75mg hydrocodone, 4mg alprazolam, 3mg clonazepam, 45mg temazepam, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, 400mg pregabalin(Lyrica), 10mg diphenoxylate, 200mg diphenhydramine, around 1,200 mg phenibut, and 1,000mg cimetidine as a potentiator. Also had some tianeptine with it - it is an antidepressant with a unique pharmacological profile from all other antidepressants. At normal doses, it has some anxiolytic properties. At doses significantly higher, it produces a pleasant but not very strong high. When I use it (sometimes I benefit from it when the meds I normally use stop working well and just use it as meant) for this mild bit pleasant high, I usually take about 10 times the normal dose and it is safe in overdose until the amount used gets really high.
I've got whipped cream flavored vodka to sip and an electronic cigarette to smoke. I hope I can get some resin out of my weed pipe and smoke it.
All those pills are kicking in, and it sure feels good.
Someone asked if I made a living buying and reselling on eBay. I can make enough to make a living when I am not so depressed that I stop doing it. I've made like $2,000 in a month with just 10-15 hours of work.
That bottle I hoped had a drug in it appeared to have paint or something black and hard in it (and it is an older bottle but the lid was rusting off so I could not make much selling it). I may smoke a really tiny amount just in case it is something good and it should not be enough to really hurt me if it is a toxin.
Off topic - High doses of phenibut could kill and I have seen people in various places online say you can't die from an overdose of it. I had a dangerous reaction when I took a large dose/overdose using a different measuring instrument I thought held less than the normal one I used and wanted to take a higher than normal dose.
I was relaxed but then realized I could not raise up. I could move my arms and legs some with difficulty. I tried to scream but my voice was to weak. I could not bang on the wall hard enough to be heard. I had Microsoft Word open and typed "I accidentally overdosed on phenibut. It was not suicide."
My blood pressure after I was able to start moving around more and grab the monitor was I think 82/55 and pulse in the low 40s - trying to stay awake I went to make a sandwhich and get other food to eat (walking was not easy, I had to crawl at times). I had a chunk of the sandwhich in my mouth when my mom woke me up the next morning.
I had been using a spoon but instead used a small knife blade. It typically held maybe 75% more when averaged out than the spoon and since I was taking a much higher dose than normal, I probably had well over twice as much as ever before.
I'll write a short trip report about that incident to serve as a warning to others. I did this maybe two months ago or maybe less than that. I searched for phenibut overdose online and kept finding people who say an overdose won't kill, it will just make you want to sleep for a long time or something similar - that surprised me after the symptoms I experienced.
(plus my meds)
