The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Go nuts and have a brandy.

[misplaced energy]

Weekly sesh is on! Werp! Anyone know if you don't turn up to court after being summoned as a witness can lead to being arrested? The defendant is being charged with assault with weapon. My friend dropped the charges and court still summoned her now she's bricking herself that she's gonna get put in the cells for the weekend....just walked shop and police were crawling everywhere. She's major freaked out.

 

[eLW]

Hello guys! nice to see you! %)

 

[ponch]

Pedantic I don't mean constantly heavily for 9 months. Cba explaining myself anymore, shouldn't have to. I don't have a problem with meph, I know that so quite frankly I couldn't give a fuck what some random person who doesn't know the first thing about me has to say. Thanks for the totally useful comment though and real thanks to everyone who bothered to write a proper reply rather than just being a hypocrite.

I don't think you are addicted to meph but you are showing signs of problematic drug use. If you continue the way you are you will probably run into some problems in the not too distant future. Didn't you say you were hammering meph at uni because you only had a few days left before you went home where you wouldn't be able to do any. Now you are cooking on meph at your parents as a 'weekend treat'. Another instance was where you said 'I'm not going to order anymore for a while now', about 4 hours later you had put an order in or something. Making excuses for yourself to justify your drug use can be a big indicator you are on the slippery slope.

You don't have to explain yourself to anyone. That's true and no one is asking you to, but at the end of the day this is a harm reduction forum not a lets talk about how fucked we are forum. If people are concerned about you then they SHOULD be voicing their concerns to you and just because other people are using more than you does not mean your drug use is 'ok'. This forum is packed with people that have done exactly the same thing as you, so at least try and take a little bit of advice on board.

I don't have a problem with meph, I know that

Pretty much guaranteed the last person to know if you did have a problem will be yourself, when its quite obvious to people looking from the outside you will still be convincing yourself everything is fine.

I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I don't really like telling people what to do or singling people out but just take care of yourself yeah?

 

[misplaced energy]

I love this forum. Full of responsible druggies, me included lol although not always responsible. The person getting laid into is clearly after a bit of attention. Doesn't matter what's wrote in regards to harm reduction they'll do as they please but personally I think they are just looking for someone to talk to. Either way take the advice. Don't get upset about it, of course you're going to get criticized if you're posting things like you have on a harm reduction site. Take it with a pinch of salt. Most of us all enjoy taking drugs and most replies are only in the interest of keeping you safe. Don't take offence take the rough with the smooth. This site can be your best friend if you can take constructive criticism.


Anyway off to walk the dog high as a kite, this should be fun in the area I'm in, never know who you're gonna bump into :D

 

[joe90]

I don't think anyone on this forum is in a position to lecture Summer serenade. Summer go do what you want you will anyway. I don't think anyone on here would have listened to an older person telling them fuck all when they were high as a kite when younger. Enjoy yourself within your own limits

 

[SummerSerenade]

^ Who are you misplaced energy? I mean, no offense but I've never heard of you, never mind spoken to you so I would think that you're the last person who should be making any kind of judgement about me. Some people just love shit stirring though I guess. Attention, that's a fucking joke, aside from one ABSOLUTELY off my face rant last night all my posts have been either me trying to act normally or me defending myself against ridiculous accusations like that. But I won't even bother replying further, you seem to have somehow made your own judgement so cool, wish I could know all about someone based off reading a few of their posts. A true life skill

As I have already said today in PMs to people who have offered me GENUINE advice I don't get pissed off by that, what annoys me is when people assume things and act like total hypocrites. Ponch for example, I can recognise the wisdom in what you're saying and totally agree that yes I am showing signs of problematic drug use... but not with meph and I can tell that just by comparing how I feel about meph with how I feel about coke. I ABSOLUTELY could easily end up having a coke problem. NOT a meph problem. One does not equal the other. I don't make excuses, I can see how it looks like that but sometimes circumstances just change.

That's the last I'm going to say about it. I am not an argumentative person and wish people would stop trying to cause drama when I have zero interest in it. I do honestly appreciate all the advice I have been given and trust me, as I have already said to some people it has gone in and if I need anymore help I have a few UNDERSTANDING non judgemental people who I can happily PM now so if everyone is so tired of me then I'll just keep my posting to inane shit from now on

Thank you to everyone for showing concern, hope you're all having a nice evening x

 

[third eye squeegee]

^ Who are you misplaced energy? I mean, no offense but I've never heard of you, never mind spoken to you so I would think that you're the last person who should be making any kind of judgement about me. Some people just love shit stirring though I guess. Attention, that's a fucking joke, aside from one ABSOLUTELY off my face rant last night all my posts have been either me trying to act normally or me defending myself against ridiculous accusations like that. But I won't even bother replying further, you seem to have somehow made your own judgement so cool, wish I could know all about someone based off reading a few of their posts. A true life skill

As I have already said today in PMs to people who have offered me GENUINE advice I don't get pissed off by that, what annoys me is when people assume things and act like total hypocrites. Ponch for example, I can recognise the wisdom in what you're saying and totally agree that yes I am showing signs of problematic drug use... but not with meph and I can tell that just by comparing how I feel about meph with how I feel about coke. I ABSOLUTELY could easily end up having a coke problem. NOT a meph problem. One does not equal the other. I don't make excuses, I can see how it looks like that but sometimes circumstances just change.

