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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Am I A Terrible Person ?

dude stole its what addicts do, if you want apologize and own what you did make amends take action to rebuild trust, etc. that is the right thing to do. however, if you don't want to do that then lie but you know what is right and what is wrong. fuck all these people trying to crucify you, trust we've all done it
 
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sonicwhite said:
This thread really has just gone wild....
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^ Agreed we need to keep this discussion civil without insults and name calling. This should go without saying but some of you are getting out of hand and downright nasty. I'd like to keep this open in case the OP returns with an update so let's keep this going in a respectful manner.
 
my grandma passed away...... about a month ago. i got away with it. not proud but relieved. i used to try not to keep taking more but she would get a new damn bottle of oxycodone 15mgs so damn often it was tempting as hell, but its all over now thanks for tryna help at least just wanted to give yall an update.
 
for the record i dont think she ever had to go days with the opiates cuz she even had back up liquid morphine so i got to have my fun and actually get away with it and she got to at least have her pain relief
 
Agree with the above, I've stole in my youth for drugs like bicycles and alcohol and car CD players etc.

If my Grandad had some valium he never used I'd ask for them ,if he needed them I wouldn't but steal them?? And I'm no angel but I do have loyalty to family and friends.

Still this is no forum to judge and although I consider myself a addict now its now to oxys.

Would I still steal a strip a xanax from a strangers desk......yep and money but this is a bad phase of my life so put this down to a bad phase and a real fukin low point of yours......things always tend to get worse before they get better......and stealng from a sick grandmother in need in hopefully going to be your worse and fair play for admitting it to us.

If you didn't know before at least you now know you have a serious drug issue. Welcome to the hotel california.
 
Sorry the agree with the above was from the bottom of page 1 ,I didn't see the 2nd page ,apologies.
 
GroovySage said:
my grandma passed away...... about a month ago. i got away with it. not proud but relieved. i used to try not to keep taking more but she would get a new damn bottle of oxycodone 15mgs so damn often it was tempting as hell, but its all over now thanks for tryna help at least just wanted to give yall an update.
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You should copy and paste this and read it back to yourself in the future when things are 'genuinely good' .....could be soon ,could be 10years and it will serve a reminder of how altered your mind is working. TBH reading this has helped me.
 
My friend it's okay...don't beat yourself up about it anymore. What's done, is done. The main thing is that you are ok, and that you learned a lesson. If she asks, tell the truth, you only lie if you are ashamed, and want to continue in your mess. Not coming down on you, because in this life you will have your share of experiences, but one is not to steal from grandma, karma always brings it back 7fold.
 
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Your grandma knows it was you, she just doesn't want to believe it or, in some cases, CAN'T believe it. I have seen this happen all too many times with friends stealing from their grandparents or parents. I even told one of them one time and they told me they didn't believe me and to get out of their house. That's just the way it is. I *tried* to steal from my aunt one time (I know she gets morphine 15s but she said she was out but I went through all her stuff looking for them one time and basically got caught in the act by her bf who walked in and saw me raiding their room) and I admitted to it and said sorry. She still wont talk to me but I feel good about not lying about it and I'm sure she will forgive me some day
 
Ethan8 said:
You should copy and paste this and read it back to yourself in the future when things are 'genuinely good' .....could be soon ,could be 10years and it will serve a reminder of how altered your mind is working. TBH reading this has helped me.
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Quite a good idea. Btw Ethan I have seen your posts and I think you're a valuable member to the community, glad this thread has helped you in some way.
 
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