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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - is Super Mario your dad?

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My non-drinking is going pretty well, ta. Save for having a few drinks when my dad died, and one beer on a sunny weekend, I haven't touched a drop.

Feels good, doesn't it? :)
 
Im not on speed now, just said i've got strong speed and its given me heart palps since monday. which has never happened before. monday was the last time i took it. the stuff i had before was such a shite duration it was a case of re-dosing 100mg every 2 hours to keep the buzz going, wasnt even that rushy. nicely dopaminey tho

edit: this is the wrong thread, but you know by now that i dont give a shite what thread im posting in

Check this guy out hahaha, i wonder what hes listening to... im pretty sure i've danced like this a few times. quite a few infact
What a Dancer

HouseFever said:
Mental clarity FTW.
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Indeed. when i used to drink alot i'd get brain fog, eased right off for awhile

Sammy G said:
My non-drinking is going pretty well,
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But the smack and etiz use has crept up hasnt it?
 
I gave up booze for a long period this year, but it was only when I had access to other things. It did feel good (for a bit). The problem is I've got to at least have potential access to something that will make me feel instantly different, otherwise things get a bit too real.
 
Pretty much everyone here must be the same. They say that getting outside yourself is a pretty basic urge, like hunger etc and some people naturally feel it more than others.
 
ColtDan said:
But the smack and etiz use has crept up hasnt it?
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Not really. I'm taking about 2mg etiz a day at most after a couple of weeks' carelessness, and the heroin was bought because it was my birthday. :)

I've not missed a day of work, nor have I found myself using either drug out of sheer boredom.

ColtDan said:
Im not on speed now, just said i've got strong speed and its given me heart palps since monday. which has never happened before. monday was the last time i took it. the stuff i had before was such a shite duration it was a case of re-dosing 100mg every 2 hours to keep the buzz going, wasnt even that rushy. nicely dopaminey tho
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Maybe it's time for a break after all?
 
beginning to think (although I've been feeling this way on and off for a while now) that my relationship with MDMA is coming to an end. I love the high (although it is getting a bit samey) and with LSD it's indescribable, but it just feels far too mentally taxing. I never used to get comedowns if I took decentish breaks (it worsened a bout of sleep paralysis and depression last year, but then was when I was out raving every weekend on it for a few months) but just the one session on Sunday has left me feeling a bit shite and depressed. It's probably also a little to do with the booze and benzos I've had recently, and the fact I'm really not enjoying my new job, but MDMA does feel really mentally taxing to me. Shame as it was the first drug I fell in love with, and I've had some of the best times of my life on it.

2CB is a lot cheaper and sounds a lot better, I might replace it with that.
 
spudgun said:
£2.70 and a copy of Razzle?
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Hmmm. Go on then!

ScotchMist said:
Amen...:)

Down to my last bit of cb and im reluctant to use/waste it as its a pain in the ass to get these days..

Where did it all go??
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Good question. I last bought some about three years ago, from a student who lived two doors down from my ex's place. Lost his number though, and ended up losing the 2C-B for six months too.
 
"I bet she's had a hard life, awww :( - hugs (fap fap fap)" =D
 
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Sammy G said:
just boshing some because it's there and you're bored? :)
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Also none of my drug use is out of boredom, infact i rarely get bored

Sammy G said:
Maybe it's time for a break after all?
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Nope, but i'll probably have a break when i turn into Summer on here, moaning about how shit life is without said drug, and various other stuff. at the moment i'll stick with being minorly irritable afterwards
 
ColtDan said:
Also none of my drug use is out of boredom, infact i rarely get bored



Nope, but i'll probably have a break when i turn into Summer on here, moaning about how shit life is without said drug, and various other stuff. at the moment i'll stick with being minorly irritable afterwards
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Slightly unfair. I can hardly help having a shit life as you very well know and it's not because of drugs. In fact if I wasn't able to get away from it all once in a while i probably would have killed myself already so yeah.

On a more cheerful and on topic note I have been drinking cider in the sun and will be making some nice food in a mo. Buzzing about this weekend.
 
In fact if I wasn't able to get away from it all once in a while i probably would have killed myself already so yeah.
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If you genuinely feel like that a lot of the time, you need to go see a doctor (they might be able to stop you feeling like that).

If, taking a breath and thinking about it, that's not how you feel most of the time, you really need to stop saying it.
 
you ever tried LSD, DMT or an psychedelics SS? They could be a lot more beneficial for sorting out your problems/ perspective on life than easy, escapist highs like meph and cocaine.
 
SummerSerenade said:
Slightly unfair.
On a more cheerful and on topic note I have been drinking cider in the sun and will be making some nice food in a mo. Buzzing about this weekend.
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Sorry x

Envious of you seeing eminem, what a legend! you're gonna have such a good weekend

spudgun said:
If you genuinely feel like that a lot of the time, you need to go see a doctor
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Indeed, thats what i suggested. As for psychedelics, they can be very beneficial and useful, but also a big risk
 
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