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Gibberings CLXXIV - Cock Piss Partridge

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Bearlove said:
Good Morning fine folk of EADD :) - hope you all have a great day.

It's a scorcher here today (around 40 or 100 degrees) so I'm not moving far from the AC - well may walk to the fridge to get a beer.

Got a vacation to start planning :D
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Good morning bear & everyone else <3 hope you have a great day too

Rainy here today, not complaining though makes a change from the previous weeks of heat
 
Bearlove said:
NOOOO - I was showing the angry face at eve for saying that she hate's ABBA (not that I hate ABBA).

Hang on, am I logged on as Bear or Summer ? (what a shit storm that turned into :D).
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Summers not usually like that. Did you see my post last night? Shes only 19 n takes a bit of drugs so it's probably a comedown. She's usually chilled out. I'm sure you'll both sort it out.

Evry
 
No better excuse to break the chain, eh Evey?

I know it's not as simple as that, but maybe keep an eye on the degradation and suffering of your loved ones and give it a little thought.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Summers not usually like that. Did you see my post last night? Shes only 19 n takes a bit of drugs so it's probably a comedown. She's usually chilled out. I'm sure you'll both sort it out.

Evry
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Eve - I think you misunderstood the comments. Summer and I have not fallen out at all :D, I'm sure that Summer is just as fabulous today as she normally is :)
 
ColtDan said:
Good morning bear & everyone else <3 hope you have a great day too

Rainy here today, not complaining though makes a change from the previous weeks of heat
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Morning Dan, Nice 'seeing' you :)

I went to Europe thinking it would be cold as needed a break from the summer heat, I was sadly mistaken as it was pretty hot where ever we went. It's going to be around 40 degrees for the next two months before winter starts and it drops to the mid 30s and out comes the BBQ :D
 
Bearlove said:
Eve - I think you misunderstood the comments. Summer and I have not fallen out at all :D, I'm sure that Summer is just as fabulous today as she normally is :)
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No i haven't was was extremely annoyed over something last night.

Sammy G said:
No better excuse to break the chain, eh Evey?

I know it's not as simple as that, but maybe keep an eye on the degradation and suffering of your loved ones and give it a little thought.
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Lol they werent loved ones they're people i was related to. My Dads the only loved one mentioned lol

Evey
 
pissed off at my mate.

was trying to talk down to me, saying I've done 'permanent psychological damage' from taking LSD every few weeks for the last few months. Yet he does MDMA/ Meph for four consecutive nights in a row quite often.
 
hexagram said:
pissed off at my mate.

was trying to talk down to me, saying I've done 'permanent psychological damage' from taking LSD every few weeks for the last few months. Yet he does MDMA/ Meph for four consecutive nights in a row quite often.
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I cant bare hypocrites. It's like most recovering addicts, just because THEY decide no more they expect YOU to be the same n preach at you. To hell with that nonsense!

What 's with everyone saying "fabulous" all of a sudden?

Evey
 
Bearlove said:
Eve - I think you misunderstood the comments. Summer and I have not fallen out at all :D, I'm sure that Summer is just as fabulous today as she normally is :)
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I'm sure she is. Part of me hopes that she's woke up and thought "What a fucking cow I was last night, I really shouldn't act like that" but probably not.

I had a lot of time for her when she was first on here, despite the me me me coke coke coke patter she breathed a bit of life into this place at a time when it was needed (& I've been there with the coke habit, so know what it can be like) but I've had my fill of it tbh. No wonder she reckons she doesn't have any proper pals if that's the way she acts in real life. Summer, if you read this - lay off the fucking ching, you might not be able to see it but it's turning you into a prize arsehole. The absolute definition of an arrogant cokehead.
 
Hey EADD. Thanks for all the support posts sum of ya wrote to me when I fall into alcohol 9-10 days ago. Read em' many times & means a lot for me. But I went on a bender sadly, allso sum Methylphenidate where involved. Feeling ashamed(I kno' I should not) to post here after ya lovely guys said those sweet words to me. & I not have answered ya posts.

But I have to post now + I miss BL too much + ya all. I hope ya all is good. <3

I am constantly getting a positive in piss test for Rivotril (Benzo), but I have not taken any benzos at all in 9 days, and the benzo I was taken was not that brand.

