list of sites you were OK to visit, and try and block adult content but I doubt it would be 100%. I've used more sophisticated product for larger networks but I belive they need hardware.

Try a filter rpogram aimed at kids and see what you can configure, Im guessing you know how to 'ontaint' such things?



from one who has has made more of an arse of myself like this in the past, my advice is stabilize your daily dose however high that might be and try ad stick to it, It sounds like nothing buy its a massive fist step. try and hold out on the next dose so the one after can be bigger if thats what you have to do. These things are not making you better even though you think they are, I make no apologies for mt honesty on this you know its motivated by care

no your right i got over confident because of them and the fuckers have split my personality as well the are two different people that appear with out warn or me noticing till the next day when i look at whats be wrote or done

 

[Eveleivibe]

FG hang in there, ok. I think Allein gave you some good advice there. Get stable on an amount you feel comfortable n then taper gradually. If you do go to jail , they can't make you go cold turkey as it's not safe to do so, same with alcohol addiction or tramadol - could cause seizers. Whatever happens we care n we'll be here waiting, ok.
If I lived close, would have looked after your cat for you.
Could you maybe look into catteries or cats protection? I know you wouldn't want anyone to have but I'm just suggesting precautions in a worse case scenario event.

Evey

 

[foolsgold]

ive got one called k9 that filters out what you want blocked this place straight off so i just need to set it up get some one else to set the pass word a hey bingo

 

[BecomingJulie]

Also out of interest, when charlie couldn't pee (my cats also called charlie) was it that crystal thing in the piss tubes, can't think of the proper name. My cat had that cost 370£ to fix the poor fucker.

Calcium oxalate?

Oxalic acid (a common laboratory reagent; unusually for an organic acid, it has a high dissociation constant) is found naturally in some leafy green vegetables. The calcium salt is insoluble; and precipitates out in your kidneys, causing difficulty passing water and a build-up of toxins in the bloodstream, and in your cartilage, causing joint pain.

Really not stuff you want a lot of in your body at once .....

 

[foolsgold]

got told he was like hours away fro death but you know what vets/doctors are like i panic if i he doesn't pee for a day or so because its like how do i get 300 fast that and i don't want him to die

 

[Allein]

How many are actually selling though? I cant imagine the demand is that high.

The fraud stuff on there is quite interesting as is the counterfeit currency, i always presume it's someone just using a home office ink jet printer and standard copy paper.

Quite true from research Id need to sell on a Tor site with a much greater range, laptops setup with no hardrive and stuff. I just notised a couple of people selling them for £20+ so it might be a start to see the demand there at least.

I'm going to be stuck at home in a wheel char for a bit and it might pass the time and see if I could make real money at it, I used to deal in office clearance (just the IT stuff) and did OK ut it was hard work and low return, Ive other things I could look into,legal stuff but not to be sold outside TOR. Loads are selling 'how to hack XXX guides, I could write one of the popular ones in 30mns, other stuff I wouldnt share.

I'm sure there is decent money to be made and October / November are giving me a chance to have a proper trial run, it will be all legal stuff, I've interest in dark net crime

 

[BecomingJulie]

Noel Fielding is gorgeous xxxxx

 

[foolsgold]

what the fuck do people see in him he is and ugly bugger

 

[mydrugbuddy]

FG you could scramble your passwords for some RC sites. Allthough there may be ways round that, it may not be easy if your problem is ordering stuff when you're wrecked. It could prevent you doing that, and when you sober up trying to get round it might give you time to stop and think. If you are in that mindset atall, it took a lot of 'brain re-programming' or 'brain washing' from my drugs support team for me just to get to the stage of stopping to think for a bit, and having an internal dialogue, before ordering or taking anything.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Scrambling passwords would work. There's ways round everything. Content lock could work but then you'd have no access to Bluelight. PLEASE don't take this the wrong way but that may be a good idea. I'm not saying none of us want you here, far from it, but if you're trying to keep off drugs BL may hinder that. On the other side, BL may help in that we'll help support n advise you as best we can. I know you have my E-mail n you have inflo 's so that two people from here you've got contact with off-site, oh n maxalfie (sorry maxalfie).

Oh INFLO I meant to say happy belated Birthday to you but your creepiness thread is closed, so will say it here, HAPPY Belated Birthday.

Think Raasy is taken break from BL so I wish him luck with it. I realise it's a bit selfish of me trying to persuade him back if he needs space so will leave him to it n wish him the best with doing what he needs to do.

Ahhh better eat this boiled egg butty (on wholemeal bread) n get lil' me ready for swimming lessons.

Evey

 

[Eveleivibe]

WOW that's bloody freak, I've two iPhone contracts (one needs to be cancelled) n someone just messaged me through iMessage (if two have iPhone you use iMessage, which is free ) well the message was on my old iPhone but also came on my new iPhone n also on my iPad too. How freaky n ace is THAT???

Apple - I LOVE YOU! Hah! Yes the smallest things amuse n fascinate me :D

Evey