So i had done my research and had some lorazepam 1mg pills, and i decided i would crush them up and snort them throughout the days with a mixture of adderal, and amitriptypline(to help me sleep) so i started with 3 mg, i started to feel pretty good and the rest is a blur, later that night i snorted another 3mg and took 75mg of amitriptlyine(oh btw im sure im spelling amitriptlyine wrong so im just gonna call it amit lol)
and i went out with friends and had fun got home and slept for only like 5 hours and woke up feeling like really energized, so i decide to snort 4mg of it and take 40mg of adderal(first time on adderal) so i feel really good and tweaking and i stay up the whole night take a random pill i was just told would fuck me up, and it was a high i could relate with weed, it felt pretty much like it, so that reminded me of weed and i went and picked up some wraps and some bud, and got back still kinda tweaking snorted 2mg and took 50mg of adderal now
and i roll a blunt and pack a bowl in my pipe because i felt like it, (btw its been about a week since i smoked, and im usually a everyday smoker and i smoke throughout my day, but since i had pills i forgot about weed and had been out of money, so my tolerance had dropped a good amount) so im feeling the pills kicking in and i start smoking the bowl i had packed, im just about to finish it, when i have a crazy body high, my head is feeling fuzzy and i felt euphoric as shit but like i never felt this before,
and i was just staring at my wall and these feelings just got stronger, when all of a sudden i start too see colors swirling infront of me, the colors were red,blue, and green, it took up all my vision but i could see through it but it was clear as day, im not sure how to explain it. At first it scared the shit out of me and i thought that my weed had been laced or somehow i just smoked salvia, but then i thought, how often am i gonna see shit, without planning on it like shrooms or acid, so i just sat there and enjoyed it, im not sure how long it lasted, it felt long,
but it wasnt like 10 minute long maybe like 40 seconds or 1-2 minutes, im not sure but it wasnt really long. Afterwards i decided to check out my eyes in the mirror, of course they were pretty red since i havent smoked for a while, so i put eyedrops in, after they kicked in, i noticed my pupils. They were dilated. Like really bad, the thinnest ring of hazel for my eye color, and i was checking out my right eye when i started hallucinating again,
i had lifted my upper eye lid up to see more of my eye and i honestly thought my whole right eye had just started turning, like a really bad lazy eye that had no limit, i saw it go far back and it scared the shit out of me i thought i like had detached my eye, everytime i looked in the mirror it would move my big pupil, i would just see a black circle in a sea of white moving off to the right in the back of my head, by then i realised i was tripping and looked in the mirror and blinked really quickly to see how my eye would react, it was really fucked up.
I loved what i was feeling and snorted 1mg before school. (Im a senior) i then started smoking the blunt i had rolled, and invited my friend over who came halfway through the blunt(i was trying to finish it before he came so i didnt have toshare) but i had to share we finished and he asked me what i was on because he saw my pupils, he told me i shouldnt go to school i look to fucked up, but i dont care really so we got on the bus(no car, just sold mine) i thought someone had there music on too loud because i was hearing random dubstep on there, and it sounded so real, but after 5 mins it annoyed me so i quietly whispered "oh my god... Stop..." And just like that it was gone. I couldnt help but laugh.
Oh i also forgot, we were really late to the bus and he waited, and we just took our time and walked up the hill to it instead of like running, and when we made it to the top, the guy put a fake smile on his face, smiled at us and said goodmorning(i really respected that, because it just showed effort, and you wouldnt really expect that from a high school busdriver, so i thought to myself, what if i tell him i respected that and other stuff like that
and he just says "thats all i ever wanted to hear" and pulled a gun out and shot himself(did not happen, i thought that, the thought was very vivid and realilistic, i could see this like going on) and i just made like an ugly scream and a weird body twitch, and walked away like everything was normal, which i just found hilarious and died. Sorry for the long story. But school was boring so im ending it there. But quick question... Why is my heart beat insanely fast after this? 140beats per minute... Is this bad?
and i went out with friends and had fun got home and slept for only like 5 hours and woke up feeling like really energized, so i decide to snort 4mg of it and take 40mg of adderal(first time on adderal) so i feel really good and tweaking and i stay up the whole night take a random pill i was just told would fuck me up, and it was a high i could relate with weed, it felt pretty much like it, so that reminded me of weed and i went and picked up some wraps and some bud, and got back still kinda tweaking snorted 2mg and took 50mg of adderal now
and i roll a blunt and pack a bowl in my pipe because i felt like it, (btw its been about a week since i smoked, and im usually a everyday smoker and i smoke throughout my day, but since i had pills i forgot about weed and had been out of money, so my tolerance had dropped a good amount) so im feeling the pills kicking in and i start smoking the bowl i had packed, im just about to finish it, when i have a crazy body high, my head is feeling fuzzy and i felt euphoric as shit but like i never felt this before,
and i was just staring at my wall and these feelings just got stronger, when all of a sudden i start too see colors swirling infront of me, the colors were red,blue, and green, it took up all my vision but i could see through it but it was clear as day, im not sure how to explain it. At first it scared the shit out of me and i thought that my weed had been laced or somehow i just smoked salvia, but then i thought, how often am i gonna see shit, without planning on it like shrooms or acid, so i just sat there and enjoyed it, im not sure how long it lasted, it felt long,
but it wasnt like 10 minute long maybe like 40 seconds or 1-2 minutes, im not sure but it wasnt really long. Afterwards i decided to check out my eyes in the mirror, of course they were pretty red since i havent smoked for a while, so i put eyedrops in, after they kicked in, i noticed my pupils. They were dilated. Like really bad, the thinnest ring of hazel for my eye color, and i was checking out my right eye when i started hallucinating again,
i had lifted my upper eye lid up to see more of my eye and i honestly thought my whole right eye had just started turning, like a really bad lazy eye that had no limit, i saw it go far back and it scared the shit out of me i thought i like had detached my eye, everytime i looked in the mirror it would move my big pupil, i would just see a black circle in a sea of white moving off to the right in the back of my head, by then i realised i was tripping and looked in the mirror and blinked really quickly to see how my eye would react, it was really fucked up.
I loved what i was feeling and snorted 1mg before school. (Im a senior) i then started smoking the blunt i had rolled, and invited my friend over who came halfway through the blunt(i was trying to finish it before he came so i didnt have toshare) but i had to share we finished and he asked me what i was on because he saw my pupils, he told me i shouldnt go to school i look to fucked up, but i dont care really so we got on the bus(no car, just sold mine) i thought someone had there music on too loud because i was hearing random dubstep on there, and it sounded so real, but after 5 mins it annoyed me so i quietly whispered "oh my god... Stop..." And just like that it was gone. I couldnt help but laugh.
Oh i also forgot, we were really late to the bus and he waited, and we just took our time and walked up the hill to it instead of like running, and when we made it to the top, the guy put a fake smile on his face, smiled at us and said goodmorning(i really respected that, because it just showed effort, and you wouldnt really expect that from a high school busdriver, so i thought to myself, what if i tell him i respected that and other stuff like that
and he just says "thats all i ever wanted to hear" and pulled a gun out and shot himself(did not happen, i thought that, the thought was very vivid and realilistic, i could see this like going on) and i just made like an ugly scream and a weird body twitch, and walked away like everything was normal, which i just found hilarious and died. Sorry for the long story. But school was boring so im ending it there. But quick question... Why is my heart beat insanely fast after this? 140beats per minute... Is this bad?
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