wreck_11229
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 13, 2014
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Hey bluelight,
I signed up just to hopefully get some advice or information about what's happening to me. Three weeks ago, I dropped DOB, and it was pretty alright, too speedy for me, but nothing too serious happened afterwards. A week after that however, I dropped DOB again (I probably didn't space out trips enough), and the day after I had some extreme panic and feelings of doom, I felt like I was about to die, I was restless and my heart was beating way too fast, I got mood swings and paranoia all day as well as static visuals and slight hallucinations. It was terrible. For about two weeks these symptoms have cycled, I no longer feel that inner "restlessness" and feeling I'm gonna die, but I still get lots of anxiety, panic in the morning and the ocassional depressive 2 hour episode, that tend to get better at night. The hallucinations haven't stopped though, they have gotten REALLY slightly better, but not as much as I hoped it was going to, so I'm starting to believe that's some HPPD. The HPPD doesn't affect me much though, it's just static vision that's not that annoying.
Some weird physical side effects that still linger are restless leg syndrome and me grinding my teeth from side to side.
Any ideas of what's going on? These two past weeks have been hell, and I'm barely maintaining a job and a social life.


I signed up just to hopefully get some advice or information about what's happening to me. Three weeks ago, I dropped DOB, and it was pretty alright, too speedy for me, but nothing too serious happened afterwards. A week after that however, I dropped DOB again (I probably didn't space out trips enough), and the day after I had some extreme panic and feelings of doom, I felt like I was about to die, I was restless and my heart was beating way too fast, I got mood swings and paranoia all day as well as static visuals and slight hallucinations. It was terrible. For about two weeks these symptoms have cycled, I no longer feel that inner "restlessness" and feeling I'm gonna die, but I still get lots of anxiety, panic in the morning and the ocassional depressive 2 hour episode, that tend to get better at night. The hallucinations haven't stopped though, they have gotten REALLY slightly better, but not as much as I hoped it was going to, so I'm starting to believe that's some HPPD. The HPPD doesn't affect me much though, it's just static vision that's not that annoying.
Some weird physical side effects that still linger are restless leg syndrome and me grinding my teeth from side to side.
Any ideas of what's going on? These two past weeks have been hell, and I'm barely maintaining a job and a social life.