That's the last I'm going to say about it. I am not an argumentative person and wish people would stop trying to cause drama when I have zero interest in it. I do honestly appreciate all the advice I have been given and trust me, as I have already said to some people it has gone in and if I need anymore help I have a few UNDERSTANDING non judgemental people who I can happily PM now so if everyone is so tired of me then I'll just keep my posting to inane shit from now on

Thank you to everyone for showing concern, hope you're all having a nice evening x

Are you evey in disguise?

 

[SummerSerenade]

Point proven.

 

[Spliff Politics]

I dont understand what all the agro is about? The reason it seems hypercritical is because most the people trying to offer friendly advice (which at times does seem condescending and annoying) are people that have been there before, so for them it is easier to see the signs of problematic drug use.

The other day Summer, you posted about being annoyed that you had a sober day coming up being your meph arrived. Does this not sound like problematic drug use to you? Being annoyed and/or worried that your going to have to have a sober day is a sure fire sign that psychological addiction has already put its hooks in. If i can say this because i am in that position and i am well and truly accept that i am psychologically addicted. Not just to one particular drug, but just drugs in general.

EDIT - This is a harm reduction site afterall, so when we see people who we think are going down a slippery slope then you have to expect people to comment on it and try and give you some advice from where they have been there and bought the t-shirt.

 

[SummerSerenade]

Stop trying to cause drama (or trying to make it look like I am), I have addressed all of these points. I have said before not to take me too seriously. I have also said before that I am fully aware that I have/am beginning to have/whatfucking ever, a coke problem. I have also also said that I am not getting annoyed with anyone who is offering me actual advice. It would be nice if I could post without people jumping down my throat. I get it ok. What else am I meant to say? I have been more than sensible and patient but this is beginning to feel vaguely like bashing my head against the keyboard for all the notice people are paying to anything I say so I shan't be bothering again. Like I said, have a nice evening, if anyone wants to talk civilly then feel free to PM me.

 

[misplaced energy]

Fuck I wrote a really good reply then I left the house and lost Wi-Fi so it didn't post. Now I don't care enough to type it again. Plus I can't remember...

 

[Eveleivibe]

Fuck I wrote a really good reply then I left the house and lost Wi-Fi so it didn't post. Now I don't care enough to type it again. Plus I can't remember...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I hate it when that happens LOL! I copy most I type but sometimes I forget n it seems to happens lol

Having some wine here.

I dont understand what all the agro is about? The reason it seems hypercritical is because most the people trying to offer friendly advice (which at times does seem condescending and annoying) are people that have been there before, so for them it is easier to see the signs of problematic drug use.

The other day Summer, you posted about being annoyed that you had a sober day coming up being your meph arrived. Does this not sound like problematic drug use to you? Being annoyed and/or worried that your going to have to have a sober day is a sure fire sign that psychological addiction has already put its hooks in. If i can say this because i am in that position and i am well and truly accept that i am psychologically addicted. Not just to one particular drug, but just drugs in general.

EDIT - This is a harm reduction site afterall, so when we see people who we think are going down a slippery slope then you have to expect people to comment on it and try and give you some advice from where they have been there and bought the t-shirt.

Well said, Spliff. Summer, I can understand your annoyance. Trust me, I totally get it. I went on six recovery forums as a way to trying to convince myself that I wasn't "addicted," trying to get acceptance, that what I was doing was OK. When people gave me this advice, I would feel so much anger towards them, called them hypocrites, hoped they'd all go back into addiction so they could "empathise," the lot. It's all part of it. We are only showing concern that's all. No one is telling you not to have fun, not to take drugs or anything like that - just advising you to be careful and to keep track, that's all.

Evey

 

[misplaced energy]

Wehey enjoy! Beers here in the summer Sun that's slowly disappearing. I'm watching a dog walk it's self with It's own lead in its mouth. Entertaining! Evolution today eh?

 

[misplaced energy]

Offer you advice? Darling, that is what this site was designed for.....harm reduction and I clearly made a speculation and chose to add my input. Nobody said you had to listen. You've clearly took offence. My apologies

 

[ColtDan]

most the people trying to offer friendly advice (which at times does seem condescending and annoying) are people that have been there before, so for them it is easier to see the signs of problematic drug use.

Spot on.

Anyways im a bit drunk and spangly and feeling the loooove

 

[misplaced energy]

I'm feeling the love too. Tis very nice!

 

[ColtDan]

Gimmi a kiss x

 

[misplaced energy]

Muwaaaaa

 

[SummerSerenade]

Ok one more time, in capitals for anyone who is incapable of reading paragraphs.

I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF THE GENUINE ADVICE I HAVE BEEN GIVEN AND AM NOT GETTING ANNOYED BECAUSE OF THAT!!!!! I AM FULLY AWARE THAT MY DRUG USE IS PROBLEMATIC AND I NEVER SAID IT WASN'T SO IT IS UNECESSARY TO MENTION IT AGAIN... AND AGAIN... AND AGAIN.

Jesus fucking Christ, takes a lot to piss me off but you have succeeded. Congrats. I can see why not many new people post here, some of you are fucking lovely and have been extremely helpful but some of you just don't fucking listen. Infuriating. Like I said, PM me if you want to talk PROPERLY but I won't respond to any of this shitty forced drama anymore.

 

[misplaced energy]

Most of us have problematic drug use hence us posting but we don't claim to be responsible in one post and severely irresponsible in the next. I'm sorry you've caught me on a sarcastic night. I'm usually much nicer.....