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Gibberings CLXXVI - We might have hit 100 before one of these dopey fuckers noticed

Shambles said:
Cos the effects of GBL are somewhat similar but also vastly superior to those of ethanol is why.
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Hmm - not so sure about that. It's definitely more euphoric, but the side effects are too much for me. I managed to get to a point of horrific WDs from the stuff after just a fortnight or so (shaking, full on panic attacks etc.) I've never had the like from booze and I'm not averse to abusing the hell out of that. Plus it tastes absolutely foul and stomach turning (though holding your nose when dosing does help)
 
^ That's abuse though innit. Abuse any addictive substance heavily enough and you'll get some pretty shitty effects. I've never been able to drink alcohol 24/7 for months at a stretch to compare myself. I've also never had w/d symptoms from GBL for some bizarre reason. Not for one moment suggesting others don't - nor that I most surely could and should - but so far never really have. Phenibut on t'other hand... 8(

Creepy_McGee said:
I know that they are similar, but "vastly superior" is a fact that I will have to have confirmed.
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I just did. YMMV as ever.
 
Just been reading some stuff about benzos causing depression and rebound anxiety I suspect it must have some basis if I could be fucked to look harder. I can't stop crying been about 6 hours now..I am actually OK ish and I knew there would be an almighty pay back after last weekend and further ongoing through last week shenanigans..then I actually did fruck my back on Thursday which is hardly surprising after running around like a loon cleaning and tidying which then led to this weekend being a right off..a planned weekend off wonderous ness and road trips and old friends and getting geting dressed up etc etc..I couldn't even stand up..so I being me hit the diaz and the codeine and the etz and the xanax..not exactly one to do anything by halves.

So worked out about 22 diaz over 26tish hours yesteray..tha is rather a lot..I have stopped a while ago I just feel so sad..and der dumm derrrr feel like taking a xanax or 3..oh fuck it can someone have a word?

I need spanking and taking in hand (and not in a pleasurable way) just ..any chance of someone in a less terrifying and yes you should know better and what did you expect type way..than the word I am currently having with myself.
 
inflorescence said:
So worked out about 22 diaz over 26tish hours yesteray..tha is rather a lot..I have stopped a while ago I just feel so sad..and der dumm derrrr feel like taking a xanax or 3..oh fuck it can someone have a word?

I need spanking and taking in hand (and not in a pleasurable way) just ..any chance of someone in a less terrifying and yes you should know better and what did you expect type way..than the word I am currently having with myself.
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Yeah my girl friend gets emotional when she's had benzos the night before. I do as well some time, although usually more angry! I think it's because you lose the anxiety which your body fighting to hold back the deeper emotions, which then run wild. Hope ya feel better soon. Remember, it's just the drugs - things arn't really all that shit.
 
inflorescence said:
Just been reading some stuff about benzos causing depression and rebound anxiety I suspect it must have some basis if I could be fucked to look harder. I can't stop crying been about 6 hours now..I am actually OK ish and I knew there would be an almighty pay back after last weekend and further ongoing through last week shenanigans..then I actually did fruck my back on Thursday which is hardly surprising after running around like a loon cleaning and tidying which then led to this weekend being a right off..a planned weekend off wonderous ness and road trips and old friends and getting geting dressed up etc etc..I couldn't even stand up..so I being me hit the diaz and the codeine and the etz and the xanax..not exactly one to do anything by halves.

So worked out about 22 diaz over 26tish hours yesteray..tha is rather a lot..I have stopped a while ago I just feel so sad..and der dumm derrrr feel like taking a xanax or 3..oh fuck it can someone have a word?

I need spanking and taking in hand (and not in a pleasurable way) just ..any chance of someone in a less terrifying and yes you should know better and what did you expect type way..than the word I am currently having with myself.
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It's always so tempting to take more benzos to try to block out your feelings when you're in a situation like that, but the more you take and the longer you take them for, the worse the feeling will be when you stop. I'm trying to quit benzos after abusing them for over a year atm and it's very difficult, the shit feeling coming off them is one thing but I'm also shook of the potential for panic attacks, seizures and other horrible things that can come from long term benzo use ceasing... Have had issues with valium in the past and seized up after stopping them (was very ignorant about the effects of benzos back then so didn't realise it was the vallies causing the problems) so am dreading what's in store this time. Hopefully second time round will be enough for me to learn my lesson... Not sure how helpful this post is, just don't want anyone to fall into the trap of taking more benzos to deal with benzo related problems, so easy to do but is unlikely to end well. Easier said than done but worth the effort to do :)
 
Thank you. In my very moderate defense I initially took them to counter act a verrrrrrrry long stim/pilly binge but mostly as I seemed to have fucked my back up and in some stimmy comedown logic thought owww an anti spasmodic an anti-anxiety and some sleep is is exactly what I needed. I still need some sleep..it's not going to come naturally that's for sure so leaves me a bit stuck..the trap you mention streethalo91 I am mentally with it enough to see as a very real trap I could fall into..just wondering what my options are..if he hadn't hidden the zapain..I could see myself seriously doing my 3rd ever cwe...don'tthink a zopiclone would touch the sides..maybe some amitrptaline/...someone has given me a shed load of pregbalin..but I am a bit scared of them and never dabbled....
 
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I never really have thought or said they were raas...just I have to sleep and sooon...as I can't not tonight, or else I think I may really break a bit of myself beyond the realms of being semi or perma-glued back together with either more drugs or the actuality of sorting it out the hard way.



edit--even gin not gonna help me tonight raas..who and what? Henry/
 
Only just saw your posts there Inflo after the PM :(.. Hope things improve for you sooner rather than later :) I'll reply when I get back to my hotel <3
 
Im trying to reply Inflo but my phone is having a meltdown, the whole message I wrote has vanished every time I press send, plus im too tired and stupid to copy it to clipboard before I attempted to send it :!:!

I'll try again later on. <3
 
Don't worry my friend I can barely see as it is, I appear to be looking longingly at flights, zopiclone certainly given me tiredness and benzo leg syndrome but no actual sleep...:?

bath and book and try again....no doubt some semi crisis will need addressing once I finally get half way to actually catching up on sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.


<3
 
I can barely see myself, took me about an hour to write a couple of paragraphs.. Im now sat on the step of the hotel smoking a fag just before I get in my car for work.. spiffing 8)

Hope the sleep works out soon :) and you dont wake up to a one way ticket to Syria or owt.. ;)

Finally, Good Morning BL :) have a good one..!
 
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