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Am I A Terrible Person ?

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GroovySage

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I stole Oxy's from my very ill grandma, today she noticed some are missing. I feel disgusted with myself.


If i get confronted what excuses should i have ? I feel awful someone please help me out :? :(
 
There's only one acceptable excuse, unless you want to dig your grave deeper:

"I'm sorry Grandma, is there anything I can do to make it right?"
 
Well... your grandma should by all rights know it was you, but she won't be certain, possibly, because she doesn't want it to be true. Being honest with her might be the smartest thing you have ever done, but lying could keep you out of trouble, but you will never know if she knows. She will have that in the back of her mind and if it ever gets out then you will wish you had told her. Being honest now is a way to gain her trust and she will believe you when you are being honest and need her to believe you. If you do tell her then she might ask why you took them, and then you have to decide again if you should lie or not. Crying usually works, then you can tell her everything. Tough decision. She is just a little old lady! lol. Trust your feelings.
 
don't lie to her be a man and say I took the pills grandma im sorry I am an addict.

fuck that's pretty low you may want to think about getting help instead of how to lie to your grandma further itll only get worse I can promise you that. Poor grandma shes probally in pain too you need to apologise to her.

im not gonna say your a bad person because I know drugs make us do things we wouldnt normally do when in the right state of mind. Ive seen so many good hard working people turned into lying, thieving straight up junkies all from doing some oxys or heroin/morphine whatever it is opiates are evil this way.
 
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Felonious Monk said:
There's only one acceptable excuse, unless you want to dig your grave deeper:

"I'm sorry Grandma, is there anything I can do to make it right?"
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Perfect, I stole demarol from my grandma who wasn't using them anymore and I Felt awful. You just feel convicted...Don't make up any excuse because I believe that would just cause further friction....You may have to leave tho because the temptation is so great. That is why I vowed to only see my grand parents in a lively setting...Also they live two states from me of coarse.
 
GroovySage said:
I stole Oxy's from my very ill grandma, today she noticed some are missing. I feel disgusted with myself.


If i get confronted what excuses should i have ? I feel awful someone please help me out :? :(
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1 -decide if you want to turn yourself in or lie ...

2-the fact you feel horrible /disgusted means you have a proper conscience so no not terrible though you may need impulse control/drug help etc (I don't know you or why you took them maybe you reasoned it to be ok ..it's not like you sat there and said screw it she can be in pain so I can get high...)

3- this will probably be on your mind one day when she's not around ...consider if you'll hate yourself for not telling her beer type thing ...
 
Just tell your grandmother the truth about you taking some, I doubt she will go ballistic on you......she is your grandmother.

As for the excuse, tell her you had pain if you really did. I wouldn't tell her you wanted to get high with them because that will open a new can of worms. Sometimes its okay to sway from the exact truth to not have a loved one stress & worry too much about the situation.

And as others have mentioned, since your grandmother is very sick, try getting some oxys & giving her the same amount back if she really needs them & I'm assuming she takes them as prescribed.........
 
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It's okay bruh. I steal money from my grandmothers wallet everytime I see her. I just go upstairs and open her wallet which is in the same place everytime. Like she makes it too easy. She's also old but not sick or anything. It's just... I could spend her money better :) I'm sure this will come to haunt me once she passes.
It's weird tho. Like I literally do not care. Kinda sad actually... *takes shot*
 
^ Don't steal money, that's not cool. I'm sure she will give you some if you ask.

Op, you really should own up to taking your grandmother's pills. I'm assuming you took more than a few since it was noticed. It doesn't make you a terrible person but you have an addiction you should be honest about with your family. It's not going to be easy but you really need to get some help.
 
I'm not really following what the big deal is. Why would she be in pain because he took some? She has a prescription, so when she runs out she refills it, right? Unless he takes like half of the bottle, it won't be an issue. The only thing he's doing is costing her money. But other than that it's just as if the two of them are sharing the bottle. Am I missing something?
 
snax112 said:
I'm not really following what the big deal is. Why would she be in pain because he took some? She has a prescription, so when she runs out she refills it, right? Unless he takes like half of the bottle, it won't be an issue. The only thing he's doing is costing her money. But other than that it's just as if the two of them are sharing the bottle. Am I missing something?
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It is a big deal because the lady needs them to manage her pain and the OP helped himself. Obviously you have never been prescribed narcotic pain medication. It's not so simple as running out and buying more. It's not allowed as a scheduled drug and you don't get automatic refills in the US. Are you really this naïve or trolling?
 
T. Calderone said:
It is a big deal because the lady needs them to manage her pain and the OP helped himself. Obviously you have never been prescribed narcotic pain medication. It's not so simple as running out and buying more. It's not allowed as a scheduled drug and you don't get automatic refills in the US. Are you really this naïve or trolling?
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He could have a point tho if his grandmother rolls over to the new month with extra pills. If not, then it could be a bigger deal as she may go a day or two without her meds. I'm not necessarily condoning it in either scenario. But it may not be as big a deal if scenario 1 is the case.
 
In my opinion, you're not a bad person as long as you're honest now.
Well, it actually depends if it causes her to have to skip a day or two, like Bman2 said.
If that's the case, you should've looked into that, only steal from granny if she had some spare pills, that's an unwritten rule of stealing from grannies!
 
PotatoMan said:
It's okay bruh. I steal money from my grandmothers wallet everytime I see her. I just go upstairs and open her wallet which is in the same place everytime. Like she makes it too easy. She's also old but not sick or anything. It's just... I could spend her money better :) I'm sure this will come to haunt me once she passes.
It's weird tho. Like I literally do not care. Kinda sad actually... *takes shot*
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The OP is not a terrible person, but you are.
 
This is some really deep shit. It is a terrible thing you've done but the fact that you are here shows some remorse. Ive been heavily addicted to IV opiates before and they were the darkest days of my life. The most important thing now is what you take from this lesson. This "situation" will go away but the spark that drove you to do it will not. New research shows that ibogaine may lower tolerances and DMT has helped me to abandon that spark. Family is ALL that matters. I wish you the best.
 
If you've ever been in pain and had your prescription stolen, you would know it's no joke. I had a neighbor steal a bottle of Percocet from me, not a few pills- the whole bottle. I had a broken nose from an accident and the pain was excruciating. There was not a damn thing I could do to get them replaced because doctors are not sympathetic when it comes to narcotics. People lie all the time to get more pills.

You have to put yourself in the grandma's shoes: she is very ill and using pain medicine. Grandma needs them because she is in pain, unlike the OP who is getting high. She goes to take her meds and notices some are missing. How would you feel if this happened to you? If she had a surplus of unused pills, that's one thing. But the way it was described this was not the case since the theft was discovered.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
you did a bad thing, but that doesn't necessarily mean that you're a bad person.
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This. Clearly you feel bad about it, which you should. But that doesn't make you a terrible person. Addiction can make you do some pretty grimy things.. man up to it and your consciousness will rest much easier in the future. Seriously imagine if she died before you got to apologize, you could never take it back at that point
 
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