I am only getting Lyrica & Sertraline of meds, can sum (Im thinkin Lyrica) go out for being a benzo maybe? I am tired of the staff here sayin' im a liar. When I am truly not.
 
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Following the sad passing of one of London's all out Kings, ROBBO, all funds raised from this track will be used to help support those closest to him in such hard times.

Robbo 484 started writing in the late 70's early 80's, and started painting trains in 1984 going on to paint steel all over Europe as well as the New York Subway. His main cru's WRH, PFB and WD carry wait across the world. He inspired an entire generation of London's most prolific graffiti writers and will be sorely missed by all.
Rest In Peace King Robbo.....
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<3 Just keep going Nicklazz. No body here sits in judgement of you and if they do they are probably either wankers or hypocrites.

Just fallen off my month of booze free 8/9 days in and am pretty fucked off with myself and feel like I let S down as it was me that set the challenge.

I am fucking off it right now but it beats the hell out of how I was feeling earlier-covering up all the shit with booze and drugs aint the answer but I couldn't come up with another one soooo...fucking pathetic.

Big love Nicklazz...just keep trying that's all any of us can do. x
 
Nicklazz said:
Hey EADD. Thanks for all the support posts sum of ya wrote to me when I fall into alcohol 9-10 days ago. Read em' many times & means a lot for me. But I went on a bender sadly, allso sum Methylphenidate where involved. Feeling ashamed(I kno' I should not) to post here after ya lovely guys said those sweet words to me. & I not have answered ya posts.

But I have to post now + I miss BL too much + ya all. I hope ya all is good. <3

I am constantly getting a positive in piss test for Rivotril (Benzo), but I have not taken any benzos at all in 9 days, and the benzo I was taken was not that brand.

I am only getting Lyrica & Sertraline of meds, can sum (Im thinkin Lyrica) go out for being a benzo maybe? I am tired of the staff here sayin' im a liar. When I am truly not.
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Good to hear from you, Nick. <3

Wish these were better times, but one day they will be. :)
 
Mornin', all :)

Sobriety is no good at all for my sleeping pattern :|

Seems to be quite good for my livery areas though cos I could swear it already feels less swollen down there. Fairly sure livers can't deswell quite that much in less than a week but have been used to feeling a very distinctive bulginess at my lower-right side just around the bottom of the ribs but it's nowhere near as noticeable at the moment. It must be a bit less than really real but feels promising all the same. Lack of ueful sleep feels less promising and in no hurry to sort itself out but suppose that's a lesser issue for the moment.

*waves at nick - try not to feel ashamed about such things cos shame is not a helpful way to feel when trying to tackle such situations - benders come to an end which means it's possible to pick yourself up and start again at any time you feel ready and able to - good luck with all <3*
 
inflorescence said:
<3 Just keep going Nicklazz. No body here sits in judgement of you and if they do they are probably either wankers or hypocrites.

Just fallen off my month of booze free 8/9 days in and am pretty fucked off with myself and feel like I let S down as it was me that set the challenge.

I am fucking off it right now but it beats the hell out of how I was feeling earlier-covering up all the shit with booze and drugs aint the answer but I couldn't come up with another one soooo...fucking pathetic.

Big love Nicklazz...just keep trying that's all any of us can do. x
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Nope, no you didn't. Take what you just said to Nick and apply it to yourself <3

Also, you had a week's head start on me so I've still got a good week to go before I'm even level-pegging with you. I wouldn't have gotten to the fifth day if you'd never suggested it and you still got a fortnight away from booze yourself which is not to be sniffed at. Ain't easy this sobriety stuff - two weeks is nothing to be ashamed of - nice work, m'dear :)<3
 
Thank you Shambles. I am just having one of the most roller-coaster fucked up emotional pathetic teary days...not been able to hold it together. Have now got hold of a can of Mr Sheen and am aggressively cleaning to VERY loud music...snortelling Lemmy like lines of gonzales and chugging JD like they are about to go out of business...I am sorry.

Luckily the outlet apart from my poor liver and major tuther organs getting it is anything Sheen can be violently wiped off sooo.

<3
 
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