I know there are a lot of these kinds of threads and i know you can't tell for sure if i'm suitable for the drug.
Anyways, i've been wanting to try shrooms((Psilocybe semilanceata) for some time and have the chance to trip this weekend. I think i've read enough to have a fairly good amount of knowledge on the topic. However, i wanted to describe my personality to better paint a picture of myself so you could put me in the right direction, weather taking this drug or not.
I am a 21 year old student. Currently having a lack of motivation in life and feel like i can't perform well in school because of my chronic sleeping disorder. As a person i can behave a little insecure when around new people, and because of a partially challenging childhood and previous violent party-encounters years back i have started to become more and more evasive. I've been anxious ever since i was a child, but only because of my low self asteem, which also causes me to have mood swings/unstable mood. I'm a very humble, open and empathic guy. I'm fine with my looks and am generally averagely built with varying exercise routines. I'm easily insulted.
I've been smoking weed almost daily with weekly breaks here and there for a couple of months. There is also one month since i tried MDMA, which was great but not "mind opening". There are no serious mental illnesses in my family, but i've sort of been naturally anxious all my life.
Luckily i've found a couple of friends with the same humour, so i can goof around and totally be myself. These are the people i am planning to take my shrooms with.
So i feel like i'm functioning "ok" if you know what i mean. Does this help you understand weather shrooms will be helpful or harmful in my case? I was thinking of starting of with a small dose.
Anyways, i've been wanting to try shrooms((Psilocybe semilanceata) for some time and have the chance to trip this weekend. I think i've read enough to have a fairly good amount of knowledge on the topic. However, i wanted to describe my personality to better paint a picture of myself so you could put me in the right direction, weather taking this drug or not.
I am a 21 year old student. Currently having a lack of motivation in life and feel like i can't perform well in school because of my chronic sleeping disorder. As a person i can behave a little insecure when around new people, and because of a partially challenging childhood and previous violent party-encounters years back i have started to become more and more evasive. I've been anxious ever since i was a child, but only because of my low self asteem, which also causes me to have mood swings/unstable mood. I'm a very humble, open and empathic guy. I'm fine with my looks and am generally averagely built with varying exercise routines. I'm easily insulted.
I've been smoking weed almost daily with weekly breaks here and there for a couple of months. There is also one month since i tried MDMA, which was great but not "mind opening". There are no serious mental illnesses in my family, but i've sort of been naturally anxious all my life.
Luckily i've found a couple of friends with the same humour, so i can goof around and totally be myself. These are the people i am planning to take my shrooms with.
So i feel like i'm functioning "ok" if you know what i mean. Does this help you understand weather shrooms will be helpful or harmful in my case? I was thinking of starting of with a small dose.
